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I
BLUE NOTE IN A SYLVAN SYMPHONY
GINY and I sang as we followed the winding course of our
forest road. We were homeward bound! Yet a few miles and we would reach
that little cabin set like a jewel on an island, centering the life-teeming
forest of northern Wisconsin.
Our song--whether music critics would
approve of it or not--gave vent to our feelings. It expressed what we wished
to say to ourselves and for ourselves. Through the years we had sung it
beside campfires, or as we drifted in a canoe along remote silent shores.
In cities we had used it to lift our thoughts above urban confusion. We
sang it during difficulties to foster faith. And now its words were being
lived again:
I know
a land that holds our treasure,
Where
blessings flow forth without measure,
Far
from all turmoil and aimless strife,
Where
all nature sings with life.
I know
a road that winds and winds
Through
cooling woods of towering pines,
That
scent each breeze with fragrance rare,
And
sweet bird songs fill the air.
From
the end of the road a trail leads on
Beyond
where the woodsman's ax has gone,
Through
verdant halls where the wild life roams
And
shadows hide elves and gnomes.
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At the
end of the trail is a wooded lake
So cool
and clear where the shy deer take
Their
fill in the night when the wide world sleeps
And
darkness their secret keeps.
On the shore
of the lake is an old camp ground,
In its
quiet and peace our treasure's found.
Here
God is so near, here doth love prevail
In that
camp on a lake, over road and trail.
This song was written when the
going to our Sanctuary was fraught with problems and savored of adventure.
No cabin awaited us then. The tent we carried on our backs was our dwelling,
and the packsacks we tugged and lifted bore our supplies. The coming of
conveniences had only deepened our devotion to our forest haven, so that
the sentiment of our song held true. Travel had become easier, roads came
closer, a cabin had replaced a tent, yet "Here God is so near, here doth
love prevail."
We had reached the road's end.
By way of greeting to the region we walked down to the lake shore, looked
out to distant pine-covered hills, and dipped our fingers in the waters
to shake hands with incoming wavelets. From this point we must travel by
water a slight two miles.
Anxious to close the last gap
separating us from our Sanctuary, we opened a little shed which stands
at the road's end, and brought out our old canoe. It was then that the
smiles died temporarily from our lips. The old canoe was in deplorable
condition! When I took hold of the railing to lift it, slivers of rotted
wood came out in my hand. There was a crack high in the side through
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which I could see daylight. The bottom was warped with
potential breaks. Decay was appearing at many vital spots. Some repair
work might delay the day of final destruction, but there was too little
to build on to have the work last long. "Buddie," as we had named this
grand old craft, was nearing the end of its service.
Giny and I had known when we
stored the canoe away the previous autumn that it was in bad shape. Winter
cold had deepened all scars. Buddie was a veneer canoe, made of two layers
of birch and an inner layer of cedar. Finished with clear varnish so that
the natural beauty of the wood was revealed, it looked like the featherweight
birchbark canoes made by Indians and pioneers. The strength of the craft
was as amazing as its lightness and maneuverability. Through the years
it had carried loads and withstood strains that would have been fatal to
any craft of less stability. But now the veneer was parting in a dozen
places, braces were crumbling, and the sides separating from railings.
"Poor old Buddie!" I said, patting
the canoe affectionately.
"Will it get us over to the
Sanctuary?" Giny asked.
I nodded. There was still some
service in the old craft. It wasn't our immediate convenience that concerned
me. I was faced with losing a pal, a companion. No doubt it is silly to
become so attached to an inanimate thing. Yet any real, paddle-swinging,
packsack-toting canoeist would understand.
Buddie had shared many of our
adventures. I knew
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just what to expect from it, knew when to apply the stroke,
when to back water, knew just what response I would get. I knew just how
it would ride high waves, or skim through fast rapids. There had been times
when it was my only companion for days of wilderness travel. It had been
a true partnership affair. It had carried me across the lakes, I had carried
it across portages. Often the old craft turned upside down on a shore had
been my only shelter. Sometimes when we have reached the down end of a
bad rapids or the lee side of a rough lake I have patted the side of the
faithful old canoe and said, "Well done, Buddie--thanks a million!"
"Maybe we won't have to give
it up right away," Giny was saying, with her usual hopefulness. "We could
use it through this season when the lake is quiet--wear life jackets if
necessary."
Now that is what I mean by a
true canoe lover! Giny is one of the best. It would have been neither a
great expense nor much difficulty to buy another canoe. Besides, we had
another one which we seldom used. Any one without sentiment would have
said, "All right, the old boat is finished! That gives us some fine kindling
wood." Not Giny!
We picked up the light craft
and carried it to the lake shore, Giny at one end, I at the other. Here
in better light we examined it more closely. The pattern of disintegration
was plain.
We fell to looking and laughing
at the many marks and scars. It was like reading an old diary. Across the
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bottom were four long parallel scratches indented into
the wood, plainly visible though varnished over. It was the autograph left
by Bunny Hunch and Big Boy, our pet bear cubs, that day years ago when
I took them for a ride. I should say, when I started to take them for a
ride, for we had hardly gone ten feet before they tipped us over, scratching
this record in the canoe as they did so.
There were other deep indentations
along the railings, as though done with a chisel. This was the work of
our porcupines, old Inky, and the more recent two, Salt and Pepper. The
varnish was much to their liking, but unable to make so delicate a bite
they had taken some of the wood, too. Toward the bow was some green paint,
also deep under coats of varnish. Rack and Ruin, the raccoons, had done
that by dipping their ever- inquisitive front feet in a can of paint and
then trailing across the canoe. I could have sandpapered it off, but I
never wanted to. Then there were dainty little marks along the edge of
the seats. These spoke of the days when our five red squirrels, Eeny, Meeny,
Miney, Mo and Still-Mo, were developing their teeth. And what could be
better for incisors, molars and such things than to nibble on the crisp
veneer of that canoe?
Then there was the "wound stripe,"
as I referred to a large square patch in Buddie's bow. A thin copper plate
had been bolted and glued in place, in color a sharp contrast to the rest
of the canoe. One uninformed might have thought it somewhat marred the
beauty of the craft, but to us who knew the story it was a badge of honor.
I recall
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the day very vividly, still with a shudder. I was out
in the canoe, just idly cruising the shores. The lake was calm and a peaceful
dusk was settling on the landscape. I rounded a little point, and saw some
distance ahead an outboard motorboat, in which a boy was laboring to get
the engine started. Outboard motors did not behave so well in those days.
There were a lot of little frailties which kept them from starting at the
right time and sometimes stopped them at the wrong time. The boy was becoming
quite impatient. No doubt he had been cranking futilely for a half hour
or more. As I watched him, he stood up to give the starter rope a harder
jerk. The engine suddenly started off at terrific speed, the boat shot
forward, and the boy, losing his balance, plunged over the side. He could
swim well, but this offered him little safety. The boat, running wildly
without a pilot, was circling about, its motor snarling like some vicious
beast bent on destruction. Twice it passed near the swimmer, its fiercely
whirling propeller blades churning the water but a few inches from him.
Fear gripped me for a moment.
It seemed the distance involved and the circumstances would make it impossible
to get to the boy in time! I remember saying aloud then to the old canoe,
"Buddie, we can do it! The strength of God is on our side." I lunged forward
to the center of the canoe on my knees, dipped my paddle in and stroked
as I never had before. How Buddie responded!
The boat passed the boy again,
this time actually touching him. Buddie and I were nearing rapidly. There
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only one thing to do. "Buddie, you have to take it!" I
called, as I gave the stroke that sent the craft right into the path of
the boat. There was a sickening crash as the motorboat struck us. Slivers
from Buddie's bow sprayed across the surface of the water. It was only
a moment's delay in the frantic flight of the heavier craft, but enough
to permit me to pull myself within reach of the motor and shut it off.
With the snarl taken out of
the air, the habitual quiet of the region seemed deeper than ever. The
boy swam over and climbed into his boat. I sat looking at the gaping hole
in my canoe. The wound was rather high on the side, and by shifting my
weight I kept it from taking in lake water. The boy was as sorry for the
damage done the canoe as he was grateful for his rescue.
"Never mind, lad," I said. "We
will patch
Buddie some way. Only the best canoe in the world could have
done what this one did today. We'll be proud of that scar."
Giny was thinking of this as
she ran her fingers over the copper plate, searching for breaks in the
seam. In a moment she looked up at me, smiling. "There are other markings
on Buddie that do not show so plainly, but they are surely there," she
said. Giny can never remain melancholy long. "There are the imprint of
starlight, the blush of dawns and sunsets, and the autograph of wavelets.
. . ."
"And the polishing done by moonbeams
and the fingerprints of dew!" I added, my mood brightening.
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As we loaded our equipment into
the old canoe, we became happier, remembering the thousand and one nights
and days we had spent in it. There must be somewhere between bow and stern
the written record of northern lights whose gentle beams had caressed its
sides. Somewhere and in some way it bore record of meteors streaking the
skies, of the coyote's cry, of the soft whir of wings as the owl passed,
of the beaver splash and the great buck posing in the moonlight.
We launched out into the lake
and paddled through the winding channel leading to our Sanctuary. A tiny
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trickle of water found its way through a scar in the canoe
bow. It flowed ominously past Giny's feet as she moved out of its way.
"That isn't so much!" she commented, though she eyed the leak regretfully.
We paused in our stroking and
laid our paddles across our knees to note the smoothness and silence of
our old craft. It seemed much the same as it always had, except for the
trickle that flowed on. There was truly magic about Buddie. A muskrat was
seen swimming across the channel, and so quietly did we approach him that
he did not detect us until we were within reach of him. Then he dived to
obscurity. An old blue heron was pacing along the shore in measured strides.
We drifted to within a few feet of him before he gave his loud alarming
squawk and took awkwardly to air.
"Buddie, you still have your
old charm," said Giny, patting the canoe. "I'll predict we have a lot more
ad ventures together, before we give you up."
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II
DIGGING UP A DREAM
THE day of our arrival was the sort in which hurry does
not fit. Water kept coming in through the leak in Buddie's bow until a
sizable puddle swished about on the bottom. We shuffled the baggage, protecting
the more delicate things--and just let it swish!
That romantic, lazy warmth of
spring was in the air. Nature didn't want to go anywhere or do anything
in particular. She just wanted to lie in the sunshine on the hillsides,
fan herself with an occasional breeze and let fancy take its course. We
were infected with the mood. We slowly zigzagged our way toward the island,
paddling almost without purpose. Everything in the forest world was so
drowsy it seemed to be walking in its sleep.
"There is a dream engraved somewhere
on the hull of this canoe--remember?" Giny asked--a question in keeping
with the hour.
"A dream, dear?" I reflected
for a moment, but did not catch the theme.
"Yes, a dream we had four years
ago, together with Sandy the Squoip. Now do you recollect it?"
"Why, yes--surely I remember."
I chuckled. "Sandy! Funny old Sandy the Squoip! How he loved Buddie! The
boy just lived on plans that never got out of the dream stage. I wonder
where he is now."
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By comments we pieced our recollection
together. Sandy the Squoip was a perfectly silly nickname that got attached
to one of our young friends during his brief visit to our Sanuctuary in
the spring of 1941. He was eighteen at the time, and adept at foolishness.
It all arose out of a series of gags, introduced by the boy himself. It
was a dialogue. With both my dignity and sanity affected by the spell of
the northwoods, I co- operated with him. Sandy--six feet tall, slender,
muscular, and crowned with wavy light-colored hair of Scandinavian origin--would
assume the attitude and culture of a Boweryite.
"Say, guy!" he would drawl at
me.
This was my cue to abandon all
semblance of intelligence, and answer in an innocent and superior tone,
"Yes?" Then the thoroughly inane repartee went something like this:
He: "I saw a boid tudday, up'na
tree."
I: "You don't mean a boid,
my friend, you mean a bird."
He: "Huh? Well--it choiped like
a boid, and it was after a woim."
I: "No--not a woim, you
mean a worm.
He: "Huh? But it squoimed like
a woim, and it was inna doit."
I: "Not doit--no, you
mean dirt!"
He: "Well, it looked like doit,
and it choimed like a squoip."
Don't try to make anything out
of that last sentence. It is devoid of significance or the slightest suggestion
of
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meaning. Sandy called it "the supreme goat-getter"--because
Giny simply couldn't stand it. When he reached this climax, usually we
went running out the cabin doors for dear life, mops, brooms, frying pans
or whatever Giny could lay her hands on coming after us with rather good
aim.

Soon the coined word "Squoip"
became fixed to our northwoods vocabulary, signifying anything or anyone
altogether lacking in sanity. A Squoip was four degrees lower than a nitwit.
And for his part in introducing this idiocy into the Sanctuary vernacular--already
having
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more than its share of crazy traditions and customs--our
young friend was officially named "The Squoip."
It is proverbial that a rich
man can afford to wear rags. For similar reason, our sandy-haired lad could
well afford the uncomplimentary insinuation of his nickname. He had a most
appealing personality and was rich in ability and accomplishments. His
record through high school had been splendid.
We remembered well how he looked
in those early teen years, already manly but retaining the lighthearted
joy of youth. His smile was so near the surface that it was breaking through
all the time, in his eyes, on his lips, in his cheery attitude, in his
strong hand clasp. Sandy's nose was a little crooked. That was a reminder
of the time he won an inter-scholastic wrestling title. It had been twisted
a little more during a hard-fought football game. But you never felt that
his strength was a threat to anyone. He was one of the most unchallenging
people I have ever known. His easy manners made everyone in his company
feel free, and at the same time all who met him knew he couldn't be pushed
around.
Sandy had a problem. It became
more and more heavy upon his shoulders as high school years drew to a close.
In spite of his fine record, he had a growing feeling that he was a misfit.
His companions were heading for clearly defined objectives. One was going
to a certain college for training in architecture, another chose civil
engineering, another electrical engineering, another prepared for a business
course. But Sandy rebelled at such prospects
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and he couldn't understand why. He really desired success.
He wanted his parents to be proud of him. But cities and commercial careers
irked him deeply.
His home was a northern Minnesota
town. Here he could enter the great canoe wilderness areas of the United
States and Canada quickly. From the moment he did, the world sparkled with
joy and purpose. It was hard labor to lift a pen for an English composition,
but he could carry an eighty-pound pack and a ninety-pound canoe without
a grunt! There seemed to be little or no reason for the tricks of trigonometry,
but figuring out his way through the wilderness and living by the cleverness
of woodcraft--that was vastly important. It was no light problem for Sandy.
He feared he was a failure, and that is the greatest fear that ever assails
human thought.
Sandy had about decided to smother
all his natural inclinations, and force himself through an orthodox career.
He would take up some standard training--any kind, it didn't make much
difference which--and live in a way that would avoid the world's laughter
and criticism.
Then the planning of his immediate
experience was taken from him. He, and thousands of others like him, were
drawn into military service--to be ready for something everyone hoped would
never happen.
Sandy visited us on a furlough
soon after he had been inducted into military service. His time was short,
but sufficient for him to fall in love with our Sanctuary, our animal friends
and particularly with Buddie the canoe.
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Sandy was a thoroughbred canoeist. He could handle bow
paddle or stern with the best of them, and he knew the sentimental side
of canoe lore too. He admired the way Buddie was formed, the way it lifted
and balanced on his shoulders, the way it handled in the water. Every possible
hour of his stay was spent in or with our canoe.
"I want to see how old Buddie
would look in that Canadian country!" he exclaimed, his eyes kindled with
that grand enthusiasm with which he was blessed. "Just fancy that shapely
hull beneath the picture rocks of Lac La Croix or in the narrows of Agnes
Lake!" Then with an explosive "Oh, boy!" he brought a fist against the
palm of his other hand in a gesture that spoke volumes.
Such enthusiasm brings about
its own demonstration. I was talking to the lad with serious purpose before
I realized it. "Sandy, did you ever come across a little wilderness lake,
well off the main traveled canoe routes, deep in game country, where we
might go to study animals and not be disturbed by other travelers?"
Sandy the Squoip nearly popped
with excitement. "Yes, I have--er, no I haven't," he stammered, sensing
the reason for the question and afraid he might say the wrong thing. "That
is, I know of little lakes that have no names and no trails. Why? What
are we going to do?" He was on his feet standing before me, animated as
if he expected to start that minute.
"Take it easy, you Squoip,"
I laughed, trying to be calm but with only partial success. "You see, Giny
and I need to find such a little lake where we may carry on
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studies which are no longer easy here. We love this spot,
and it will always be our home, but more and more people are coming into
this region. As you know, when people come in animals either go out or
change their habits in some ways. Especially do we have a problem in working
with larger animals now--such as bear, wildcats and wolves. So we have
our dream in which there is a lake already named--Sanctuary Lake.
We have never seen it, don't know just where to look for it, in fact don't
really know if such a place exists--but we dream anyway. If we ever found
it we would go to it for part of each season to work at those things we
cannot do here. Sanctuary Lake would have to be small so we could go out
in all kinds of weather. It would have high land and low land and be marked
with great animal runaways."
To give Sandy an idea like that
is like tossing gasoline on a fire. In an instant he was aflame with enthusiasm.
"It would have a little stream running through an aspen forest, for beaver!"
he joined in, taking the subject right away from me. "There would be an
eagle's nest on one shore and an osprey's too. I'll bet our camp would
be in a great stand of virgin red pines. There would be cedar swamps for
deer in winter, lily pads along the shore to draw moose, berry patches
for bears Oh, boy, when do we start?"
"Easy Sandy, easy!" I laughed.
"This is only a dream. If you make so much noise you may wake us up. Have
you forgotten about the army?"
"No--but part of me is going
to stay in that dream!"
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said Sandy, his enthusiasm unabated. "I have to find Sanctuary
Lake. What a trip for Buddie. We are going to make this dream come true.
I'll be through with the army in a year. Then can we go?"
The promise was made, though
my hopes dared not picture his return from the army in a year, or in two
years. Intuitively we knew what was before us.
But Sandy the Squoip was irrepressible.
As he bade us good-by at the end of his furlough, he stooped down and patted
the old canoe. "Buddie, you and I have a date--a year from now," he said
confidently.
A year from then Sandy was undergoing
special and strenuous training high in our Western mountains. The Pearl
Harbor attack had pulled our heads out of the sands and we realized we
were at war. Another year passed and our lad was on his way for the great
test. When last heard from he was fighting in the mountains of northern
Italy. There were promotions. There was a citation for bravery. Then there
were months during which we heard nothing from or of our Sandy. VE Day
had come and guns were silenced in half the world.
"But we are going to hear from
him," said Giny confidently, as we sculled along, now nearing our island.
"I just know Sandy is all right. If nothing else would carry him through,
the desire to find Sanctuary Lake would bring him back. Only now--" she
lifted her feet which were dripping with the water we had taken in--" I
am afraid Buddie will never carry out his part of the dream. What do you
think?"
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"I'll be satisfied if we just
get up to that shore before we swamp," I replied, my skepticism aggravated
by the waves that were washing up my trouser legs.
There had been a canoe song
written about our planned search for Sanctuary Lake. It was to the melody
of the Marines' Hymn which gives as fine a rhythm for paddling as it does
for marching. We recalled it now, and sang it to quicken our pace before
calamity overtook us.
Up along
the north horizon,
Where
Aurora's searchlights play,
There's
a lake that rests in solitude
And
the wildwood chants its lay.
In the
land of bears and beavers,
In the
haunt of doe and fawn,
It is
somewhere east of sunset
And
it's somewhere west of dawn.
So come,
you merry voyageurs,
With
your paddles and bateaux,
To the
land of sky-blue waters
Where
the north-bound rivers flow.
We will
search the wide-flung wilderness
For
the lake where peace lives on.
It is
somewhere east of sunset
And
it's somewhere west of dawn.
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III
THE DOUBLE CROSS--AND STILL-MO
IT Is probable that never has another canoe had such tender
handling as we gave Buddie in those first hours. We felt guilty if we scraped
the hull against a reed, or permitted the shore brush to touch a rail.
When we reached the island we
ran aground so gently that there was not a grind or a jolt. Quickly we
unloaded ourselves and the few articles we had brought along. Then we lifted
the craft and placed it upside down on the rack that had been built for
it. The heavier baggage could be brought over in other boats. Buddie's
strength must be conserved for special occasions. I suggested that all
it needed was a pillow and someone to sing it to sleep, but my attempted
witticism did not get a smile out of Giny. Buddie's condition was no laughing
matter. In the days to come all the calking, gluing, patching and varnishing
possible would be done to that thin, shapely hull.
Now that we had landed at our
island, full realization that we were once again in our forest Sanctuary
crept over us. We dug up a bit of the sacred soil with our toes, pinched
off some balsam needles and held them to our nostrils to get the fragrance,
picked up some dry leaves and fondled them, then let our eyes wander from
one
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loved object to another. This was home--the most
beautiful spot on earth, in our not-too-humble opinion. At once the interval
since our departure months ago collapsed to utter nothingness. What space
in memory was there for the trials and tribulations of a lecture tour?
Had not our hearts been here all the time? We had caught up with them,
and now recovered from the illusion that we had ever been away. This moment
we could be just returning from a trip to town for supplies. Perhaps we
had only taken a turn around the lake shore. At least there was no time
but now, no place but here, and in our thoughts that moment it seemed that
this was all that had ever been.
We walked slowly to a point
where we might pause and look quietly on our inviting little cabin. How
could such a volume of comfort, security and happiness come out of a thing
so modest and unpretentious? There had been uncounted evenings of good
fellowship with friends, days of sunny brilliance, hours upon hours of
books and many periods used in quiet thought. There were music and writing,
wholesome conversation and homey security.
Giny directed my attention to
a neat little hole which had been chewed under the eaves into the cabin
attic. Whatever animal had done this was able to enter it from the roof
of the kitchen. We always act indignant and complain a lot when such things
happen, but since some creature is always chewing holes in our house, there
was no need to be particularly concerned about this one. Nor were we left
in the dark long as to who had done it. Through the opening came crawling
a saucy-looking red
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squirrel. It jumped to the roof, eyed us and then began
chattering excitedly.
"Still-Mo!" Giny called. "It
is Still-Mo, look at that tail."
Yes, it was Still-Mo. That bushy
tail was an indisputable mark of identification. Through an accident, the

creature had lost half of its tail when quite young. Later
the hair of this tail had become very thick and bushy like a feather duster.
"Hi, there, Still-Mo, you rascal!"
I called. "Do you know you are written into a book? Not that you care a
bit!" Giny carried on the conversation with the creature and it chattered
back an endless stream of things we could not begin to understand.
Yes, even at that moment the
book Eeny, Meeny, Miney,
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Mo--and Still-Mo was with the publishers. Nature
lovers were soon to begin reading about this very chickaree that had chewed
a hole in our attic and now stood there looking down at us. Still-Mo held
a prominent place in the book. I had given him a great build-up, in line
with my most honest convictions. He was the big he-man of the red-squirrel
family. His was the kind of character which, in men, makes the explorer,
the adventurer, the seeker of remote places, the doer of great and valiant
things. When barely six weeks old, Still-Mo had climbed our highest trees
and explored the most remote corners of the island. While the rest of his
family yet held to baby ways, he was reaching out into the world. We saw
him swim to a neighboring island and back again. He swam to the mainland
and returned. He was pushing back his horizons, and no deed seemed too
difficult or dangerous for him to attempt. Surely this was a super-squirrel
among squirrels, the type that in our race gives us our Columbuses, Admiral
Byrds, our Livingstones and Stanleys.
As I was pondering this thought,
Still-Mo had disappeared through the new attic doorway. An instant later
Giny caught my arm. "Look!" she said excitedly. "Sam, we have been double-crossed!"
Still-Mo had reappeared, jumping
down to the roof. Immediately another little red head had peaked out of
the hole and looked around with an impudent expression. It was the chattering
image of Still-Mo. The awful truth dawned on me. Still-Mo was not a great
"he-man" at all--Still-Mo was a mother.
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"Heavens! More-Mo?" I
exclaimed, looking at the youngster. More-Mo has been the name of that
squirrel ever since.
As More-Mo dropped down and
scampered about the roof awkwardly, another little head appeared at the
opening!
"Two-Mo! Help!" cried Giny,
throwing up her arms--and Two-Mo it was who jumped down and ran up to his
unintentionally deceiving mother.
Still a third little head looked
out of the hole in our attic!
"No-Mo! Please!" I called, and
thus was the third one christened.
Still-Mo seemed very proud of
her children More-Mo, Two-Mo and No-Mo. She was quite unapologetic for
the mix-up she had made. It seemed to me I saw a grin on her face as she
looked down at us with a sly wink--though of course in my bewildered state
of mind at that moment I could imagine almost anything. What was I to do?
Certainly, I couldn't do anything with Still-Mo, so at first opportunity
I wired my publishers. "A terrible inaccuracy in my book," my telegram
read. "Still-Mo has double-crossed us and turned out to be a lady. She
is nursing triplets in our attic, and doesn't care whether we like it or
not. Can you hold up the book until I make some corrections or else drive
Still-Mo out of the country so no one will ever see her? As a famous Hollywood
star would say, 'I'm mortified! I'm humiliated!'"
The unconsoling reply came,
"Sorry, but the book is
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already on the press. Too late to do anything but hide
your face. Tell Still-Mo for us we'll pay two bushels of acorns of hush
money if she will keep quiet about the whole affair."
Even on the morning of our arrival,
I knew that Still-Mo and her jabbering youngsters would never keep quiet
about anything. They chattered and screamed at one another while they raced
in and out of our attic, sometimes jumping about on the thin boards overhead
until it sounded as if some horses had gone through that tiny hole.
"Maybe you would like something
hot to drink," said Giny with a meaning look. "You are pale and fagged
out. Is something bothering you?"
"I could choim like a squoip!"
I said, and then made a record hundred-yard dash just ahead of a flying
broom.
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IV
SIX LITTLE SAUSAGES
GINY and I have become convinced that names are vastly
important. We share in the popular fault of forgetting the names of acquaintances
and friends, but we know that to remember them would be better manners.
You are closer to anything or anyone you can call by name, and a feeling
of possession comes with the use of a designating title. It is for this
reason that Giny and I name things whether animate or inanimate.
We faced a new problem in dealing
out names that first day. When we had recovered somewhat from the shock
of Still-Mo's double cross, and had completed the first tasks of moving
into our home, we found time to look around. We were immediately impressed
with the evidence of fresh digging we saw. Little piles of sand and gravel
in a dozen spots marked the entrances to some newly made underground homes.
We had no doubt as to what animal had done this. Very soon our convictions
were substantiated. Looking out of one of the holes was a tiny animal,
brownish gray in color, with ears shaped like little seashells, eyes that
stared unblinkingly as if formed of glass, and a homely face now made even
less attractive by a coating of sand and dust. As we watched, another of
like description peeked out timidly from under a shed.
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Still another popped out from a different hole, and a
fourth went scooting through the brush. Of a sudden the island seemed
to have sprouted baby woodchucks or groundhogs. They were appearing from
every side, looking at us with infantile curiosity and dashing hither and
yon with apparently no object other than to be on the move. Though the
first impression was that there were at least two dozen, when we got to
the bottom of the matter we learned that there were only six of them.
Of course, the little fellows
were quite welcome. Our island is not large enough to support so many woodchucks,
but we could bring in food for them until nature distributed them about
the country-side. But they must be named--that was the real problem. Six
good names are not easy to think up in a hurry.
We had some idea of what they
should be called, however. Our readers will remember earlier books in which
was told the story of our original woodchuck pet named Sausage because
she was ground hog. It was her pun name. One of Sausage's offspring, named
Link Sausage, had established her residence on the Isle of Patmos. The
sextuplets we looked upon now were her young--that is, little Sausages.
Therefore we named one chubby chuck Thuringer--a name that eventually
was reduced to "Yethir." A second one was distinguished by his actions.
Obviously he was an irritable youngster, snarling and biting at his family.
He bit everyone, bit his brothers, bit his sisters, even bit his own mother.
He was the worst brat of the group, so we named him Bratwurst. A
third
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one was a jitterbug! She was dancing around all the time,
never still for a moment, so we called her Salami. Number four was
a retiring, quiet little creature whom we named Wiener. Number five
was christened
Patty. Patty Sausage later proved to be our favorite.
Perhaps it was because he drew sympathy. He was the runt of the family
and sort of a natural punching bag. All the others were larger and stronger
than he, and he was constantly being bossed, abused and pushed around.
He had the faculty of being in the wrong place at the right time. Whenever
either of us stepped on or kicked a creature unintentionally, it was sure
to be Patty. When we dropped something, it generally lighted on Patty.
Then came the naming of number
six. He was easy to identify both by his manner and by his appearance.
In size he exceeded the others considerably. He was a born
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prankster, a practical joker, and in every action just
a smart alec. I have seen him make a run at little Patty, strike him unexpectedly
from behind and send him rolling and squealing down a hillside. Others
must stay back from food until he had his fill, even though there would
be enough for an army of woodchucks. He bullied the entire family. As days
went on, he picked on us too. He chewed up the door mat, left teeth marks
on doors and sills, chewed up a towel and ate a cake of soap I left within
his reach, and bit holes in my best breeches. At first we just referred
to him as
Smart Alec or Old Number Six. But one day when
I watched him going around looking for trouble and finding it, I waved
my hand in disgust and exclaimed, "Oh, Bologna!" 0. Bologna has
been his name ever since!
Link Sausage and her tribe--Thuringer,
Bratwurst, Salami, Wiener, Patty and 0. Bologna--certainly honeycombed
our island with their network of underground homes. 0. Bologna dug one
tunnel right under the cornerstone of our cabin. He would! We located eighteen
entrances to their caves. Probably there were others in the brush that
we did not find.
However, we loved our little
family of ground hogs. There is no creature in the forest more awkward
and homely, and from the human viewpoint, there are few creatures of less
value than the woodchuck. His hide isn't worth the taking, he isn't very
good as food, he eats much and plants nothing. There is little to love
him for except his pudgy little self. And maybe right there we see a vir-
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tue. It is good to love for no reason. Love that is bestowed
in compensation for some favor or blessing has selfishness mixed in. We
had to love the six Sausages just because they were alive. They couldn't
do anything for us except give us a chance to love them. And after all,
I believe that is enough.
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V
A CANOE AND A QUANDARY
WE USED Buddie, the canoe, frequently those June days
and evenings. The old craft creaked and groaned when we lifted it; it shed
slivers as a porky does its quills; it let in little samples of lake water
occasionally-- but it stayed afloat and held its proud head up as jauntily
as ever. The worst leaks were stopped temporarily and the weakest places
strengthened by one means or another. Pieces of canvas were fastened here
and there, glue poured into cracks and varnish added layer upon layer until
Giny said she felt as if she were sailing around in just a coat of paint.
Buddie's efficiency was not impaired in the least, however. It responded
to the paddle as well as in its best days. And at night, when we couldn't
see the patches, it looked as beautiful as ever.
Fortunately, June offered us
many quiet evenings. Waters were habitually calm and glasslike. For a few
nights the moon looked down upon the forest world through a thin veil of
springtime moisture. The soft light gave fairylike beauty to solitude.
Buddie fitted perfectly into the picture. The broad beam kept it from sinking
deeply, and sometimes it seemed not to dent the water on which it rested.
We renewed our acquaintance
with old haunts. Up
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the creek we found beavers were building a new house and
starting a new dam. Along the north shore, where an ancient animal runway
comes down to the water's edge, we saw deer occasionally. However, we could
not expect them to be numerous at this season. This was fawning time. Back
in the secret chambers of the forest, little spotted, wide-eyed Bambis
were staring up at the great, bewildering woodland world into which they
had been born. Does were busy with the care of their little ones.
We discovered that bears were
around. They were seldom seen, but we found their tracks and heard their
grunts. We saw one of our old raccoons, but these animals also were busy
with family problems. Once in the gray light of dusk the fluid form of
a woods coyote soundlessly emerged from a balsam thicket, crossed a little
clearing, and disappeared into the dark depths of a hemlock grove. The
Sanctuary was teeming with life.
One of these first days was
made brighter by a letter from Sandy the Squoip. He said he had been half
ashamed to write the letter. Apparently there had been other mail started
to us, but lost or delayed somewhere in war-zone confusion. He had written
us before that he came through the fighting without a scratch. Hadn't even
taken the crease out of his breeches, he said. Then--the disgrace of it!--he
had gone to England and there was struck by one of our own jeeps. Lots
of Packards around, and he had to be hit by a jeep! For no reason at all,
as he expressed it, he was put in a hospital. He insisted it was just curiosity.
The doctors wanted to know why a jeep
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couldn't make a dent in him. "I should have been home
long before this," he wrote. "We rate a rest furlough and then we will
head for that other war we've been hearing about. I'll be coming your way,
and I can't decide which I want to see most--you or Buddie."
"Now what are we going to do?"
Giny asked with concern. "Buddie is having all it can do to hold together
from day to day."
"I'll have a talk with that
canoe," I said with a one-sided smile. "Buddie will hold together for Sandy.
But just to make sure, I am going to town."
"What for?"
"Buckets of glue, gallons of
varnish, yards of canvas and plenty of wire, string and some adhesive tape!"
"Maybe a little chewing gum
would help, too," suggested Giny.
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VI
A LISP ALONG A FOREST TRAIL
IT IS a mighty good plan to enjoy getting fire wood if
you are going to live in the north country. Getting wood is something that
must be done, particularly if you have a fireplace. A fireplace is the
supreme part of a home, and I wouldn't want to be without one. But it has
an appetite that knows no end. No snowdrift could melt faster than a woodpile
does in the late fall and early spring days. However much is put up in
reserve, the hour will come sure as taxes and faster when you have to go
"awood-gettin'." Yes, it is much better to like it, because you have to
do it anyway.
There is never a spring or an
autumn when our woodpile does not get close to the vanishing point. The
spring in which this story began was no exception. The once-impressive
mound of sixteen-inch hardwood chunks had reached the place where I was
scratching about in the leaves to find the few pieces that might have hidden
there. It was high time for "wood-gettin'."
On a warm, clear morning when
there was just a touch of that old human laziness commonly called spring
fever in the air, I loaded my sawbuck, crosscut saw and ax in the boat
and rowed to the mainland. Birds were mighty happy. For a few moments I
wished I was built like
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them, with a coat of feathers to keep me warm so that
I wouldn't have to go sawing wood, and could just sit on a limb of a tree
and sing. But by the time I had located and lifted the first two logs I
was warmed to my job and grateful that I could saw and chop. I found dry
cedar for kindling and near at hand a tall, perfectly seasoned yellow birch
just yearning for the fireplace. Cutting was done as close to the water
as possible so that the wood could be taken to the island conveniently.

I was working near our old Friendship
Trail that wandered through the forest to cabins of friends on the shore
of a neighboring lake. Salt, a pet porcupine now several years old, appeared
in one of the trees I inspected. I knew him instantly. He came down the
tree hurriedly, tail first as usual, and stopped about four feet from the
ground, hanging to the bark and looking at me.
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"Salt, you prickly old rascal!" I cried
as I went up to him. "Where have you been, and where is your pal Pepper?"
The story of Salt and Pepper has been told before, but there are always
new pages to add to their book. Salt eyed me for a moment, and then started
playing in his characteristic way. I had hoped to see him during our summer
hikes, but I feared lest he had outgrown his play. Not in the least. He
dodged back and forth on the tree trunk, looking at me from one side and
then the other. He got to the ground and chased me around, causing me to
use both time and energy that had been promised to the woodpile. Presently
he stopped, sat up, snorted, made some abrupt decision and went hustling
away into the forest, possibly for some forgotten appointment.
I went back to the neglected
task of the day, all smiles and chuckles at having found this little forest
friend. There is some special kind of pleasure in meeting a forest creature
who has been a pet, and who still remembers us. Giny and I never cease
to thrill at such an adventure. It would be so easy for them to forget
us in the long months while we are away. Living is difficult for them and
problems many. Therefore it impresses us as being a triumph of friendship
when they hold memory of us and show pleasure at our infrequent meetings.
Other familiar creatures came
to me that day. There was Stubby, the chipmunk now in his fourth year,
who raced up unhesitatingly, ran out on the log I was sawing and jumped
to my shoulder. I had come prepared for his visit, and dealt out some peanuts
with which my pock-
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ets bulged. A few moments later came Nuisance, the old
red squirrel, now in his sixth year. Gray hairs were mixed with the red,
but he was as active as ever. A peanut tossed within his reach sent him
away rejoicing. And, of course, wood-getting was not receiving all the
attention promised it.
There was a fine maple log on
the sawbuck and the saw was singing its way through it, when off in the
forest I heard a human voice. I listened intently. The tones were those
of a child in considerable excitement, though at first I could not make
out what was being said. Obviously the owner of the voice was coming down
Friendship Trail, and since there was no cry of alarm or distress, I waited.
Words were becoming more distinct, though they had a peculiar flourish
to them that kept me guessing.
"Peanut-th! Peanut-th!"
lisped the oncomer. "Here I come, an' I got peanut-th!"
The words had a hop and a skip
to them, as though some youngster were dancing through the forest in the
style of Peter Pan.
"Th-tubby! Noothanth! I got
peanut-th," the happy voice went on. "Come an' get 'em. Peanut-th,
peanut- th!"
The sound and the soundmaker
drew nearer. When he came to view he was just what I had expected--a round-faced,
rosy-cheeked, chubby boy of about nine. He was merrily skipping along carrying
a brown paper bag in one hand.
I felt inclined to envy the
little fellow his innocent
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freedom. His was an enchanted world, I could tell by the
way he looked eagerly from side to side. Maybe there was just a little
tinge of fear present in him, not of being harmed, but that the very things
he imagined were there might actually be. For he was at that sublime state
of growth where fairies could be flittering about in the luxuriant foliage
overhead. Brownies could be scurrying among the leaves. Gnomes could be
peering out at him from shadows. Indian braves, chieftains and princesses,
overlooked by the white man's sweeping advance, could be encamped just
over the top of the nearest knoll. And right around any bend in the trail
he might enter a realm of magic where trees could speak to him, animals
call him by name and all the marvels of Alice-in-Wonderland be spread before
him.
"Peanut-th! Peanut-t-th!
Th-tubby, Noothanth--I got peanut-t-th." The youngster was nearing the
spot where I stood, still unnoticed. I suppose he suffered a bit of a shock
when I brought him to an abrupt halt.
"Hello there!" I called.
His feet stirred up the leaves
of the trail as he applied the brakes. He looked up. Had one of those trees
spoken to him?
"How are you, young feller?"
I went on, his eyes now finding me.
"Oh-h-h-h!" he said, probably
both relieved and disappointed to find that this greeting came from anything
so prosaic as a human being. Then he took a second look, his eyes grew
wide with excitement, and his mouth opened
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a little. I wondered if there was a fairy standing behind
me to cause all this emotion.
"You're--you're--Tham Cammel,
huh?" He could hardly get the words out.
"Why, yes, I am Sam Campbell,"
I said, wondering whether in view of his wild-eyed attitude I ought to
be proud or ashamed of the fact.
"Yes--you're Tham Cammel."
I was glad he agreed. "But who
are you?" I asked, walking forward and extending my hand. He laid his hand
in mine, thumb and all, co-operated with me in just one shake, and then
drew away.
"Don't you know my name?" he
asked, looking a little disappointed.
I was embarrassed. "No, it doesn't
come to my mind right off. You know," I assumed a confidential tone, "I
have a terrible time remembering names. Sometimes I forget my own."
"Your name is Tham Cammel,"
he volunteered.
"Yes, I know. But I can't recall yours.
Now where did we know each other."
"At my th-chool!" he said, with
a disarming smile.
"Yes, but what school is that?"
"Don't you know my th-chool's
name either?" He was quite disgusted by this time.
"Well, you see I go to lots
of schools," I said lamely. "I think I remember though. I showed pictures
at your school, didn't I?"
Of course I had shown pictures
at hundreds of schools
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during recent months, so this was a fairly safe assumption.
However, the words delighted him. He laughed in a funny little way that
I learned later was quite characteristic. It began with a whe-e-e
and ended with a hick, and denoted something had happened that was
extremely pleasing.
"Now you know, I gueth, huh?"
He was pleased.
"Yes, but I haven't thought
of the name of the school as yet. Just what was it?" I furroughed my eyebrows.
My little lad had become suddenly
preoccupied. His eyes sparkled under the glow of some exciting internal
vision. A laugh started deep down inside and then broke out almost violently.
"Ho, ho, ho!" He pointed his finger at me accusingly. "Oh, Th-tinkey! Th-tinkey!"
This could have been mistaken
for discourtesy, but it was not so intended. He wasn't calling me "Stinkey."
Rather were his words and his laugh rising from a recollection in which
I was beginning to share. It was of a huge auditorium in an old school,
located in a poor and crowded district of a Midwestern city. I had come
there to show motion pictures of our Sanctuary animals. As I stood on the
platform making some introductory remarks, the audience of youngsters burst
out in loud laughter. I hadn't said anything funny and I looked around
to see if I were sharing the stage with other performers. I was! Out from
the wings came three boys of about the ten year notch--and trotting along
with them, led by a leash, was a real live skunk!
The joke had long been planned.
During a number of
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such visits I had been telling these children of my forest
friends. Now they had one to show me. While the audience continued to reel
with laughter, I met "Stinkey" face to face. The little animal was the
loved pet of the boy who led him. Stinkey had been deodorized, properly
bathed and perfumed for this occasion, and I found him a most appealing
creature.
It took many minutes for the
pupils to calm down so that my lecture could continue.
I remembered the name of the
school now. How could one ever forget it after such an experience? It is
just as well to withhold it here lest the incident related above embarrass
the faculty. But I said the name correctly to the boy in the forest that
day, much to his delight.
"Yeth!" he said, giving his
funny little laugh. "Now, what-th my name?"
He looked all ready to be disappointed
if I failed. There were eleven hundred students in the auditorium that
time, and I was supposed to know his name!
Now I was finding something
familiar about his little face. The experience at the school was becoming
clearer. After the program a number of autograph seekers had come to me.
Yes, one was a talkative little fellow who lisped! His all-too-fertile
imagination had been stirred by what he saw, by thoughts of the great forest
and the animals.
"I wuth in a jungle wunth,"
he had shouted at me over the din of those requesting autographs.
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"Were you?" I had found a chance
to say. "Where was it?"
"Oh, a long long way off," he
said with a gesture indicating it was much too far for me to comprehend.
"How far?" I called, now determined
to know of this remote country.
"'Way, 'way off," he said, pointing
more up than in any particular direction, and then he added a description
calculated to floor me. "It wuth ten mileth from Chicago."
"Amazing!" I commented. "What
did you see there?"
"Oh, I heard a big noith one
night," he began, his eyes widening. "I heard a big noith one night--"
He stopped; the old imagination just wasn't functioning fast enough.
"Did you go out to see what
it was?" I asked, determined that I wasn't going to be cheated out of this
story. One can never tell what will happen ten miles from Chicago!
"Oh, yeth," he said, relieved
to have thought of something. "I went out, and what do you think it wuth?"
"I don't know, what wuth it?"
My own tongue was getting tangled.
"You gueth."
"I don't want to guess, you
tell me."
"Well." He drew in a deep breath
as if it were going to take a lot of power even to speak of this fearful
experience. "Well--there wuth a wildcat!"
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Amazing! Inconceivable! "What
was the wildcat doing?" I asked.
The little fellow's eyes were
almost popping out by this time, and he was flushed with excitement. "There
wuth that wildcat, and he wuth, he wuth--" The story wasn't coming out
so well, but suddenly he caught the theme. "He wuth scrachin' my eyeth
out!" he declared as he looked around to see how many would faint at this
account of jungle savagery.
"That is a mighty wonderful
experience," I was saying to him, as the teachers turned their heads away
to hide their snickers. "I'm glad you told me." The youngster was all wound
up now, and I am sure there was another terrific adventure about to be
related--maybe even farther from Chicago. But I headed him off.
"What is your name," I asked.
"Huh?"
"What is your name?"
"Oh--Daddy call-th me ‘Bub.'"
"But you have another name,
what else does he call you?"
"Oh--he call-th me 'Hi-Bub.'"
That was all I got. The situation
was relieved as a teacher took him by the hand and led him away. I called
after him, "Good-by, Hi-Bub," and "Good-by, Tham Cammel," he called back.
I had not seen him since, but there was no doubt of it. This was Hi-Bub
standing before me on the trail at my Sanctuary!
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"Ho! Ho!" I put my arm about
his shoulder. "I knew you all the time--Hi-Bub!"
He gave his laugh, starting
with a whee-e-e and ending with a hick.
It was fine to be remembered.
"But how did you come here?"
I asked. "The nearest cabin down that trail is about a mile away. Where
did you come from?"
After a lot of lisping, questions
and counter-questions, I got his story. His mother and daddy had heard
little else from him except northwoods--morning, noon and night. He wanted
to go there. He wanted to see "Tham Cammel." Then there was something which
his little talk did not make clear to me. But I gathered his daddy had
to go where there were "thunshine and quiet." So it seemed that partly
because of Hi-Bub's persistent enthusiasm and partly because of his daddy,
they came north. They had found a cabin for rent at the far end of Friendship
Trail. Someone had told them that the trail led to our Sanctuary. So--Bub
had followed it.
"Then you weren't afraid to
go through the woods alone, were you, Hi-Bub?" I commented.
"No, you thaid nothing in the
woodth would hurt me," he answered.
Yes, I had said that--and I
was glad to find it had made such an impression.
"Well, nothing will hurt you,"
I agreed. "And you knew too that you wouldn't get lost?"
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"Yeth, you thaid to thtay on
a trail and we wouldn't get lotht."
I had said that too, though
I didn't know that one of those little fellows was going to put my advice
to a test so soon.
"Well, all right, Bub, you made
it. When you go home I want to walk with you and see that you do follow
the trail properly. Now what do you want to do?"
"I got peanut-th." Bub waved
the paper bag. "And I want to feed Th-tubby and Noothanth. What-th that?"
He pointed excitedly toward
one of the logs I had been sawing.
"Why, that is Stubby now," I
said. "You may feed him if--" But Bub was way ahead of me. He had taken
a peanut from the bag, and before I could stop him he ran toward Stubby
yelling, "Look, Th-tubby, I got peanut-th. Come on, Th-tubby!" Stubby didn't
come on. In fact, his reaction was quite the reverse. Bub's enthusiastic
approach frightened the creature until in its hurried flight it almost
left its striped hide behind. Bub met with calamity too. He stubbed his
toe and fell flat, his bag opening and scattering peanuts far and wide.
There were no tears. Bub was
too much of a man for that. We gathered up the peanuts, after which I gave
him some lessons in approaching animals. It took some time to convince
"Noothanth" and "Th-tubby" that all was well. The sun was low in the west
before he finally had the thrill of these simple creatures coming up to
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him and climbing all over him, while he dispensed his
supply of peanuts.
Then we went down the trail
through the forest to his cabin together. I asked him to lead the way so
that I could test his skill. He proved himself perfectly capable of trail
travel. When I met his parents I found them concerned and about to start
in search of him. They had thought the distance down the trail to be less
than it was. I assured them that Bub was welcome to come back when he wished,
but I recommended that they walk with him over the trail several times
to make sure he became accustomed to it. This they did later. It was a
good wide trail, well marked, and nothing could harm him if he held
to it.
As I started away and they were
entering the cabin, I heard the mother speak to Bub.
"What did you see in the woods?"
she asked.
"Well, Th-tubby and Noothanth
were there."
"What else?"
"Oh-h-h, there wuth a great
big wildcat and-d-d-d--"
The door closed behind them,
and I never learned if Bub's eyes were scratched out again or not.
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VII
SUPER-SENSE AND NON-SENSE
WOOD-GETTING was much improved the next day after my initial
visit with Hi-Bub. I attribute my success mainly to the fact he didn't
show up. By quitting time, little piles of freshly split logs were in evidence
along the shore line, marking spots where the right kind of trees
had been found and given the saw and ax treatment. It was with a feeling
of triumph that I brought the first boatload back that evening, and proudly
offered Giny a gratefire made of personally selected, well-seasoned, hand-prepared
wood.
After dinner we took a short
paddle about the lake, just "to give Buddie some exercise," as Giny said.
A spell of springtime cold had crept in, and the forest was drawing shawls
of fog about its shoulders The landscape presented some fantastic
effects. Over banks of mist, treetops appeared, seeming to be detached
from the earth Stars found little windows in the earth cloud through
which to peek and coyly wink. Buddie seemed almost self-propelled in this
mystic world. We had to give but light strokes with our paddles, and the
canoe glided on endlessly. While in a thicket of fog there was no feeling
of motion, yet suddenly we would emerge to find ourselves drifting along
in velvety smoothness, the water not even ruffled at our passing.
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Loons must call on a night like
that. Two of them did. At first they were far separated, obviously
resting on the surface of the water. Then came a call from one side of
the lake, to be answered from the opposite shore. Unquestionably they were
having fun, for there was actual joy in their voices. One of them confirmed
a conviction I have long held, that loon play with echoes. This old fellow
would give a brief, sharp cry. It went reverberating down the opposite
shore line. He was perfectly still--listening. His mate co-operated
by keeping silent, too. When the last echo had sounded--and not until then--the
creature called again. Once more he listened entranced, while the shores
bounced his cry back and forth like a ping-pong ball. He did this at least
a dozen times. Then, tired of this little game, the two birds broke out
into that wild shrieking that sounds like a Zulu looks. They took to wing,
piercing the fog banks, once passing so low over our heads we could hear
the soft whistle of their wings.
We now returned to our island,
which was just a little bundle of black forest, floating in an infinitude
of mist and mystery. At the cabin we selected two books, moved favorite
chairs before the fireplace, and prepared for an evening of hut happiness.
I kindled the fire with shreds of birchbark and slivers cut from a dry
cedar log. The flames grew, fed by moderate sticks of pine from the hill
at Point Trail's End, and gained body and permanence with sizable logs
of hemlock and birch found along Friendship Trail. With both cedar and
hemlock in there--
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old gossips that they areold gossips that they are--it
was a talkative fire. It popped and crackled and hissed and sometimes lisped
like Hi-Bub.
My book lay open and so far
unread in my lap, while I practiced at Bub's fine art of imagining. It
seemed to me the fire was reminiscing, and I was trying to gain from its
babble the story of what the trees whose wood now burned had seen through
the years as they stood stanchly among the legions of the forest. I glanced
over at Giny. Her book also rested in her lap, opened and unread.
Maybe that is why books are such good friends. They are not easily offended.
I noticed that Giny's eyes were
dwelling on a toy birchbark canoe that lay on the fireplace mantel. The
tiny craft had been modeled after the design of our beloved Buddie. Little
smiles of pleasure played about her lips, and I saw she was living through
some happy thoughts. I gazed at the toy for a few moments and soon I was
having dreams too.
"Giny," I said, breaking the
silence
She looked up startled, as if
surprised to find that there was anyone else in the world. "Yes?"
"I am discovering amazing powers
within myself," I began, assuming an attitude of extreme importance.
"What now?" She never knew what
to expect.
"Well--I am a mind reader--probably
the greatest in the world!"
She looked at me in a way that
made me back up a little.
"Well, I'll say the greatest
in America."
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A crooked smile deflated me still
more.
"Now I am sure I am the greatest
mind reader in Wisconsin!"
''That still is a lot of territory,"
she insisted.
"Well, I am the most remarkable
mind reader in this cabin--" and by way of being perfectly safe I added,
"--on this side of the room."
Her smile indicated there was
no further argument. "What is all this about?" she asked.
"Simply this. I know just what
you are thinking right now, and I can prove it."
She awaited the proof.
"You were thinking of Buddie!"
I said.
She nodded and smiled. I closed
my eyes and clustered the fingers of one hand against my forehead as if
I were entering some sort of trance.
"You were thinking of a young
man too--tall, handsome, with light curly hair. You call him Sandy--but
wait, there is more to his name. It is a funny name. Now I get it. His
name Is Sandy the Squoip!"
Giny laughed. "Simply amazing!"
she said. "Please go on."
I was becoming enthusiastic
now. "And you were thinking of a lake. let's see, now, it is a strange
kind of lake. You have never seen it. You don't know where it is. Yet you
dwell in fancy among its charms and beauties. You picture animals there,
and wilderness and solitude. Why, you have even named this fancied place!
It is Sanctuary Lake!"
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"I am simply dumfounded!" said
Giny. "Where have you been hiding this remarkable gift all these years?
What else was I thinking?"
I had to pause a moment to get
deeper in my trance, and besides I had to fish around for ideas.
"This man Sandy the Squoip you
expect to come here soon. Once you promised him that we would go with him
and Buddie in search of Sanctuary Lake. Now you wonder if it could be done
while he is here this coming visit. You wonder if Buddie would be equal
to such a thing. You don't know how it would he possible to make such a
trip, but you wish it could be done. You don't even know where we would
get the gas to run our car up into the far north. You believe we would
have no right to put that wear on our tires. You know the ration board
doesn't approve of using cars merely for pleasure."
"And now," Giny broke into my
trance sharply, "I am a mind reader. You have been thinking those same
things, and you aren't reading my mind, you are exposing your own thoughts.
You want to go searching for Sanctuary Lake when Squoip gets here."
Then she asked the question
that took the life out of our little illusion.
"Is there--is there any way
it could be done?"
I put some more wood on the
fire and became more practical. "I can't see how it could be possible,"
I said, disliking my own words.
We picked up and read our friendly,
patient books.
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VIII
A PORKY PROBLEM AND HI-BUB
THERE were handicaps aplenty in my wood-cutting the next
day. I was working hard at extricating a fine-looking log from a tangled
pile of brush, when Salt and Pepper, the porcupines, showed up. Pepper,
always the shy one, scouted around the wood and the sawbuck for a few minutes,
then disappeared into the forest. Not so with Salt. He had the reputation
of being a pest, and he made sure I didn't forget it. Suddenly he developed
a passionate love for that sawbuck. It was the most important spot in the
world to him that moment. I couldn't begin to use the saw without the risk
of taking a leg off of him. When I carried him away, he squealed resentfully--and
got back faster than I did. Once he strayed off a few feet to sniff around
the pieces of newly cut wood. I thought maybe he was through bothering
me, so I went into the brush and got a section of log that was about all
I could lift. I came back with it on my shoulder, my muscles aching under
the load, and walked up wanting to deposit the log in position for sawing.
Salt made a dash for the sawbuck and climbed upon it. Steadying the log
on my overburdened shoulder with one hand, I picked him up with the other
and put him on the ground. I tried to put the log in place before he could
climb back,
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but it was too heavy to move quickly. Salt got right where
the log ought to be. I pleaded with him, I coaxed, I threatened, but he
stayed on, grunting softly about how contented he was. Then I conceived
a plan that worked. Using my last bit of strength I reached down with one
hand, picked him up, and swung him on top of the log that was now burrowing
right into my shoulder. Then I put the whole burden, Salt and the log,
on the sawbuck--and sat down to recover from my exertion, if possible.
Salt finally tired of his pestering,
though not nearly so soon as I had. However, he could do something about
it, whereas I couldn't. He sauntered off to a tree, climbed to a comfortable
crotch and went fast asleep.
I actually tiptoed around. The
last thing in the world I wanted to do right then was awaken that porcupine.
If he should outdo Rip Van Winkle's record, it would be all right with
me.
For a few minutes I had a chance
to work, but the opportunity didn't last long. Far back in the forest I
heard a voice calling. I couldn't make out a word, and yet I knew full
well what was being said.
"Peanut-th! Peanut-th! Th-tubby
and Noothanth--I got peanut-th!"
Hi-Bub was coming! I sawed at
double time and swung the ax until I looked something like a windmill,
but I couldn't get much done before he arrived. When he was approaching
I went to meet him a little way down the trail, to ask his co-operation.
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"Hi-Bub!" I said.
"Hello, Tham Cammel!" he answered,
with his own original little laugh. "I got peanut-th."
"I see you have. Stubby and
Nuisance will be glad to get them. Did you have any trouble following the
trail?"
"Nope!" said Bub, with a shake
of the head, "exthept I thaw a bear."
It could be--and on the other
hand this might be the beginning of another jungle tale.
"A big bear?" I asked, and it
was the wrong question.
"Oh-o-o!" said Bub, looking
around for something to compare it to. "It wath bigger'n a cow!"
His excitement grew. "It wuth a mama bear and th-he had thix cub-th!"
"Why didn't you make it five,
Bub? It would be easier for you to say."
"Five, then," said Bub. Anything
to be obliging!
A marvelous story unfolded,
punctuated by laughs and lisps. It seems that these bear cubs had been
bad, so the mother bear picked them up one at a time and administered a
spanking. Hi-Bub had stood there and watched it all. How grand it is to
be an eyewitness to such things, for there is just no question of the authenticity
of such an experience when you have seen it with your own eyes, the way
Hi-Bub had. I said as much to him, but wished I hadn't for he started in
to say "authenticity" and I was afraid he wouldn't last through it.
"But the bears didn't frighten
you and they didn't hurt you, did they, Bub?" I said, hoping to bring the
story to
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an end with the moral that animals won't harm you if you
don't harm them.
Bub headed off the point "Yeth!"
he declared, his face taking on that wildcat-scratching-my-eye-out look.

"Did they eat you up, Bub?" I
asked anxiously.
"No!" And then incredulously,
"Don't you thee me here?"
"Oh, I'm sorry. How did you
escape?"
It took a minute to figure this
out, but he found an answer. Believe it or not, Inky, my old porcupine,
whom Hi-Bub had seen in pictures and of whom he had read in a book, showed
up that very moment and chased the
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bears away! Most extraordinary, I know--but then Inky
is a very unusual porcupine.
"Inky wath thwell," went on
Bub, enthusiastically-- "He thtayed with me, walked all the way--I gueth
to thee I didn't get lotht."
"I suppose he carried your bag
of peanuts for you, didn't he?" I suggested, hoping to make some contribution
to this adventure.
Hi-Bub looked at me reproachfully.
"Huh-uh. I gueth you jutht made that up!"
I gave up!
Under request for the utmost
silence, I led Hi-Bub over to the tree where Salt was snoozing, and pointed
out the homely little bundle of quills and hair.
"What--?" asked Bub.
"It is Salt, the porcupine,
Bub. You know, like Inky that you--er--met on the trail today."
Bub stared long and curiously,
suggesting the idea that he had never seen a porcupine before.
"Will he come down?" he asked.
"Yes, but we don't want him
now. He gets in my way when I am working. I want you to be as quiet as
you can, so you don't awaken him. Now suppose you go down the trail a way
and call Stubby and Nuisance. Don't call loud so you wake up Salt, just
quiet-like."
The appeal seemed to be effective
at first. Bub looked at Salt for a few minutes, then carefully picked his
steps and made off a little way down the trail. I heard him call in subdued
tones for the chipmunk and squirrel, and
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knew by his words of greeting that they had responded.
I had got fairly into the wood-cutting when suddenly I discovered Bub back
again, right under Salt's bedroom tree.
"Ith he awake yet?" he said
in a whisper that was a little louder than a shout.
"No. Sh-h-h-h! Don't stir him
up, he'll bother the life out of me."
Bub looked up at the slumbering
porcupine, and suddenly developed a political cough.
"A-hem!" he went, vehemently,
looking up to see if the sound had any effect.
"A-hem! a-hem!" he continued,
with such vigor that a real cough resulted. Still Salt slept on. Then Bub
started to sing. It was the "Star Spangled Banner," so I couldn't ask him
to stop. Patriotically, I stopped my work and stood at attention. This
was a losing battle for me anyway. Surely Bub's solo was far from a slumber
song. About the place where he began to ask if the "Thtar Thpangled Ba-an-er-er
thtill waveth," Salt was moving about. The porky looked down drowsily at
the soloist.
"Oh-h-h! Heth awake!" Bub discovered
innocently. If Salt hadn't awakened after what went on, I would have been
puzzled as to his real condition.
Salt came slowly down the tree,
Bub backing away, not sure whether or not he was glad the nap was over.
"He won't hurt you, Bub," I
assured him. "He's just like Inky, and Inky didn't hurt you."
Bub gave me a quick glance and
then looked hack at the oncoming Salt. He wasn't so certain about these
real
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animals. "Maginary" ones were better in some ways. He
could make them do as he wished. And even if one did start to harm him,
all he had to do was imagine something to make him stop, such as having
a porcupine come up at the right moment to chase a bear away.
"Give him a peanut, Bub," I
said. "Salt loves peanuts, only you have to shell them for him."
Bub timidly prepared a peanut
and offered it, though the boy looked as if he were all ready for a hundred-
yard dash. Salt took the food in his usual docile way. A second peanut
erased more of the fear in each of them. A third one furthered the job.
By the time a dozen had been fed, Salt the porcupine was standing right
at the boy's feet reaching up anxiously for more donations, and Bub was
laughing delightedly. It was the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
"He'th thwell!" commented my
young friend. And apparently Salt reciprocated this newborn devotion.
I tried to renew my work, but
without the least hope of success. Bub told me that his parents had instructed
him to help "Tham Cammel" cut wood. Why do parents do such things? Between
Bub and Salt I couldn't go anywhere or do anything without getting stuck
on a porcupine quill or bumping into a boy. Bub's help consisted principally
of feeding Salt, though Stubby and Nuisance came in for a little attention.
The discouraging angle from my viewpoint was that all of them, Bub included,
liked to be right on the sawbuck. I didn't dare use the ax, for whenever
I raised it to strike, right where I wanted
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to hit would appear a chipmunk, a squirrel, a porcupine
or a boy. During Hi-Bub's whole afternoon of "helping me" he carried just
one piece of wood down to the boat--and he dropped that on my toe!
I started Bub home early by
saying that Inky would be waiting for him. He went away assuring me that
he would come back tomorrow. Even if he didn't I wasn't to worry, because
he'd be sure to come the next day.
"I want to meet Hi-Bub," said
Giny as we sat at dinner and I gave her a report of the day's adventure.
"You are having all the fun."
"I predict you will have plenty
of opportunity," I assured her, with a look that told my feelings more
than did my words.
We are bluffers though, we adults.
We pretend we are pestered, bothered beyond measure, tried to the limit
of endurance by the little ones who in their innocence boss us so easily.
But woe be to anyone who would deprive us of our blessed nuisance! It is
our privilege to be annoyed and to love it Our grumblings are a part of
our joy. In our hearts is the truth Longfellow put in words:
Ah! what would the world be to us,
If the children were no more?
We should dread the desert behind us
More than the dark before.
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IX
RACKET FROM SOLITUDE
JUNE days floated by like lovely leaflets on the stream
of time. July was in the making. The north country was vibrant with humming,
buzzing, singing life.
At the Sanctuary, we had got
in our wood in spite of all the obstacles Hi-Bub, Salt, Pepper, Stubby,
Nuisance, mosquitoes and the weather could provide.
Many of the strange impulses
of forest creatures were showing up in the little animals living on our
island. The urge to branch out and establish an individual niche in the
world had seized our young red squirrels on the island. Once the advice
given our youth was "Go west, young man, go west." Nature simply says go--go
east, west, north, or south--but go! Nature abhors the congregating of
her creatures. She fights against the evils of overpopulation. In the hearts
of her children she plants an irresistible instinct for spreading, searching
out new lands, seeking, ever seeking what lies just beyond the horizon.
Sometimes this urge to go plays
strange little tricks among the wild folk. They are known to leave a land
of plenty and dwell where living is not so good. Yet, this is the lesser
of two evils. Nothing else matches the adverse effects of too many dwelling
in one area. Better a sparse
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diet where there is living room. Hence distance is rendered
magnetic to the young wild heart. There are, of course, many influences
at work in the minds of animals of which we know nothing. They go forth
seeking new lands and new homes with such decision and purpose that it
seems as if they knew before they started just the log, the tree, the hole
in the ground, the cave or the nesting spot in which each would settle.
However, there is something
intensely human in the hankering they have for "the old home town." Frequently
we see them return in a visiting sort of way, to the "scenes of their childhood."
Witness the actions of Salt and Pepper, or old Inky, the porcupines. Their
visits have become less and less frequent, yet for a good portion of their
lives they have remembered our Sanctuary and returned periodically. So
it was with Rack and Ruin, the raccoons we raised a few years previously.
They still return to us, bringing with them generation after generation
of offspring. This has been a common experience with all our animal friends.
Still-Mo, the double-crossing
red squirrel, moved out of our attic and established herself in a hollow
cedar tree near the boathouse. Probably her change of address was upon
the insistence of her thoroughly impudent and disrespectful offspring More-Mo.
This pugnacious little scamp took a fancy to our attic, and large as it
was he had no notion of sharing it He jabbered and chattered, scolded and
chased the other members of his family until they gave up their interest
in the old homestead and moved
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elsewhere. Two-Mo moved down to the point near our island
campfire site, and took up abode in an old oak tree which has served as
a housing project for many squirrels during the years. No-Mo left the island.
I discovered him on the mainland one day while I was sawing wood. He was
having quite a run-in with Nuisance. Then for a long time we saw nothing
of him.
There were newcomers on our
island. We had bats--not in our belfry, but in our boathouse. The odd creatures
had found a place where the roofing paper was raised ever so little, yet
enough to give them a home. They can fit and be happy in the tiniest places.
We watched them often in early evenings as they executed their miraculous
flights while gathering in great quantities of mosquitoes and gnats. People
do not like bats very well, and for that reason I have been advised not
to write about them. But I find our human likes and dislikes are so often
founded on fallacies, superstitions and ignorance that I have a tendency
always to defend a condemned creature. Our failure to understand the true
nature of things has put so many creatures on the undesirable list that
if all were destroyed of which people do not approve, there would be little
wild life left There are few living things whose purpose in the great scheme
cannot be clearly seen if we get rid of our fears and think wisely.
Bats do not get in your hair,
as the popular notion goes. It is the last place in the world they would
want to get, and they are adept at missing such entanglement. The bat has
a little radar system all his own. Experiments indi-
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cate that such remarkable equipment keeps him from bumping
into all the things he could easily hit in his night flying. He is not
blind, as some people think. His eyes are small, and apparently he depends
on them very little, but he has some. His so-called radar equipment makes
use of sound waves. He emits high-pitched squeaks as he flies along so
erratically. These faint sounds echo back to him from anything in his path,
whether it be a thread or a barn, and he changes his course instantly to
miss the object.
No doubt this sensitive hearing
ability enables him to hear the hum of insects, and directs him in capturing
them. His appetite for mosquitoes is so tremendous that a colony of bats
will make a noticeable difference in the numbers of these insect pests.
One American city is said to have rid itself largely of mosquitoes by introducing
an abundance of bats into the region. Yet, it is well not to encourage
bats to settle about a dwelling. We do not want them in our house. They
do introduce bugs, though not the bed bug as some say. It is a bat bug,
which has no interest in human beings, but of course would be unpleasant
to have around.
We watched our colony of bats
with interest One day we found one clinging to a post in the boathouse.
Close examination showed it to be a mother bat carrying a young one. There
just couldn't have been a cuter sight than that. The little fellow was
cuddled up to the mother's breast, both looking like very tiny monkeys
with wings.
The Sausage family, our over-population
of wood-
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chucks, was staying on the island so far. They showed
no tendency to spread out, but individual characteristics were becoming
more plain. Link Sausage, the mother, was forcing the youngsters to depend
on themselves. Self-sufficiency is a law for them, just as it is for us.
Thuringer seemed to take his
schooling best. He was a quiet, studious type of creature who mixed
little in family quarrels, and went about his way alone. To a degree Bratwurst
got over the irritable disposition he first displayed. In fact, he became
so obedient and docile we rather wished we hadn't chosen such an uncomplimentary
name. Salami was still the jitterbug and getting worse. Ground hogs are
serious-minded as a rule, but Salami would rather play than eat. She didn't
want to play alone either. Much to their discomfiture, she was always
trying to get her brothers to leave their food and play with her. She made
herself most unpopular. Wiener was sort of a shy little fellow and often
missing in the family circle.
Only on three occasions did
we see all six of the young together. They certainly presented an amusing
picture.
A woodchuck sits upright, like
a prairie dog, and holds his food in his front feet. Thus he can look around
for approaching danger while he nibbles away. Giny and I will long remember
the way our Sausage family looked one morning when we put out a great quantity
of carrots. There was so much food that for a few moments they forgot to
fight. Patty the runt and O. Bologna the smart alec sat side by side
looking something like Mutt and Jeff. It wasn't often that they were so
peaceful. Some-
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times I think Patty just loved the attention of being
beaten by O. Bologna. He was always near the big brother, and regularly
got into trouble. But now, for the moment, they were preoccupied with this
luscious food. We have noticed that when they sit in a group this way,
they all face different directions. No doubt this is so that they can watch
more thoroughly for enemies. Such alertness was in evidence that day when
the six of them were feasting on carrots.
Even as we watched them, laughing
at their frantic and funny way of chewing, one of them gave a shrill whistle.
The others dropped their carrots. Everyone was on the alert. All action
was suspended for just an instant and then the same one repeated his warning.
From overhead came the excited cry of More-Mo. Still- Mo echoed it from
a distant tree. Something unusual was afoot on the island. Several woodchucks
then joined in their sharp whistle of alarm--and that was enough. There
was a fierce scramble for safety. Four of them tried to go in one hole
at the same time! They squealed and scratched, and in some miraculous way
managed to vanish into their underground homes.
Giny and I waited and watched.
The red squirrels increased their scolding. Whoever the visitor was, he
certainly was unwelcome from their viewpoint. Soon we saw a little motion
in the brush, as something touched the bushes. Then came a sight that brought
from us exclamations of both admiration and pity. A very young raccoon
walked into full view. To see such a creature in full
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daylight was unusual in itself, but there was even more
to explain about this little fellow. His walk was very unsteady, as if
from exhaustion or some other cause he was hardly able to take another
step. When he stopped, held his nose up in the air and sniffed in true
raccoon style, he swayed as if about to fall over. His fur was extremely
light in color as is sometimes the case when an animal is undernourished.
His eyes seemed to be sightless.
"Oh, the poor little thing!"
Giny exclaimed. "What is the matter with him? What is he doing here in
the day- time? Do you suppose we can get some food to him?"
It wouldn't be too easy. The
tiny creature was fearful and sensitive to noises. When we moved our feet
just a little he made a pitiful attempt to run, though his flight ended
when he fell to the ground after taking about a dozen steps. Plainly the
animal was in trouble and needed help.
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Giny warmed some milk, crumbled
some bread into it and quietly placed it on the ground a few feet from
where he still lay. We watched from our window to see what he would do.
Apparently he caught the odor of the food. One halting step at a time,
he approached the pan. His manner of eating suggested that something might
be wrong with his mouth. I wondered if he might have got mixed up with
a porcupine and had some quills imbedded in his tongue or nose.
We never learned the nature
of his trouble. He became an established member of the island colony. Giny
named him Racket, presuming that he was from the lineage of Rack
and Ruin. He made his home under our cabin. For days after his arrival,
feeding and protecting this little thing was one of our main interests.
The experience gave us much
to think about. What had led this animal when ill and unable to care for
himself in the forest to seek our island--the only place in the whole community
where he would be safe from other creatures which might seek to destroy
him, and where he would be cared for? How had he come? What had happened
to his mother that she did not guard over him? Why did he trust us as he
did increasingly as days went on?
Some of these questions were
answered by later experience; some of them never were. A deep mystery remained
about Racket. All we could do for him was keep food available and protect
him. We did this, and so added to our Sanctuary experiences a very precious
chapter.
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X
A GOAD FROM SANDY
THE next letter we received from Sandy the Squoip was
charged with so much enthusiasm and anticipation it would hardly stay in
the envelope. Sandy was coming to the States! He didn't know when he would
land, and couldn't have told us if he did know--but he was coming. He was
still in the hospital when he wrote but he said, "They are sending me back
to get rid of me. I am simply a blamed nuisance. Don't know what to do
with myself, so I just get in everyone's hair. I am so healthy they don't
want to let me out on the street, because I make everyone else look sick.
No sense in my being here anyway and there never was. The damage was done
to the jeep, not to me. I wrinkled up one of its fenders and it didn't
even muss my hair."
Sandy said he would have about
sixty days' leave. He wanted to spend some of it with us, and the rest
with his folks and friends in their northern Minnesota town. "Then we go
on for the big show in Asia," he said. "Some of the boys think we have
had enough, but I don't. While there is a war going on, I want to
be in it. I'll be ready if only I can get some of that good old northwoods
air in my lungs, look at a sky that doesn't have a plane in it, and be
free of crowds of people just for a little while.
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I'll bet they put us in a slow old tub to go across the
pond. Anything would seem slow to me when I am coming home. If I had Buddie
here, I would start out now. By the way, do you still plan on finding Sanctuary
Lake? I have been wondering if we might take a look around the canoe country
during my furlough. Just an idea. Maybe it's all wet, but you can't blame
a fellow for trying."
Giny and I looked at each other
as we read this part of the letter aloud. The idea certainly was persistent.
It kept prodding us all the time, and was working at Sandy too.
"Remember, we haven't any gas
coupons for such a trip!" Giny insisted, following our usual routine.
"Sandy would be allowed some,"
I suggested.
"Our tires are rather thin,"
Giny went on in her practical way, "and the government does not want us
to use cars for such purposes."
"Yes, I know." I shook my head
to dismiss the whole proposition. "Then Buddie is hardly equal to it. We
couldn't just choose smooth waters up there, and there are rocks barely
under the surface of the lakes that might poke their heads up through one
of the canoes weak places. Anyway," I went on, satisfied that the impracticality
of this ambition was established, "constant handling
of the old canoe on portages would simply tear it apart."
"We could rent a canoe." Now
Giny tried to insert a ray of hope.
"Sandy wouldn't like that. I
believe he would rather
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stay here and use Buddie in a limited way than to travel
in a strange canoe. You know how sentimental he is about such things."
"Like ourselves!" Giny agreed.
"All right, we won't count on it."
Sandy concluded his letter with
the promise to wire us as soon as he had landed and could make definite
plans.
I walked down to the canoe rack
where Buddie lay covered with a canvas. I inspected the hull carefully
for signs of weakness. The places I had fixed were holding well. I turned
the canoe upright, and tested the rails. My mind was filled with memories
and dreams. I pictured the portage from Sunday Lake into Meadow Lake, the
campsite at the far end of Louisa--portages, streams, rapids and still
more portages. Of all the joys the forest has offered me, canoe travel
rates supreme. It gives the thrill of wilderness, the spice of variety,
a challenge to strength and initiative, the poetic beauty of camp life.
Buddie in its best days was
a fine canoe for such adventure. I pictured where the packsacks would fit.
Buddie was seventeen feet long and of wide beam; it could carry the three
of us and our supplies. Of course, every canoe traveler knows that the
success of such a trip depends largely on the strength and vitality of
his canoe. It is rather a serious predicament to be in to have the canoe
itself go wrong in some remote spot in the Canadian canoe country. The
country is of such nature that there is no other way to travel, except
by plane.
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Skeptically I fastened to Buddie
the yoke by which it is carried. This would be quite a test, for the yoke
clamps to the railings, placing upon them a great strain. I lifted the
canoe to my shoulders and walked a few feet There were sounds of stress,
but not as bad as I had expected. It might possibly get by, I thought.
But of course, there were the gas problem and the tires.
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XI
BLESSED NOOTHANTH
HI-BUB caused me to live in a quandary. For nearly a week
we heard nothing of him. At first I was afraid he would come, then I was
afraid he wouldn't. There were lots of things to be done and he was anything
but a big help. However, my thoughts held to that lisp of his, his keen
childish interest in the world about him, his three-shift imagination,
his smile that rolled back his plump cheeks, and the twinkle in his eyes--and
I began to feel that looking on such things was more important than doing
a lot of chores. Then, too, Giny had not met him as yet, a deficit in experience
that was charged directly against me.
One warm, still morning I was
near the boathouse working at the endless job of repairing Buddie. A new
break in the veneer had occurred, and although it was small it had to be
fixed before it grew worse.
Sound carried well that morning.
From away out to the west I could hear crows arguing. Blue jays gossiped
incessantly. Then there came a thin little voice, plainly audible, from
the nearest point on the mainland. I stopped my work, chuckled a little,
and then listened. "Peanut-th!" came the cry. "Peanut-th!"
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I slipped along the shore line
and peered through some brush in the direction from which the sound had
come. There stood Hi-Bub crying his wares. Stubby and Nuisance were being
called--but be wasn't really looking for them He was directing his voice
right toward our island.
"Peanut-th! Peanut-th!" he called,
so loudly his voice broke. Obviously Bub wanted some attention.
I stepped into the open. "Hi,
Bub!" I greeted him.
"What?"
"I said 'Hi, Bub.' "
"Can't hear," he insisted.
"I said hello. You know, 'Hello!'"
"Ith Th-tubby over there?" he
asked, ignoring my greeting.
Then followed a conversational
confusion that probably resembled the jabbering at the Tower of Babel.
We both talked at once, our whats clashed with our statements, and
echoes mixed into everything said. We were getting nowhere in this long-distance
communication. Hi-Bub couldn't understand a thing I said--at least
not until I shouted, "Do you want to come over?"
"Huh?" he asked, listening for
the first time.
"Do you want to come over to
the island?"
"Oh, I don't care." Which was
the embarrassed boy's way of saying, "Hurrah, that is what I have been
working for!"
I took a rowboat and went over
to get the young man, bag of peanuts, lisps, enthusiasm, imagination and
all. It
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was high adventure for him, this trip in a boat, though
he was careful not to let it seem too important or unusual. He had been
in boats "lot-th of time-th!" he insisted. His daddy, who was a very remarkable
person, I was coming to understand, had a submarine--just think of that!
I thought, here we go again.
"Did you bring your submarine
up here?" I asked, hoping to find out if the ship were fabricated entirely
out of imagination, or if it were an inflated toy.
"No-o-o-o!" Bub was highly disgusted.
Why that submarine was bigger'n this lake. Where was it? Why it was in
the ocean, of course, right where his daddy had left it. Daddy, it seems,
had been away off "after the Japth," and he had "Th-hot 'em all to pietheth."
Apparently all the bullets hadn't gone one way and so Daddy was no longer
of any use to the Navy. He had come home to stay. But I realized this was
not a tall tale. Daddy had a submarine, at least an interest in
one that was real and tangible.
We were nearing the island now,
and Bub was looking about excitedly. He expected the place to be crawling
with animals like some glorified zoo. I explained to him that our wildwood
friends come at different times, some in the day, some in the night, that
they are too busy living just to sit around the island waiting for callers.
He hardly listened to me, becoming greatly excited over a grackle that
perched on our boathouse. He might see a hundred such birds any day in
a city park, but this one was simply wonderful because it was on our island.
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Giny was there waiting for us.
She had heard our voices and came to welcome our young guest.
"Hi-Bub, this is Mrs. Campbell,"
I said.
"Hello, Bub," said Giny, helping
him from the boat. "Welcome to our island. How are you?"
Bub's manners were good. He
took Giny's hand, smiling his best, and managed to assure her, "I'm thwell!
How are you Mithuth Cammel?"
"I'm swell too, Bub," she said,
then added to the boy's delight, "I think we are going to be friends for
a long time, so suppose you just call me Giny, it will be easier."
Bub murmured something about
Mithuth Giny, but his attention was directed elsewhere--in fact to many
elsewheres. Still-Mo had come racing up, and Bub's sack of peanuts had
to be opened in a hurry and a contribution made. More-Mo came also and
the two red squirrels staged a little fight to the accompaniment of Hi-Bub's
giggles. Chipmunks and blue jays came in numbers. Bub stood in the midst
of a three-ringed circus, every event polished up to the peak of importance
by his overactive imagination. This was an enchanted island to him.
Giny and I laughed uninterruptedly
at the youngster. His enthusiasm stirred our own to greater volume. Our
little island friends had never been ordinary to us, but it did add to
our joy to see someone else loving them so much. Giny named each creature
that came up, and Hi-Bub repeated the names, getting them all mixed up,
mispronouncing them, but having a wonderful time.
"I-th thith a canoe?" he asked,
stopping suddenly in
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the midst of his play with animals and looking up at Buddie.
"Yes, we call it Buddie," I
explained.
"No-o-o-o."
"Yes-s-s-s," I insisted.
But Buddie was the name of his
daddy's friend, Bub said.
"Well, you see Hi-Bub, Buddie
is a name we may call any good pal, someone we are dose to. This canoe
is a good pal. We have lots of fun with it, so we call it Buddie."
Hi-Bub was examining the patches
and we asked him not to pull them off. I had to tell him we were getting
it ready for a soldier who was coming to visit. This never should have
been started. It lead to one of the worst linguistic tangles I have ever
heard. Bub was excited about the soldier. Apparently his little mind was
fitted with admiration for our war heroes. Who was this soldier? When would
he come? Could he see him? What was his name? There is where I made my
mistake. I should have named our coming guest John and let it go at that.
But innocently I headed into some difficulty.
"We call him Sandy the Squoip,"
I said.
Bub looked at me with a startled
expression. If I had begun suddenly to grow geraniums on my head, the effect
would have been about the same. He dropped his bag of peanuts and clamped
both hands over his mouth as if trying vainly to hold back an atom bomb
of laughter. He bent and twisted in his unsuccessful attempt to con-
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trol his mirth. Giny and I laughed both with him and at
him. Presently he ceased his contortions and again asked what was the name
of that tholdier.
"Sandy the Squoip," I confirmed.
"Oh-ho, ho, ho," he giggled,
though the spasm wasn't quite as extreme this time. Then Hi-Bub tried to
say the name, and threw us all in stitches. Thandy he said with pretty
good success, but when it came to Squoip, he hardly got through at all.
"Th-quoi-woi-woi-woi--" he stammered
on helplessly, finally looking up at me for assistance.
"Squoi-puh!" I said, with great
emphasis on the final p.
"Thquoi-puh!" Bub
followed with such fidelity and such energy that Still-Mo, who had been
nuzzling the peanut bag, took the outburst personally and went scurrying
away for dear life.
"Thandy the Th-quoi-puh!" was
named and placed in our boy's mental world. Through the rest of the day
at times we heard him practicing his pronunciation.
There was another adventure
in the offing for Hi-Bub. It came attended with a shock and, to his first
impression, an impending calamity. He wanted to see the woodchucks. Giny
had something cooking which needed attention, so she told him to come along
and she would show him where the Sausage family lived. She left him looking
among the bushes for these new friends. I had stayed at the canoe to finish
the patch started earlier.
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Hi-Bub looked earnestly about.
The Sausages were not in evidence though the red squirrels and chipmunks
followed him everywhere. He climbed up on a little rise and looked on the
far side. Here was a big hole in the ground and it entranced him. He went
to the edge and stooped over to look in. As he did so, Link Sausage the
mother chose that particular moment to stick her head out. It was too unexpected
for Bub. Giny and I heard a cry of fright. We both came running and saw
Hi-Bub tumbling over backward, calling for the assistance of the Army,
Navy, Marine Corp--and his daddy too. Link must have looked as big as a
bear to him. He had wanted to see a woodchuck, but not like that. Link
was as frightened as he was, and darted back into the ground. It took Giny,
me, Still-Mo, More-Mo and four chipmunks to quiet Bub. Finally we got him
to understand that it wasn't a dinosaur he had seen, but just our homely
old pet ground hog.
"That was Link Sausage, Bub,"
Giny said consolingly. "She wouldn't hurt you."
"Link Thauthage?" asked Bub
through tears of which he was already somewhat ashamed.
"Yes, that was Link Sausage.
Shall we go and see her again? I believe you frightened her."
After much coaxing Hi-Bub consented
to go a step at a time back to the scene of his great fright. Giny had
to hold one hand while I held the other as we advanced over the little
hill. We looked down at the hole. Link was
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just peeking out again, very timidly, probably wondering
what had gone haywire with the island Sanctuary. Giny and I realized something
of the problems of diplomacy right then. Link looked skeptically at this
small- sized human being who could let out such yells as to scare the life
out of well-meaning folks. Hi-Bub tugged slightly at our hands as if he
would not like to get too near to that ugly old creature that pokes its
head out of the ground and makes faces at little boys. It was a difficult
situation and shows just what fear can do. Here were two beings well prepared
to be friends. But through misunderstanding, they couldn't trust each other.
Bub sniffed and sniffed and tried to laugh, but didn't succeed very well.
Link didn't even sniff, she just stared. Giny, always resourceful in such
emergencies, went into the house and returned with a peace offering. There
was a cooky for Hi-Bub and a carrot for Link.
"Link wants you to have this
cooky, Bub," she said, offering it to him. "She says she is sorry that
she frightened you."
Sniff, sniff--"Thorry too!"
said Hi-Bub, doing his best to pull out of it.
We finally induced him to hold
the carrot toward Link. It was an intense moment for both of them. Link
came one cautious step at a time toward her most loved food. Bub held the
carrot out, but with many a little nervous jerk indicating he would rather
not. At last the good-will offering was accepted, and Bub laughed
his delight The final scene was a complete triumph for the peacemakers.
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Boy and woodchuck sat side by side, he eating a cooky--maybe
three or four--and the animal feasting fearlessly on delectable carrots.
All in all, it was a wonderful
day for Bub. He stayed for lunch and through the afternoon. When we told
him we wanted to get some lunch ready, he replied, "Yeth, I told Mom you
would."
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Bub saw all the woodchucks that
day. He saw Racket too, discovering the young raccoon high in a tree. The
position of the animal was astonishing. He had wedged himself into a crotch,
hanging as limp as a bag of meal.
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We were a bit concerned lest he had become fastened there,
and we stirred him up hy shaking the tree. He moved a little, proving his
freedom, then returned to his original position in the crotch showing that
that was where he wanted to be. Racket was making progress. His walk was
steadier, his actions stronger. He still had difficulty eating and we were
not sure he could see--but there was improvement, and we were glad. It
was mighty easy to love the little creature.
In late afternoon came Bub's
most thrilling adventure. The weather was perfectly calm, so we bundled
him in a life jacket and took him home by canoe. Giny paddled bow, I paddled
stern, and Bub sat amidships on a cushion. I watched the little lad fall
head over heels in love with Buddie. He sat quietly as we asked him to,
but his attention whipped about eagerly. The trees along the shore, the
perfect reflections through which we glided, the eagle that soared gracefully
almost out of sight overhead--all engaged him.
Hold to it, Bub7 I thought.
This is something mighty valuable you are feeling now. If, in the years
before you, you can be satisfied with these pleasures, much contentment
and happiness will be yours. Seeking of pleasure can mislead you, little
fellow. It does many people. We human beings are often so unwise in our
play. But Nature will never let you down, Bub, unless you yourself fail
to remain sensitive to its charms. Some of your fairies and brownies may
disappear as you grow older. But nature has an unlimited store of blessings
to share with you, some-
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thing suitable for every age. Next will come education,
some of which will be false or faulty. Wise ones will whisper of strange
so-called pleasures, others will laugh at this simple way of living. But
hold on, Hi-Bub, don't let the world snatch your treasure from you. Fight
for your right to love the forest, and it will never fail you.

Bub's parents met us at their
pier. "You have started him on the road to becoming a naturalist,"
said his daddy, when introductions had been completed. I commented that
there was nothing I would rather give a child than the desire to learn
and love this world.
Hi-Bub and his parents went
into their cabin, but I'll wager there was little opportunity to eat at
their dinner table that night. Bub had too much to tell.
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XII
RATZY-WATZY
OLDER folk could note with much benefit the persistence
and resourcefulness of children in accomplishing a purpose. Opposition
that would discourage the adult merely fires the determination of the young
mind. Perhaps this is again proof that until we are "as little children"
we cannot enter the kingdom of harmonious living.
Hi-Bub reached the island one
day by a new route, when all paternal and maternal wishes had opposed his
coming. His parents were afraid he would become a nuisance, they told him,
forgetting for the moment that the nuisance value of a youngster is one
thing that endears him to us. That day Hi-Hub was not to come down
the trail. Parental orders were clear and emphatic.
Bub was really an obedient child.
Besides, when one is clever, why risk the penalties of insubordination?
He sang and played about his own yard for a while, according to Daddy's
report, which I got later. He built a little house in the sand at the lake
shore, and upon inquiry said it was for a young woodchuck who couldn't
dig his own home. Bub tucked leaves and grass into the home to make it
comfortable for "Hamburger"--an attempt to relate his imaginary friend
to the Sausages on the island. He had seen our woodchucks gathering up
mouthfuls of nesting materials,
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and reasoned Hamburger should have the same luxury. He
did not say why Hamburger could not do this work for himself. Maybe the
invisible woodchuck had just received a manicure, and didn't want his fingernails
to get as dirty as Bub's did in this construction work. Or perhaps it was
just the difficulty that an imagined being has in moving things about in
the material world. Whatever the reason, Bub made a fine house for Hamburger.
When Daddy or Mom came near
this busy boy, they heard remarks unrelated to the building program, however.
Hi-Bub worried for fear "Th-tubby and Noothanth wath hungry." Daddy was
sure the animals would survive one day without his attention. But "Tham
Cammel" might wonder why he didn't come, Hi-Bub worried. Daddy thought
probably "Tham" would get along all right, too. The persistent Bub reminded
them that I had told him he was a help, that when he saw something new
about the animals at the Sanctuary I was anxious to hear of it. He was
supposed to keep watching them all the time, so I would have a way of knowing
everything that happened. This was largely true. I did learn much through
the constant observation Bub gave to the island creatures. However, Daddy
remained unimpressed. He couldn't believe that "Tham Cammel's" progress
as a naturalist rested upon the shoulders of his chubby son.
Suddenly Hi-Bub broke out with
an enthusiastic desire to go fishing. Daddy had wanted him to go often
before. What father doesn't want to go fishing with his son? It is a period
of intimate companionship unequaled in life's
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ordinary routine. No fatherly conference in a parlor can
be as effective as the confidences which flow when Dad and the young punk
sit at the back end of fishpoles in a boat. The usual barriers are gone.
Talk comes freely. Many a portion of fine fatherly advice can be dealt
out while bait is being put on a hook, or a flopping fish pulled In. Daddy's
authority and importance are increased. His long experience in the science
of fishing crowns him king for the nonce. This exalted position, based
upon ability at angling, makes his opinion on other subjects savor of finality,
the ultimate in wisdom. So it is that while Father and Son drift along
trolling hopefully or watching a bobber record the nibbling of a perch,
effective comments may be made upon the old telltale report card, or about
dressing neatly, or perhaps being more polite and obedient to Mother.
Bub's daddy knew this, or at
least instinctively felt it, and so he and Bub went fishing. Bub took the
inter- woven advice rather well, but he was an impatient fisherman. If
one place did not produce a bite in a hurry, he wanted to move on. Maybe
up ahead at that old log would be better--and Daddy would row thither.
Or perhaps on by those lilypads would be a good spot. Place after place
was tried, with varying success. Only the moving on was consistent.
Strangely the locations Bub
selected were always in one direction--toward the Sanctuary. They worked
along the shore line until the island was in view. Then Bub decided the
one spot on earth where there would be "thwell
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fith" was right near our boathouse. He had seen them there--great
big fish that were longer than he could stretch.
Daddy was getting suspicious,
but he complied with the request. What else could he do? Over to
the island they came, and dropped anchor a few feet offshore. The enormous
fish Bub had pictured did not show up immediately. In fact, it was so shallow
at this spot that even a good-sized rock bass would have had to crawl along
the bottom to keep his dorsal fin submerged.
Hi-Bub was not watching his
fishing now. His attention was directed toward the island. Little ailments
began manifesting themselves. His old political cough was most aggressive
and prominent. Even where I sat in the cabin at my typewriter, I could
hear his repeated "Ah-hem!" He became awfully tired of the boat.
The seat was too hard and a cushion did no good. He wanted a drink of water.
He was hungry. He wanted to stand up and stretch--and of course he had
been taught never to stand up in a boat There was Still-Mo, and there was
More-Mo, and there was a woodchuck he couldn't identify unless he was ashore.
In fact it looked as if that one woodchuck was running away, and he thought
he ought to tell "Tham Cammel." Daddy was weakening under the bombardment.
About this time I came down to the boathouse, and the political cough broke
out furiously.
"Hi, Bub!" I called, in full
appreciation of the situation.
"Huh?" said Bub.
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"We are doing a little fishing
today," commented the father by way of greeting, but he didn't sound convinced
or convincing.
"So I see," I called back. "Any
luck?"
There was a further exchange
of conversation, all of which was much beside the point. Hi-Bub wanted
out on that island! Would I mind if he got a drink? Of course not. Conveniently
I suggested maybe he would want to stay ashore for a while to rest.
Daddy could go on fishing if he wished, and I suggested some likely spots
I know rather well.. Daddy let Hi-Bub out, flashing a wink at me.
"I have a sneaking hunch that
this is what he has been fishing for all the time," he said wisely.
Bub objected to the insinuation
with one of his long drawn out "No-o-o-o's." However, as Daddy started
to pull away, the boy called frantically for him to wait a minute. He went
to the bow of the boat and from hiding drew forth his brown sack filled
with peanuts!
"Now why did you bring those
along on a fishing trip?"
asked Daddy with an accusing look.
"Oh--'cause!" said Bub. And
I guess that is explanation enough for anyone.
We had been hoping especially
for a visit by Bub that day. There were goings on at the island. Another
new member had joined our colony. We knew at dawn that the newcomer wasn't
overly welcome. The woodchucks went about their business in the usual way,
apparently
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with no concern, but the squirrels were much excited.
Still-Mo scolded incessantly. More-Mo raced from one tree to another, turning
his head this way and that intently observing something on the ground.
He was highly curious and mystified. Whatever it was obviously was new
to him. We saw a little motion in the grass and realized it must be a rather
small animal that was causing this commotion. Giny caught a fleeting glimpse
of it, learning that its color was a mousy gray. It took a lot of tiptoeing
around and quiet observation before we caught full view of the newcomer.
Then we discovered that we had acquired a wood rat!
Now please don't feel too horrified
until we understand things better. I know a rat is less loved than anything
other than a snake. But there are different kinds of rats just as there
are different kinds of people. We would be unwise to think all mankind
is evil because a Hitler appears in our midst. There have been Lincolns
and Washingtons too, to give us a better idea of the true human nature.
There are house rats, and I know of nothing to say in their defense. They
are the lowest and most threatening form of animal life, viewed from the
standpoint of human welfare. But such species as the muskrat and the wood
rat are vastly different from the kind that pester our cities. The wood
rat that had come to our island was a creature of clean habits, and intelligent,
interesting ways. One may be somewhat shocked to hear it, but the flesh
of this animal is considered by woods dwellers as good to eat, in fact
superior to that of many other
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so-called game animals. Generally he lives in a clean
home under the ground. His food consists almost exclusively of grains,
grasses and seeds. He stores up food for winter, as does the squirrel.
He does not carry disease or vermin. He is pleasant to look at--that is,
if we have smothered our prejudice--and his ways are wise, cute and friendly.
Giny wasn't very pleased at
first when I announced that our guest was a rat. It took a lot of explaining.
She would not hurt any creature under the sun, but she was inclined to
seek methods of colonizing this fellow elsewhere. However, I shared my
knowledge of his kind with her, and we gained additional information by
looking into our nature books. We watched the animal working at his problems,
noted the rich beauty of his coat and his odd little mannerisms. Soon we
were laughing at him. Then we sympathized with him. At last, after several
hours, we had accepted him as a part of this endless drama going on about
us. In him we saw one more opportunity to study the social system of the
forest, and to learn how this animal fits in with those among whom he must
live. Then we gave him a name! We called him "Ratzy-Watzy," and from that
moment on he was important to us.
When Hi-Bub arrived, the interest
in Ratzy-Watzy was still new and at its peak. The boy had no prejudice
to overcome. He had a little trouble saying Ratzy-Watzy, but he had no
difficulty in loving the strange animal. We brought Bub up to the minute
on what had happened.
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The attitude of the squirrels
toward this rat was one of the most amusing things I have watched in the
forest. Undoubtedly they were uncertain as to what he was, what he could
do, how fast he could move, and just how tough he could be. He fed on the
grain we had placed on the ground for other animals, so he was a rival.
He needed to be scolded. I think a large measure of a squirrel's scolding
is like whistling in the dark anyway. The creature jabbers to bolster up
its own courage. More-Mo would sit on a limb twenty feet above where Ratzy-Watzy
was eating and rant and rail at him. The rat would make no reply, but would
look up as much as to say, "Says you!"
Then the squirrels began deliberately
to test the rat for courage and speed. They discovered the tiny gray creature
was rich in the former and lacking in the latter. He met the challenge
of the chickarees with utter defiance. He made no sound that we could hear,
but by his attitude indicated that he wouldn't back up a step for the whole
tribe of red squirrels. He went up to the foot of the tree where More-Mo
bombarded him with insults, and reached up his front feet as if he would
like to come up there and pull out every red hair, one at a time. But he
couldn't climb--and that was an important discovery for More-Mo. From then
on the squirrels became bolder and bolder. More-Mo came down the trunk
of the tree head first until he was within two feet of the ground, and
there he hung, increasing his loud banter. It was getting the best of Ratzy-Watzy.
He tried vainly to reach More-
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Mo. He even jumped in his direction, but it was a clumsy,
unavailing effort. More-Mo merely chattered louder than ever.
Things were at this stage when
Hi-Bub joined us. The whole thing made a terrific impact on his imagination.
He began to tell us that "he had a rat one-th." Of course it was a bigger
rat that lived in his icebox, and used to follow him to school. We would
have been interested to hear the story of that remarkable animal, except
the creatures outside our cabin were beginning a new phase of experience.
Bub forgot the icebox rat to watch and laugh at what he saw.
Still-Mo and More-Mo had joined
forces against Ratzy-Watzy. Like a family row that settles itself quickly
when an outsider intervenes, these two forgot their own differences before
the invader. They tormented and teased that rat in a planned and systematic
way that finally drew our sympathy to the side of Ratzy-Watzy. Never did
they allow him a moment's rest. One or the other or else both chickarees
were at him constantly. They had learned that they could make three moves
while he made one. They could outrun him without half trying, they could
dodge him so skillfully that he looked silly, and the supreme thing in
their favor was he couldn't climb a tree.
Apparently they respected the
rat's prowess. They would not engage him in combat Theirs was a war of
attrition and the rat fell for their little game. He simply could not ignore
their teasing. It would have been wiser had he held to his eating, closed
his ears to their jibing and just
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been ready to repel any direct attack. But he had to chase
them, and that was just what they wanted. Back and forth we saw them go,
Ratzy-Watzy the pursuer, Still-Mo or More-Mo the pursued. The squirrels
were not trying to get away, they were just making him come on. Their pace
was much slower than normal. They wanted to keep close enough so he would
think there was a chance of catching them. If he stopped for a moment,
they stopped too. In fact, when he remained quiet too long, probably out
of breath, a red squirrel would make a run at him and jump completely over
his head. No self-respecting wood rat could stand that, of course, and
he would take up the chase again. It actually looked pitiful to see one
of the squirrels go bouncing along, spritely as a spring wind, and then
lumbering, awkward old Ratzy-Watzy come laboring after him, mad as a hornet
but helpless.
The chase went on for hours.
We turned to other things,
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but whenever we looked out, there was Ratzy-Watzy chasing
either Still-Mo or More-Mo.
The chickarees were now working
shifts on him. The climax of the ordeal came about the time Hi- Bub's daddy
was calling from the boathouse that they must go home. Giny went down and
persuaded him to come up to see this strange drama.
The scene of the conflict now
centered about a great white pine tree which stands within view of our
window. More-Mo was leading the luckless rat around and around the
base of the tree. Dizziness was being added to Ratzy-Watzy's weariness.
Gamely he trudged along, but he never came close to his tormentor. In fact,
More-Mo had developed the utmost disrespect for him. Several times during
this circling about the tree, the squirrel suddenly reversed his direction,
came head on at the surprised rat and jumped lightly over his head. Then
the chase went on in the other direction for a white. Ratzy-Watzy was nearing
the end of his endurance; More-Mo was as fresh--and fresh is the word for
it--as he had been at the beginning of the day.
The rat stopped suddenly, actually
lying down. More-Mo mounted the tree and came within a few inches of the
rat's nose, chattering at him insultingly, probably saying something like,
"Yah, you ain't so tough. Who'd you think you're chasing around? Come on,
funny face, let's have fun." The rat roused himself and lunged at the squirrel,
but More-Mo avoided him and started around the base of the tree again.
Around and around in one
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direction, then around and around in another, until Giny
burst forth, "Now that is just plain cruel. I'm going to get Ratzy-Watzy
some food and keep those squirrels away from him until he can eat."
But the tormented creature sought
his own rest. He went across the ground at a pace that indicated near exhaustion,
and disappeared under a shed. More-Mo chattered a laugh after him, and
lightly ran to the top of a tree.
"I'm glad you called me up,"
Bub's daddy said. "If I had been told about this, I probably would have
thought it was just another one of those things!" He looked askance
at Bub.
Hi-Bub's powers of observation
were much keener than ours, we discovered. As he and Daddy rowed away to
complete their "fishing trip," we heard him talking in a loud, excited
way, words getting all mixed up with each other, telling a score of wonderful
things Ratzy-Watzy had done that we never saw at all.
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XIII
HORIZONS AND HOPES
IT WAS one of those unseasonably cold summer evenings
that nature loves to weave into the rugged plan of the north country. Rain
had fallen from a solid gray sky throughout the day. The persistent drops
became fewer as the afternoon waned, and at twilight hour they ceased,
leaving the forest cold and dripping. At the horizon in the northwest the
vast cloud parted, slowly lifting like a great curtain. Golden shafts of
sunlight played through the opening, high-lighting hilltops, painting the
under parts of the cloud curtain with regal splendor.
By the time darkness ruled,
the sky was clear, night air was chilled and pleasant to breathe, and stars
sparkled as if washed of all cosmic dust by the rain.
"It seems something should be
done with a night like this," Giny said, as we looked from our windows
at the inviting beauty.
"Any suggestions?" I asked.
"Yes. How about climbing to
the top of Brown Hill?"
To Brown Hill we went, first
crossing the lake by canoe, and then following a trail that we knew even
in utter darkness. Saplings playfully showered us with raindrops they had
collected, wayside brush bathed us with moist branches, and grasses washed
our feet as we walked along.
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Boots and raincoats kept us dry, however, and we continued
our journey to the hilltop--the highest point in our Sanctuary.
As we looked down into tree-filled
valleys, now dimly lighted by starlight, we noted tiny little curls of
vapor rising. The cold was having a magical effect. Fog was radiating from
the comparatively warm earth, and rapidly engulfing the forest. Even as
we watched, valleys were filled. In soft waves it rolled out across the
lake. Within an hour the world beneath us seemed to have disappeared, and
our little hilltop was an island in an infinite sea. Slight movements in
the mass of fog gave us the feeling that we were afloat.
Then out of the east rose the
evening star, sparkling energetically. Giny gazed intently at this new
addition to our extravaganza.
"What are you thinking?" I asked,
when it seemed that silence had reigned long enough.
"I was wondering about Sandy,"
she said.
"Yes?"
"He may be on a sea in the direction
of that star--right now. He may be coming home, even as we stand here.
You and I can only guess what it means to him, for we never were drawn
so far from home, mentally and physically, as he has been. Wouldn't you
like to know what he is thinking as he turns his back on that land which
means only strife to him and heads for home and peace?" Giny was still
watching the evening star as she talked, as though in its messages she
could read Sandy's story.
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Strangely, at that time our soldier
was sailing the sea--at long last coming home. In weeks that followed
when we visited with him and compared notes, we discovered that while we
looked upon the loveliness of that fog-filled landscape, he was riding
the ocean in the largest canoe he had ever seen. Every event on that journey
made such an indelible impression on his memory that the story was still
vivid when told to us.
His ship, we learned, was one
of the largest in service. It plowed fearlessly the restless waters of
the Atlantic, leaving a fading furrow through liquid hills. Sandy told
how he "pulled bow paddle" as much as regulations would allow. He stayed
where the spray broke upon his face with cooling, yet stinging effect.
Always his eyes were glued on a distant horizon toward which the great
craft traveled, though to appearances with never a yard of gain.
Sandy was lonely on that voyage,
yet far from alone. Thousands of other lads rode the same super-canoe,
each heart singing in its own original strain, "Going home, going home."
Sandy felt little of their companionship. His mind was as much at sea as
the ship on which he sailed. His thoughts were tossed about by alternating
waves of memory, anticipation, uncertainty, hope and frustration. Sometimes
there was a fear of what was ahead, and yearning for that which was behind,
dreadful though it had been. In combat there were fear, discomfort and
exhaustion beyond words. Yet, there was a freedom from responsibility.
Mean as was that picture of life, it was all
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decided for him. All he had to do was go forward, take
the objective military decision pointed out. Tomorrow was certain--it would
bring more and more of the same thing without his planning or his initiative.
He lived moment by moment; the hundred square feet of ground about him
was his world. Nothing further on need concern him. There would be orders
governing his moves and motives when another day came.
Now the future, symbolized in
that dancing, ever-receding horizon, seemed a plastic to be molded by his
own hands. Someday soon there would be no more military commands. Then
his decisions would be his life. True, there was a war in the Pacific to
be won. But there were rumors that it might end sooner than had been anticipated.
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In his vacillating thought one instant he wished it were
over and the next, although he would not admit such an idea even to himself,
he wished he might get into it. At least, it would delay this coming responsibility.
Loved ones were awaiting him
beyond that horizon. That was a happy thought, and his heart quickened
under its influence. He remembered the home scenes, his family and friends,
the things he had loved so much in those laughing days of youth. Pictures
paraded through his mind. He could see the very street on which he had
lived. His town was small, and the forest came right up to the outskirts.
There were boyhood fishing adventures, camping experiences, the "old gang"
of associates who shared the everyday hours, school--all revolving about
a firm, comfortable home that stood atop a small hill.
While Sandy was slow in admitting
it, we learned that there were sly tears coursing down his cheeks during
such meditation. Home thoughts were harder on the eyes than the salty ocean
breeze.
He told that a deep voice spoke
behind him saying, "Not all the battles are at the front, are they, soldier?"
He looked around to see a Chaplain smiling sympathetically, as if understanding
all that was going on in Sandy's mind.
"No, sir," said Sandy the Squoip,
embarrassed and striving to hide his emotion.
"Anything you want to talk over
with me, lad?" asked the Chaplain, examining with appreciation the service
ribbons on Sandy's breast.
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Sandy was getting control of
his voice. "No, sir," he said, now really smiling. "It's nothing. I'm just
getting soft, I guess."
The Chaplain laughed aloud.
"When a man has the courage to earn this," he said, pointing to Sandy's
medal, "and still has the fineness of character to shed those--" now he
pointed to the tears persisting in the soldier's eyes--"then he is a bit
of all right in here." The Chaplain slapped with the back of his hand over
Sandy's heart
The tall blond boy could only
smile in reply, and the Chaplain started to walk away with a final "Good
luck, soldier, keep your shoulders square." However, he turned suddenly
and came back.
"I found something in my copy
of Emerson that is pretty good medicine, soldier. Want to hear it?" he
asked, taking a small notebook from his pocket Sandy did.
"'How dear, how soothing to
man, arises the idea of God, peopling the lonely place, effacing the scars
of our mistakes and disappointments!' Like it?" The sentence was read with
warm enthusiasm and appreciation.
The tall soldier repeated the
words as if trying to engrave them in his memory. "'How dear, how soothing
to man, arises the idea of God, peopling the lonely place, effacing the
scars of our mistakes and disappointments!'" The Chaplain prompted him
when necessary, but Sandy had caught the message very well.
"Like it?" persisted the Chaplain.
"Yes, sir--I sure do!" affirmed
Sandy. "It asks a lot of a fellow, though."
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"Offers him a lot, too," added
the other, turning a page in his notebook. "Now add this to it: 'He is
sure that his welfare is dear to the heart of being . . . he believes that
he cannot escape from his good.'"
Sandy found a ray of hope in
the words, but there was also a question. "But, sir, how do you take a
thing like that in?" he asked. "I like the words, like the idea, but how
do you eat it up, digest it, and make it yourself?"
The Chaplain laughed. "Take
a big bite and keep chewing, Sergeant," he said, turning to leave once
more. "It's sort of heavy food, but it's packed with nourishment--and God
made you able to take it!"
It was two days later when the
strong, proud skylines of New York stood boldly against the western sky.
Sandy was at the bow, looking toward it with conflicting emotions. He wondered
at himself. Through weeks of anticipation he had imagined what this moment
would be like. With his buddies he speculated on what he would do. There
was always the suggestion of hilarity. They would turn handsprings! They
would yell until their voices could be heard in the old home town! They
would be so wild with joy, anything might happen-- they might even dive
in the ocean and swim on ahead of the ship. No such things occurred. A
few soldiers shouted in a half-hearted way but most of them stood, as did
Sandy, just looking ahead and thinking. The joy they had anticipated was
there, but it came with sobering effect.
"If it hadn't been for the other
fellows, I would have
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dropped to my knees," Sandy said of this solemn moment.
"And I really believe they all wanted to do it, too!"
Sandy walked down the gangplank,
his mind in a whirl of tangled thoughts. He tried to recall the quotation
the Chaplain had given him, but couldn't get it right. Promising that he
would look it up sometime, he lost himself in military problems of the
moment.
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XIV
INKY!
A LETTER told us of Sandy's landing and of his plans.
The usual military uncertainty was in the background, but he had learned
approximately the date on which his furlough was to begin and had figured
out the time to the minute when he expected to arrive at the Sanctuary.
"I want to see little things!"
Sandy had written, underscoring the word little with several lines. "I
am tired of big ones. I want a little canoe instead of a big ship. I want
a little cabin instead of a big barracks. I want a little group of friends
in place of regiments. I am tired of big distances too. For as long as
possible, I want to be in one little spot, read a little, hike a little,
eat a little (but not too little!) and sleep a little."
"I wunner if he wanth a little
boy, huh?" asked Hi-Bub, who was on a visit to the island when we read
Sandy's letter.
Bub was very much excited about
the coming of our soldier. Sandy, even in the abstract, was a tremendous
hero to him. He had become fairly proficient at saying the name Squoip,
and once in awhile tried desperately to go through the whole silly routine
that had coined it
Bub asked questions about Sandy
until we ran out of answers. How tall was he? How old? How wide? How
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thick? How fast could he run and how high could he jump?
He took to demonstrating how Sandy would charge at an enemy, and I had
to call a halt to keep our island bushes from being trampled to earth.
Woodchucks dived into fox holes and squirrels took to the tall trees before
the frantic assaults of this one-Bub army could be stopped.
I tried to counter the idea
of Sandy's military prowess by an account of how kind he was, and what
a wide smile he flashed upon the world. It started Hi-Bub on a new theme.
How wide was that smile? Was it this big?--and he looked up at me with
a moderate grin on his face. Yes, it was fully as large as that! Then was
it this big?--and he tugged frantically with the muscles at the corners
of his mouth until two deep dimples were formed there, and his cheeks looked
like McIntosh apples. Yes, it was even larger than that. Bub then launched
a series of facial contortions that would have been frightening to anyone
who didn't know the purpose. He pushed and tugged at his cheeks trying
to make them get out of that super-smile's way. He caught the corners of
his mouth with his fingers and pulled until he pushed his ears back, making
himself look like the top man on a totem pole. In the midst of this mangling
maneuver there would come a jumble of sounds resembling a phonograph when
it is running down, but no doubt meaning, "Ith Thandy's thmile thith big?"
I assured him that at last he had reached the record-breaking proportions
of the soldier's famous grin. That ended it, but Hi-Bub's cheeks and lips
were red for an hour from the punishment they had taken.
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The situation next produced
a spell of gambling in Hi-Bub. Sandy evolved into a veritable Paul Bunyan.
Bub placed bets on him with unwavering faith. "I bet Thandy could lift
that canoe with one hand," declared Bub. He bet that Sandy could walk "a
hunnerd mileth." He bet the soldier could eat more bark than Inky. The
volume of the gambling was staggering. Bub bet a million dollars "Thandy"
could lift a certain log which I told him five men couldn't move. He bet
another million his hero could skin a bear alive. The only way I could
think of to end this gambling spree was to tell Hi-Bub that Sandy the Squoip
never bet.
"I bet he duth!" said the irrepressible
Bub.
There was new adventure in the
air as we took Hi-Bub home that day. The waters were a glassy calm, so
we launched Buddie for the trip. Bub had been told that we were being careful
of the old canoe so it would be at Sandy's service when he arrived. Thereafter
the boy treated it as tenderly as if it were a bubble. He cautioned me
to be careful as I slipped it into the water. If his hero loved that canoe
that was enough for Bub. The most important thing in the world right then
was that no harm, not even a fingernail scratch, must be on the craft.
As we moved out into the lake, Giny in the bow and Bub sitting on the deck
all wrapped up in a life jacket, he told me I'd better be careful and not
bump the side of the canoe with my paddle. He suggested to "Mithuth Cammel"--very
politely of course--that she had better not
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move her feet around, it would scratch the varnish. Buddie
had suddenly acquired a most vigilant guardian.
We moved along in silence now,
close to shore where the low limbs of trees made us stoop occasionally
to pass beneath them, and the graceful branches of loosestrife brushed
against the canoe. White water lilies were in bloom and we drifted near
to look into their colorful cups and catch their sweet scent. Wild roses
smiled out at us from the water's edge, and little clusters of wild iris
added their orchidlike beauty to the summer scene. Out in the open lake
a dozen baby mallard ducks sailed away from us, convoyed by the proud mother.
Hi-Bub wasn't supposed to talk, that was our agreement, but he pointed
so strenuously he jolted the canoe. The ducks swam faster and faster, and
Bub put them to full flight with his laugh that begins with a whe-e-e
and ends with a hick.
There came a "sh-h-h-h" from
Giny. Something was moving about on the shore. We could hear dry leaves
being pushed about and crushed, and occasionally there was the crackling
of a twig. We ceased our paddling and drifted. Hi-Bub had been taught always
to remain still in a canoe, and like the true little woodsman he was, he
held to this instruction now, but he was nearly bursting with anticipation.
The old canoe behaved in that marvelous way we had seen throughout its
years of service. Jt glided on steadily, slowly, silently. There was the
whisper of lilypads brushing against its side, but no other sound. The
creature in the brush continued to move about, slowly making its way in
our direction.
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Then into view not fifty feet
from us came a grizzled old porcupine! Giny gasped a little, so did I.
I whispered another "sh-h-h-h" toward the vibrant Bub. He looked as if
he were about to explode.
Seeing a porcupine was a part
of almost every hike, ride or canoe trip about our Sanctuary. But there
was something unusual in this adventure. This was not just a porcupine--it
was a particular one. The dignity of years rested upon the creature. He
was huge for his kind, probably as large as a porky ever gets. His quills
and hair were toned with gray. Cautiously he looked about, then with measured
stride he moved toward the water
"Sam, do you suppose it could
be--?"
Giny never finished her question.
The old porky had discovered us, now thirty feet from him due to the drifting
of the canoe. He rose on his hind feet and shook out his quills. He turned
as if to make his escape, then halted and regarded us again. With deliberation
he raised his head and into the still air gave the porcupine call.
"Honk, honk, honk!" he went
in slow cadence and descending tone, though I think his words would be
more nearly correct in spelling if we left off the "k."
Giny replied to him in perfect
mimicry. The three of us sat entranced, Giny and I under the spell of thoughts
not yet shared with Hi-Bub. This old creature on the shore--his size, his
obvious age, his call--could it be the one we hoped it was? The next few
moves would tell.
Giny called again, and I added
some comments in porky tongue. The animal looked at us curiously. He had
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things to decide too. Our identity was important to him.
Not all of those two-legged animals were the same. Some of them might be
trustworthy, but others would just as soon shoot a fellow as not.
"Honk, honk, honk," pleaded
Giny. "Oh, Sam, it must be he--it must be!" She moved about in violation
of the instructions given Hi-Bub, causing the canoe to tilt and send little
wavelets from its sides out through the reflections.
"Don't th-cratch Buddie!" whispered
Hi-Bub.
On the shore there was action
that was convincing and gratifying. The old porcupine abandoned all caution.
Talking in little murmurs, he walked in his awkward way right toward us.
Giny could restrain herself no longer.
"Inky!" she called. "Inky! Oh,
Sam, get me in there. It is Inky!"
I needed no such orders. Already
the bow of the canoe was being guided into the shore. Giny was out as soon
as it touched, in spite of Bub's caution to be careful of the varnish.
Bub and I followed with as much rapidity as debarking from a canoe permits.
Giny was already kneeling beside the porcupine. No question in the world
but that it was our old pet. No one had seen him in a year. Yet he knew
us and reached up his front paws to us just as he had when he was a youngster.
That was over seven years ago when Inky had been brought to us, then three
days old. We had reared the odd little creature in our cabin. His sense
of humor, his pranks, his intelligence had enriched our experience during
the months and years
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that followed. When liberated in the forest, the wilderness
had claimed him. We saw less and less of him. The previous summer one of
our guests had seen him, but we had missed him. Hence, it was two years
since this old fellow had laid eyes on us.
Undoubtedly Inky was glad to
see us! He sniffed at our fingers, and permitted us to stroke his head,
talking his little porky language all the while. In his early years he
had formed a very annoying habit of locking his legs about my shin and
pretending he was going to bite the skin off just as he does the bark of
a tree. Now he tried this again. It was a fading impulse. With just a flash
of youthful energy he grasped my leg with his front paws. He turned his
head sideways as if to take a bite. Then with a little grunt that seemed
to say, "Aw, here I am trying to act like a kid at my age," he sat down
on the ground again. The gesture delighted us.
In the excitement of the moment
I forgot our little boy. When I looked around I saw him standing in one
of those comas of amazement that we had seen before. It was the way he
had looked that first day he came across the trail and I suddenly appeared
before him. All he could do was stand, stare, and say, "oh-h-h-h!" Here
was another of those utterly unbelievable things. He had heard of the famous
Inky. He had read of him, and seen him in motion pictures. In fancy he
had met him on the trails, and Inky had chased bears away from him--remember?
But here before him was Inky himself! It was almost
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too much. Bub's eyes were like dinner plates, blue ones
of course, and he forgot even to wink.
"Hi-Bub," I said to him, trying
to stir him out of his trance, "this is Inky--you know Inky, the porcupine!"
"Oh-h-h-h!" said Bub, not twitching
a muscle.
"Yes," I assured him, "this
is Inky. Come on up and pet him. He won't hurt you. Come on!"
Bub had to be led; he couldn't travel
under his own steam. He might have been able to endure the sudden appearing
of fairies, but to have Inky the porcupine within sight and within reach--he
could hardly take it in. I took his hand and maneuvered him a step at a
time over to Inky. His little fingers finally touched timidly the por-
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cupine's nose and brushed lightly over the rough coating
of quills. Ultimately Hi-Bub was lisping short sentences to the porcupine
patriarch, and mixing in his special laugh of delight.
There was a limit to Inky's
endurance of us. Likely we would have stayed beside him for hours had he
permitted it. But he had more to do than indulge sentimental meetings over-long.
There was a lot of chewing to be done back in the forest, a lot of trees
to be climbed too. With definite purpose he suddenly turned away from us,
stood on all fours, and shook out his quills. Grunting a little farewell,
that likely had in it a request to go away and let him alone, he walked
away at a steady but slow pace. We called our farewells to him.
Hi-Bub did more than that. He
walked along with the old porky, now thoroughly companionable with the
creature. He even pulled the brush to one side to make Inky's path smoother.
The two disappeared over the top of a little knoll. A few minutes later,
in response to our calls, the boy returned, the whole adventure having
excited him so much his feet would barely touch the ground. Already his
capable imagination was at work. He had seen a "mama porcupine with theven
babies" waiting for Inky back on a log--which is doing right well since
a porcupine is seldom if ever known to have more than one young. We took
Hi-Bub on home, and I dare say his dinner table vibrated with talk about
Inky that night. Assuredly, ours did.
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XV
A TENT FOR TWO
JULY vanished over the horizon of time, and the strong
sun of August played upon the north country. It was to be a month the nations
will never forget. In its tandem of thirty-one days trooping single file
through a bewildered world, were to be events that shook humanity to its
foundation.
Into our private lives at the
Sanctuary came experiences that likewise will never leave us. As for Hi-Bub,
it would be well if he does not have to wade through such a month often.
The strain might be too great.
To begin with, our tent house
had been put in readiness for the arrival of Sandy the Squoip. This was
a structure eight by twelve, made of canvas stretched over a light cabin
framework. We had established it long ago as a residence for youthful visitors
who came to take their fill of nature. This tent house made an inviting
little place, and Hi-Bub eyed it covetously. His sly, calculated looks
and questions kept up an incessant hinting. When had I said Sandy would
come? He knew full well from oft repeating, but he wanted me to say it
again. It would be in about a week. Well--who would be sleeping in that
tent house with Sandy? No one, we informed him; we wanted Sandy to be perfectly
free while his visit lasted.
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Well--who would be sleeping in the tent house before Sandy
came? No one, we said.
"It-th a big tent jutht to have
no one in it," commented Hi- Bub.
"Who do you think should be
in it, Hi-Bub?" I was catching on with my usual slowness.
"Gee-e-e," said Hi-Bub, looking
at that mansion in canvas. "I never thlept inna tent!"
"Not even in the jungle?" I
asked.
Bub ignored the reference, and
continued to gaze at the tent house with mounting desire. I followed him
as he walked over to the door and looked inside. There were two cots all
made up with an abundance of covers, and it really looked mighty comfy
and inviting. "Oh-h-h-h!" said Hi-Bub.
Bub surely had that knack of
wanting something so desperately that you just had to give it to him. His
little heart was doing double duty at the romance and adventure suggested
by these primitive conveniences. The adhesion of a boy and a tent is almost
as powerful as that of a boy and a dog. What youngster does not thrill
at the thought of life under a canvas? In the idea are embodied exploration,
life at the frontier, faraway places, and the pitting of himself against
the world.
"I have an idea!" I said to
Bub. He looked up at me with an expression that told me he had it too.
He reminded me of a puppy who has been offered a bone and is now waiting
upon its coming with every fiber alive with expectancy. Bub didn't say
a word. He didn't need to.
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He knew what I was going to say, and I knew he did.
"If your parents approve" I
began.
"Yeth!" said Bub. "I athked
them and they thed I could."
"You could what?" I asked, remembering
the first invitation to lunch.
"Thtay inna tent tonight!" said
Bub.
"Well, you certainty save a
lot of talk figuring out things in advance that way, young fellow," I said,
a bit disconcerted. "Anyway, we had better go home and get your pajamas.
You didn't bring them today, did you?"
"No," said Bub with disarming
honesty. "I wuth goin' to, but I forgot."
During the afternoon we went
for his pajamas, and for the permission of his parents, which I learned
had already been granted--if I asked him to stay. But he wasn't to hint!
Bub never hinted. He didn't even ask for those things which, in the highest
sense, were due him. He was just so convinced that these most desired adventures
were coming that they came.
I fixed up the extra cot in
the tent for myself. Bub insisted that he wasn't afraid to stay alone,
but silence is a pretty big thing, and northwoods nights can get very dark.
While there is nothing that would harm him, a fertile imagination like
his could make him rather miserable if he were left alone.
Giny had a story to tell us
when we returned from our trip to Bub's home. There was much ado among
the squirrels. She had heard More-Mo, Two-Mo and Still-Mo suddenly break
out in fierce chattering. It was not
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the kind of call heard when some danger faced them. This
was more the conversation of anger. She sought out the squirrels and found
them racing wildly about in hot pursuit of a fourth squirrel that had appeared
from somewhere. It was a merciless chasing. Still-Mo raced after the visitor,
running him up and down trees and about the boathouse until he fled from
her territory. Then Two-Mo made after him at high pace when he entered
the region near the campfire site. Next More-Mo made life miserable for
him in the cabin area.
There was a little lull in the
battle when Bub and I arrived on the scene. It gave us a chance to identify
the visiting squirrel. We found him seated breathless and exhausted in
the top of a small wild cherry tree. I coaxed, and Bub coaxed, but the
little creature wouldn't come down.
There was something very familiar
about the tiny refugee. We examined him through binoculars, while from
three directions we could hear the scolding of our inhospitable Still-Mo,
More-Mo and Two-Mo. There was an unusually brilliant color to his back
and tail. We strongly suspected that it was No-Mo, who had disappeared
weeks before, and we were convinced of this identification when the creature
gave in to the temptation of peanuts and came down from his lofty perch.
We were not the only ones watching
him, however. No sooner had his feet touched the ground than both More-Mo
and Stilt-Mo came running at him from two directions, and the chase was
on again. It was anything but a
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hearty welcome to receive from his family. Blood relationship
seemed to count for nothing. If the island squirrels had the least memory
of this visitor, it was an unpleasant one. He was in their eyes simply
an invader, a potential thief. Still-Mo had a fortune in various foods
planted about the boathouse area. Two-Mo had equal wealth in her hollow
oak tree, and in several score chosen spots in the ground. More-Mo had
packed our attic with previous possessions gathered through hard labor.
The visitor was a threat to all this. Their answer was to run after him
incessantly, never giving him a moment's peace. Even Ratzy-Watzy
took up the chase. No-Mo didn't have a spot on the island where he could
rest, and not a friend who was in a position to help him, though certainly
our sympathy was on his side.
We lectured the three hostile
squirrels about their manners, and about a Christianly attitude toward
the long lost youngster. We related the parable of the prodigal son. It
did no good. The island squirrels didn't want him around. We tried to sneak
peanuts to him and our attempt only added fuel to the fire of anger.
Let him touch a single peanut and the chattering took on new fierceness.
No-Mo did a great deal of chattering himself, but it was mostly flung back
over his flying tail as he fled from his pursuers.
Hi-Bub worked himself into the
midst of the contest. He was militantly on No-Mo's side. He talked until
his tongue was worn out from lisping. He ran after No-Mo trying to give
him food, but No-Mo merely thought he
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was one more persecutor, and only sped away the
faster.
It was a wild time indeed. The habitual
quiet of the Sanctuary was completely lost The air was filled with the
voices of the four squirrels, Hi-Bub's constant contribution and the cries
of several blue jays who seemed happy just to find something to yell about.
No-Mo was so upset that he could not eat even when we found an opportunity
to place food before him. He kept right on scolding without taking a single
bite, until one of the other three located him once more and the battle
was on again.
Hi-Bub pleaded with the visiting
squirrel to "thwim away." He promised him all the peanuts he could eat
But No-Mo had no notion of leaving the island. In fact, he had definite
designs on More-Mo's cherished attic. While we sat at dinner, the
excitement in this department developed. There had been a brief lull in
hostilities. Apparently No-Mo had been lost sight of. From our dining-room
window we saw No-Mo race across the ground bearing a pine cone. He went
over the route we had seen him use a hundred times, up a little balsam
tree, across the kitchen roof and through the hole that had been chewed
into the attic. As soon as his feet touched the boards over our heads,
a fierce scramble took place. We heard two squirrels screaming with rage.
Out came No-Mo hotly pursued by the now frantic More-Mo. They established
new speed records up and down trees, through bushes, across roofs and by
long graceful jumps right through the air. Still-Mo and Two-Mo chattered
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stantly some little way off, as if saying, "Get him! Scalp
him! Run him out of town!"
Hi-Bub's evening and night were
all that he had anticipated. The three of us were out in the old canoe
as the sun went down in crimson glory. We drifted along darkening shores
as twilight cast its silence over the forest, though in the distance we
could still hear the chickaree

argument on our island. We worked our way up the winding
course of a creek, saw a beaver, saw a deer, heard a loon cry and a fox
bark. Bub was supposed to tell us when he was sleepy so we could take him
to his waiting bed in the tent. He told us, but not in words. He was warmly
wrapped in a kapoc jacket, seated on a cushion and leaning comfortably
against a back rest. Presently he was having a terrible struggle with his
eyelids, and
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with his head. These things simply wouldn't stay where
he put them. His head was determined to fall against his back rest, and
his eyelids were bound to close. He jerked them back in place a dozen times,
but they wouldn't stay. He made the trip back to the island through dreamland.
Giny and I paddled as softly as ever we did in stalking a deer. Hi-Bub
claimed the right of childhood to sleep when sleep feels best.
When we approached the boathouse
Bub awakened partially. We hoped he might not lose his sleepiness during
the process of going to bed. But right there Hi-Hub exercised another prerogative
of childhood. That is to stay awake when one feels like it. The squirrels
were still chattering out in the darkness. He became much concerned as
to No-Mo's welfare, and continued to worry in spite of our reassurances.
Then came the barrage of questions. What would we do if a bear came? I
assured him one would not come in all probability, and even if one did
there was no danger. Bub wanted some danger. Wouldn't the bear even scratch
the tent? No, the bear wouldn't scratch the tent. But what if one came
inside and couldn't get out again? I affirmed that a bear wouldn't do that.
He wondered if there were any Indians around. Of course, in a tent one
would have to have Indians.
"The Indians all left this region
many years ago, Bub," I told him, my own eyes getting heavy.
"Wouldn't there be just one
left maybe?" he argued hopefully.
"No, Bub, there isn't even one."
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"But couldn't there be one that--that
no one know-th about?" Bub was determined to have his Indian.
"Well, all right," I gave in.
"There could be one that no one knows about." Bub laughed delightedly.
"Do you know, Bub," I said earnestly,
"the first question your father and mother will ask me when I take you
home?"
"Huh?"
"They will want to know if you
went to sleep the way you should, and I suppose they wouldn't want you
to come back again unless you did. Don't you think we ought to be quiet
now?"
"Uh-huh!"
The side of our tent house is
arranged so panels in the side will slide down leaving a great screened
opening.
I had opened one of these panels to let into the tent
the fresh air and still loveliness of the forest night We were quiet now.
Bub talked no more, though the red squirrels broke out with their dispute
intermittently. After a few minutes I raised my head and cautiously peeked
at Bub. The little rascal was no more asleep than Still- Mo. I could see
his round little face on the pillow, his eyes looking out into the night
reflecting the starlight, while his mind dealt with thoughts available
only to childhood.
I lowered my head quietly. This was
his right, this stealing of moments or even hours away from rest that they
might be used for greater purposes. Still vivid in my memory were the camps
I had known in childhood, down on the slow-flowing rivers of Illinois.
I had stolen
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lingering glances at the stars when I was supposed to
be asleep. I had looked with awe at the silhouettes of trees against the
heavenly glow, listened to the mystery of cricket calls, felt marvelous
things about creation that have been lost since in adult nonsense.
Go on, Bub, thought I, daydream
away as much of the night as you wish. Life will give you few adventures
that will match the miracle of your first night in a tent. The world you
see is your world. Tonight you have no competitor. Drink that poetry you
look upon right into your heart. It will nourish you in sterner days.
"Tham!" Bub's voice startled
me, it was so unexpected.
"Yes, Bub."
"Are you afraid to go out in
the dark?"
"Why no, Bub. Why do you ask?"
"I want a drink of water!"
That's an old trick too. It
used to work for me, and now it worked for Hi-Bub.
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XVI
A DREAM THAT WOULDN'T STAY PUT
THE blessed day and hour came when Sandy stood in our
midst. Sergeant Sandy, seasoned soldier, proven hero, had returned to the
Sanctuary. We marvel much at the unexplained migrations of birds and beasts.
There is a sweet mystery about the ability of a bird to wing its way several
thousand miles to the south in autumn, and then return over that distance
the next spring to a certain nest in a chosen tree. It savors of divine
guidance. But there is a grand intelligence at work in our lives too. If
we were not so close to the details we would marvel even more at the power
that had taken Sandy over lands and seas through a thousand dangers and
now back to this tiny little spot on a great globe.
I looked at the boy in unrestrained
admiration. His moves were those of a thoroughly trained and well-schooled
athlete. There was an ease about him that spoke of a great reservoir of
strength immediately at his call. I could not see that he had changed greatly.
In fact, I believe the idea that war experiences cause great deterioration
in youth, turn hair gray over night, and alter character, is much overstated.
There is no doubt of the severity of their trials. Horror is part of the
whole fallacy of war. But I have seen many young men and women who have
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waded through the most savage battles and yet were very
much the same after the experience as before.
It was the same old Sandy who stood
talking to us at the cabin the morning of his arrival. We were all standing,
much too excited to sit down. Sandy's smile was fixed on his lips. His
old natural modesty was obvious. Mention of his service, particularly his
heroism, embarrassed him noticeably. Reluctantly he related some war experiences,
but always sugar-coated with his sense of humor. Even the time when he
was on the beaches of Salerno and shells were falling about thicker than
hailstones, he laughed as he told how frightened he was and how he disappeared
into the ground "faster than a woodchuck." His medal was nothing. It didn't
cost him anything, so he took it. It was all because the fellows on the
other side wanted some good chow that they surrendered. He didn't want
to take them prisoners; they forced him to do it
Yes, Sandy was the same old boy. Giny
had gone into the kitchen to see about the all important matter of breakfast.
She returned to ask Sandy how he would like his eggs cooked. Sandy saw
her coming and winked at me.
"I saw a boid today," said he, in
matter-of-fact way.
"Not a boid, Sandy," I corrected,
catching my cue, "You mean bird."
"No! No!" screamed Giny. ANot that,
please!"
But Sandy persisted.
"Well, it choiped like a boid and
it was after a woim!"
"Not a woim, Sandy, it was
a worm!"
"But it squoimed like a woim, and
it was inna doit!"
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"Not doit--you mean dirt!"
"Well, it looked doity, and it choimed
like a squoip!"
The last sentence was finished on
the fly. Giny had been holding her head in agony, and as this crowning
bit of foolishness came out, she grasped a mop and imitated the charge
of the light brigade. Sandy and I retreated in disorder. We went out the
front door at full speed, followed closely by the mop. Sandy didn't stop
until he was halfway up a tall tree.
No question about it now--Sandy hadn't
changed a bit!
By the time breakfast was finished,
Sandy had heard much about Hi-Bub. He was ready and anxious to meet the
young naturalist. He had been told also the rather discouraging facts about
Buddie the old canoe.
"You think Buddie will never go on
the search for Sanctuary Lake then?" he asked.
"It looks that way," I replied. "Of
course there are other canoes."
Sandy shook his head. "Buddie belongs
to that expedition--if and when!" he insisted. "Half of the dream would
be lacking without Buddie."
We went down to look the old craft
over. Sandy stood back while I drew away the canvas covering, and when
he saw the canoe his eyes mellowed with affection.
"Buddie, old pal, I guess you're wearing
too many service stripes." Sandy examined the craft with critical eye.
"You ought to have the Purple Heart and Congressional Medal of Honor for
that one," he said, patting the
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copper plate in the canoe bow. "And every one of those
scars you got doing something for someone."
He turned the canoe over carefully.
"Believe I can strengthen that," he said, indicating a broken brace. "I
brought a new kind of glue that will fill those cracks too. Mind if I work
on it a bit?"
"It's all yours, Sandy," I laughed.
“Whatever you do for Buddie you are doing for us, too."
"I'll be working at it," declared
our soldier.
Now from the mainland I heard a familiar
voice.
"What in the world is that?" asked
Sandy.
I cautioned him to silence, and pointed
to the nearest point on shore. "Peanut-th!" came the call. "Th-tubby, Noothanth,
I got peanut-th!"
"Hi-Bub?" asked Sandy.
"Hi-Bub!" I affirmed.
Before I went over to get the boy,
I coached Sandy on his behavior. He simply must not let Hi-Bub down.
"If he wants you to lift that canoe with one hand, you lift it," I insisted.
"If he wants you to jump up on the boathouse, you jump!" Sandy pleaded
inability, but I replied that was no excuse. He must live up to the boy's
expectations.
I asked Sandy to be standing in silence
near the canoe when I returned. It was sort of a mean trick. Hi-Bub
had not been told the exact day on which our soldier would arrive. Therefore
he was expecting no other adventure than putting in a few hours with the
island animals. I brought him over in a boat, and landed him without his
suspecting anything unusual.
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"Hi-Bub," I said as he stood on the
boathouse pier.
"Yeth?" he answered, probably expecting
to hear some new stunt by the red squirrels.
"Look at the old canoe."
Hi-Bub did. There stood Sandy, a perfect
picture of military attention. Bub made a little choking sound in his throat.
He stopped dead in his tracks.
"This is Sandy, Hi-Bub."
Hi-Bub's eyes passed the dinner-plate
size this time. His characteristic little "Oh-h-h-h" was hardly audible.
His arms hung limply at his sides, and his mouth stood open. When Sandy
started to walk toward him, Bub looked as if he wanted to run but couldn't.
"Hello there, big boy," Sandy was
saying as he neared the entranced child. "I've been hearing a lot about
you. Something tells me you and I are going to be pals. How about shaking
hands?"
"Oh-h-h-h," said Hi-Bub, staring at
the soldier without a wink. He laid his hand, thumb and all, into that
of the sergeant and let Sandy do all the shaking.
"I picked up a compass over in Italy,
and brought it back for just such a boy as you," Sandy said, trying to
talk a way through the inertia that gripped Bub. "Suppose you and I go
up to my bag and get it. Want to?"
Hi-Bub was starting to regain consciousness.
"A computh?" he said.
"Yes, a computh," Sandy lisped. "Come
on, maybe you will show me some of these animals too. What do you say?"
“The two grand American boys
headed up the little hill
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hand in hand. It was a symbolic picture. So it must ever
be in the land of free men if our race is to grow in character and right
living. The stronger and older must take the younger and inexperienced
by the hand, gently but wisely to guide him. And the younger must
look to the strength and wisdom of the older that these qualities may grow
in him.
Someone capable at shorthand should
have been around to take down Hi-Bub's dissertation on nature that day.
Sandy certainly heard a lot of things he had never heard before. The soldier
had to meet each animal individually--Link Sausage, Bratwurst, Salami,
Wiener, Thurin-ger, Patty and O. Bologna. He was told the special characteristics
of each creature. He heard of the super-intelligence of Still-Mo, and the
particular traits of More-Mo, Two-Mo and No-Mo. The story of Racket was
related, now a very happy tale, for the young raccoon was doing wonderfully.
Fragments of this boy-soldier conversation reached us occasionally. We
heard them practicing at that dizzy squoip dialogue. Bub didn't get it
exactly right, but near enough to make his parents wonder to the point
of asking me some days hence what were "boids, woims, squoips, etc."
Sandy and I took Bub home in the canoe
later that day, while Giny prepared dinner. The soldier was a little awkward
with his paddle at first but soon regained his old rhythm. Hi-Bub watched
him with unabated admiration.
"Thandy make-th it go thum, huh?"
he commented. I mentioned that I was paddling too, and might have
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credit coming for our speed, but this made no difference
to Hi-Bub. Sandy was all that mattered.
"Good-by, Hi-Bub, you bum!" said Sandy,
as we landed the youngster on his pier.
"Good-by Thandy--you Thquoip!" laughed
Hi-Bub.
"Come over again," we called in unison,
as we backed away.
"I thure will," said Hi-Bub.
And he sure did. As long as
Sandy was there, Bub was as regular as the sunrise and only a couple hours
later. I don't know which one was more smitten with the other, however.
If Hi-Bub was very late after the unappointed but expected hour, Sandy
commenced to worry about him. The soldier understood the little fellow
very well from the start.
"Do some folks exaggerate things a
little bit sometimes?" he asked me at the close of that first day.
"Well, it does happen, and not a little
bit either," I commented.
"Then Hi-Bub has never been to Africa?
or Italy? or England?--all the places I have been?"
"No, and he was never in the jungle
playing with wildcats either."
"Oh-oh, I get it," said Sandy with
a laugh.
Evening at the Sanctuary was quiet,
misty, drowsy. It was warm, but we built a modest gratefire just for its
light. We sat before it letting conversation fall where it might, like
the proverbial chips. In the news of the world had
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been some thought-staggering announcements. A new power
had been liberated, exceeding anything heretofore known to science. Explosives
had in a few minutes of time wiped out two large enemy cities. Sandy refrained
from much comment. He had seen cities that had undergone bombardment. Reports
said that the destruction by the latest bombs was far more devastating
than what he had looked upon. It seemed incredible, even sickening to him.
"I suppose it must be done," he said soberly. "It may even be most merciful
and actually save lives. But it is sad that people cannot learn right living
without such terrible lessons."
The world press was full of guesses.
Some thought the war in Asia was near its end, some were convinced it was
not.
Sandy arose and walked to the window.
A belated moon was rising over the pine trees along the eastern shore of
our lake. It laid a path of shimmering gold through the waters.
"Know something?" asked Sandy.
"Not much--what are you thinking?"
I replied.
"That same moon is shining on Sanctuary
Lake. The moon knows where it is even if we don't. Just think, somewhere
away off in that wilderness that place is waiting for us. Right now
there are moose walking along its shores, wild geese nesting, and ducks,
and loon--and we aren't there!"
Giny and I groaned in sympathy.
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"Where's a map of Canada?" asked Sandy.
"Got one? Let's get it out and whip up some enthusiasm."
We found one and the enthusiasm followed.
We spread the map out before the fire, the flames giving us an uneven lighting.
We might have turned on a real light, but a map of canoe country never
shows up as well in any other illumination as by firelight. We lay upon
the floor, picking out loved spots in that canoe country. Our fingers and
pencils bumped into each other as we traced routes we had taken.
"There is Yum-Yum Lake," exclaimed
Sandy. "Remember the camp we had on the flat rock right near that portage
into Kahshahpiwi?"
"Yes, and I remember that portage
too, the toughest in the Quetico," I commented.
"Here is that little bass lake near
Lac La Croix. It had no name, but it was opposite our camp on this island.
Do you remember it?"
Did I remember it? It was filled with
fish, and while we have never made anyone believe the story, we actually
caught bass without a hook. We tied pieces of red flannel on the line,
and cast with a fly rod from shore. The bass struck so savagely and held
so determinedly we could lift them to shore.
"I never got anyone to believe that
either," said Sandy. "The fellows in the army just laugh and say, 'OK,
Paul Bunyan, how about your blue ox?'"
We reviewed campsites for a few minutes,
then began
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to speculate on where Sanctuary Lake might be. Maybe it
would be one of those unnamed ponds west of Sarah Lake, maybe in that cluster
north of Sioux Lookout, maybe east of Northern Light Lake, maybe north
of the Maligne River.
Sandy the Squoip had now shed all
semblance of military dignity. He was the carefree boy again. He rolled
on his back on the floor, and looked up dreamily.
"Aw, gee, can't we go?" he said. "We
could leave in the morning and be out in that woods by night"
"It would be grand!" said Giny.
"Marvelous!" said I.
"Oh-h-h-h-h," said Sandy, somewhat
after the pattern of Hi- Bub.
"Buddie probably couldn't stand it,"
I reminded the other two.
"And we haven't any gasoline," agreed
Giny.
"And no tires," said I.
"Oh-h-h-h-h!" groaned Sandy.
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XVII
CARROTS AND COMICS
OUR woodchuck family was quite well grown by the time
Sandy arrived. We had to look carefully to distinguish the young ones from
Link Sausage, the mother. Their youthful prankishness was already fading
and they were taking life more seriously. Each retained those individual
characteristics which identified it, however. Thuringer was more
quiet and aloof. He was generally found alone, depending little on his
mother for food or direction. While they made common use of certain of
their underground homes, on sort of an old homestead idea, Thuringer in
particular kept digging at his own cave dwelling far back in the brush.
Bratwurst was saucy but improving in disposition, Salami nervous and forever
on the move, Wiener increasingly shy and in fact seldom seen, while Patty
declined to grow up and remained somewhat tied to his mother's apron strings.
0. Bologna gained in stature and assumed importance. In size he looked
not a pound lighter than his mother.
Sandy had a lesson in woodchuck-ology
the second morning he was at the Sanctuary. He was treated to the
rare sight of seeing the six youngsters all at once, sitting in a huddle,
eating bread that Giny had contributed to them. They were all upright,
facing various directions,
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each with a bit of the food held in its front feet white
chewing went on at a mile-a-minute pace. "Looks like one of our old chow
lines," commented Sandy. "Only our GI's can eat faster than that"
Wiener was pointed out as he dashed
away several times, frightened at no one knows what. Thuringer sat sedately
at one side, chewing less hurriedly than the rest, but certainly getting
his share. Patty, looking worried and abused, sat beside big blustery 0.
Bologna. He always chose to be near the big smart alec, and it is hard
to know just why. He always got in trouble there. It wasn't long
until it happened again. 0. Bologna finished his piece of bread before
Patty had got well started into his. There was plenty more on the ground--but
no, 0. Bologna had to hit Patty with his front paws, bite him on the hack
of the neck and, while the little punching bag ran squealing away, the
big bully picked up the bread he had dropped and resumed his chewing. Typically
Patty came whimpering back, picked up another piece of bread and sat down
squarely beside 0. Hologna to eat it.
0. Bologna's real disposition was
revealed to Sandy a few minutes later. The bread had been consumed to the
last crust. The woodchucks were not satisfied and went nosing about picking
up the crumbs. Giny then contributed a handful of cabbage leaves. There
was a wild scramble as she opened the door. Six woodchucks disappeared
into the ground in no time flat. Sandy roared. "Just like our outfit when
a dive bomber showed up," he said.
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The ground hogs were not gone long,
however. Little brown noses were poking out of holes in the ground, looking
around to see how serious the situation was. And there, within sight and
scent, was a pile of cabbage leaves! Several of them came and began tasting
the next course of their dinner. It was much to their liking. Four
of them had arrived and stood with noses to the center of a little huddle,
chewing away at the cabbage, when up strutted 0. Bologna. He rose high
on his hind legs to see what it was that so attracted his brothers and
sister. Giving a scream, he dashed right into the middle of the huddle,
sending the other chucks scampering wildly in four directions. Thereupon
he picked up one cabbage leaf and sat down upon the others, and indulged
a solo banquet. Several chucks came close but not one got up to the food
again. "Nazi!" yelled Sandy at him, but 0. Bologna didn't mind what he
was called, just so long as he kept possession of the cabbage--which proves
that Sandy was right.
Our soldier had some plans that day,
but delayed with them until Hi-Bub showed up. While waiting for the
inevitable call of "peanut-th" Sandy worked at the old canoe. I heard him
singing and whistling as he worked. The very touch of the craft delighted
him. Several times I caught him standing back a few feet admiring it "Beautiful
lines! Beautiful lines!" he said. "Just see that graceful upturn at the
bow and stern, and that breadth of beam. And the old boy rests on the water
as lightly as a milkweed seed."
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Once he came walking past the cabin
windows with the canoe on his shoulders, portage style. He wasn't going
anywhere in particular, just wanted the feeling of carrying it around.
"I’m going to fix up that brace, if you don't mind," he called to me. "Buddie
groans a little when I lift him, but I believe he can take a lot of abuse
yet."
"OK, Sandy you Squoip," I answered.
"Do whatever
you want to, but don't get any dreams we can't carry
out."
When Hi-Bub arrived, rosy-cheeked
and short of breath from a hurried trip across the trail, Sandy stopped
his work on the canoe and took up his job with the boy.
"Got an idea," he said to the interested
Hi-Bub. “We're going to have some fun with that smart alec old 0. Bologna."
Sandy told in detail the woodchuck episode of the morning. "We'll give
that fellow something to think about, and see if he won't be a little kinder
to Patty and the others in the future."
"We thure will!" agreed Hi-Bub, bristling
with importance.
The two of them took a good-sized
carrot, tied it on a string, and hung it near the hole where 0. Bologna
was most often seen. Then they moved back some distance and waited to see
what would happen. There was an uneventful interval, which gave Hi-Bub
a chance to lisp out a yarn about some strange creature he had seen on
the trail while coming over. It seems that Bub didn't get a real good look
at the animal, so according to his own admission he might be wrong, but
it looked as if it had a horn
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in its nose. What color was it? Why, it wasn't
any color--it was big! How big? Bub looked around for something
to measure it by.
"Was it as big as a dog?" asked Sandy,
trying to be helpful.
"Oh-h-h-h, bigger'n 'at!"
"Maybe as big as two dogs," suggested
the soldier.
“Yeth,” agreed Bub.
"Did it have front feet?" asked Sandy,
getting more excited.
“Yeth!" Bub was getting stirred up
by his story too.
"And hind feet?"
“Yeth!"
"Did it have two eyes, or three?"
"Two!"
"And did it make a noise like this?”
Sandy sniffed violently.
“Yeth!" Bub was agreeing to everything
now.
"Did it run sort of like a fish?"
"Yeth!"
"Oh-oh! Hi-Bub1 you have seen
a whooperdoo!" said Sandy seriously. “Yesir, that was a Whooperdoo,
sure as you're born."
"It wuth?" Hi-Bub should never have
started such a thing with a GI. After dealing with the endless rumors
that circulate in military service, a soldier is a past master at imagination.
"It sure was!” affirmed Sandy. "Strange
thing about them, the young ones are larger than the parents. Bet this
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one you saw was only a few days old. Next year he will
grow so small you can hardly find him. He eats bubble berries, but never
swallows the seeds. . . ."
I don't know where this story would
have led if 0.

Bologna hadn't peeked out of the ground near the hanging
carrot that minute. I sighed with relief. Sandy looked relieved too. It
is hard to get such a yarn stopped once it is well started.
0. Bologna was giving us all plenty
to think about. He spied the carrot, which was about his own length
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from the ground and swinging slightly in the breeze. He
regarded the odd thing intently, an expression of amazement creeping over
his face. Had it been on the ground, where any self-respecting carrot is
supposed to be, he would have pounced upon it at once. But this was up
in the air where only leaves should grow. Cautiously he advanced toward
it, as if any step might spring a trap. The wind blew a bit harder, the
carrot gyrated on the string--and 0. Bologna made a crash dive for his
fox hole! Sandy laughed loud, slapping his knee with the hollow of his
hand. Bub slapped his too. Whatever Sandy did must be right!
Almost immediately 0. Bologna stuck
his head out again. Could he really have seen what he thought he saw? Was
there such a thing as a carrot that hangs up in the air and makes a pass
at a fellow when he goes near it? Yes, there it hung, and it was just a
few inches from his nose!
Now a woodchuck has a marvelous ability
to outwait and outstare almost anything. Many times when I have been trying
to make pictures of these little Sausages, I have seen them enter statuelike
poses and hold them for many minutes without batting an eye, until I have
deserted my purpose and given up with the promise to catch them some other
time 0. Bologna called forth this woodchuck talent to serve him in the
carrot problem now looking him in the face. He fixed his eyes on the puzzling
thing. His whole body became as inert as if it had been frozen. There
wasn't the twitch of a muscle or the bat of
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an eye. He reminded me of the rigid pointing of
a bird dog. He stayed at least a quarter of an hour in that position. We
laughed at him, and called to him, but he would not move. Perhaps he would
have spent the rest of the summer that way, if a blessed breeze hadn't
come along and set the carrot to dancing. 0 Bologna vanished. The move
was almost too quick for the eye. Hi-Bub described it pretty well.
Giny heard us laughing and called
out asking if 0. Bologna had run away.
"No!" said Hi-Bub, giggling, "he didn't
run, he's just gone."
That was it, the animal didn't seem
to run at all. One moment he was there and the next he wasn't.
0. Bologna apparently decided the
carrot conundrum was too great for him. Presently he ran past it
directly over to the back steps of the cabin. There his mother emerged
to meet him. Hi-Bub and Sandy insisted he had gone to tell hen about it,
and certainly it looked that way. He ran his nose up near her ear
as if whispering. When they were side by side the difference in their
sizes and expressions was obvious. 0. Bologna was still a youngster, his
mother still his guardian. Link Sausage looked over toward the curious
carrot. She licked her chops as she thought how it would taste.
Sandy told Bub her comments probably went something like this: "Don't you
worry about that thing, son. I never saw a carrot in my life I couldn't
handle. It does look sorta funny sailing round in the air like a butterly.
But I'll teach it a
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thing or two about scaring my child. Just stand
back and watch your maw!”
Well, "Maw" had a harder job before
her than she fancied. We had more laughs than we anticipated, too.
I felt concerned about Hi-Bub, he got to giggling so.
He climbed up in Sandy's lap so he could see better, which was a good excuse
anyway.
Link Sausage showed no timidity about
the crazy carrot. She walked over to it, reaching up with her front
feet. The wind was blowing moderately and carried it away.
She jumped after it, giving it a push. It got to swinging wildly,
finally making a circular motion with Link following, making frantic efforts
to catch it, but instead giving it little shoves that made it travel the
faster.
The wind gave it nudges too. Link became bewildered.
It was more than she had bargained for. The carrot
was circling her now in a great arc, while she turned round and round trying
to keep track of it. The aggravating thing was always behind her.
For just a moment she caught hold of it with her front feet and sank her
sharp teeth into it. She started to back away. The stubborn carrot would
not come along. She tugged and tugged, but the string wouldn't yield.
In the meantime, her problem became complicated. 0. Bologna came
up close, thinking the carrot would soon be down, hors de combat.
Patty appeared from somewhere and prepared to chisel in on the spoils.
The two of them got right in Link's way. Patty bumped into 0. Bologna,
and that started a fight. Link made a pass at her troublesome offspring
and lost her
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grip on the carrot, which promptly started on its circuitous
route again. Now she was mad. She made a run at 0. Bologna, chasing
him squealing into the ground. Then she gave Patty the same treatment.
With these troublesome "brats" out of the way, she returned to the carrot
now angry enough to pulverize it. The swinging had slowed down somewhat,
and she caught the tantalizing vegetable quickly. Ordinarily she would
have sat calmly nibbling at such a delectable bit of food, but not now.
Giving a little squeak of temper she bit the big carrot squarely in two;
half of it remained in the string, the other half rolled down the hill,
Link racing after it
Patty reappeared on the scene. Link
was gone, and O. Bologna still in the subterranean depths. The stage was
all Patty's and he put on an act that made us reach within ourselves to
bring out the last laughs we had left. Patty, runt that he was, got right
under the carrot and standing on tiptoes did his level best to reach it.
He was just about two inches short. He stretched and reached with all his
might, but he couldn't quite make it. I never saw anything else look so
funny, so awkward and so wholly pathetic as that little fellow did. He
would tire of his stretching, and sit on his haunches to rest, but his
eyes never left that carrot Then he would try all over again, his loose
hide drooping down in a comical way. Hi-Bub described the appearance very
well when he said, "He lookth like hith panth ith comin' off."
Giny couldn't stand to have Patty
teased any further. She brought out a big, long carrot as a consolation
prize.
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O. Bologna had returned, and when the new carrot was tossed
to the ground, he began chewing at one end while Patty chewed at the other.
The carrot was long enough to keep them separated for a few minutes--though
no longer.
Sandy finally got over his laughing
enough to say, "When you can have that much fun in this world with just
a carrot and a string and a woodchuck, how can nations ever find time to
waste in starting a war?"
It is a very good question at that!
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XVIII
WHEN SOUL SINGS
IT WAS August l4, 1945. The date made no difference to
our island animals. The red squirrels hustled about as usual, and the woodchucks'
social difficulties continued. Racket, the 'coon, plied about in full sight.
His coat was growing more beautiful and his step more steady. Ratzy-Watzy
endured some expert taunting by More-Mo. A mother robin led several teasing
youngsters about on the ground, giving them instruction in the art of locating,
extricating and gobbling down selected worms. But with Sandy, Giny and
myself there was seething, pulsing excitement that kept us disquieted.
Through the still day we watched and
listened into the distance. We had difficulty getting interested in anything.
We were waiting, our fears constantly in dash with our hopes. Hi-Bub did
not come over. He was kept home by his parents—waiting, waiting for the
same anxious reason we were. The terms for concluding the war in the Pacific
lay before the nations. While statesmen pondered, the world listened breathlessly.
Every heart had a tangible interest in what was to happen.
We have never permitted a radio at
the Sanctuary through the years. This was the only day we regretted that
policy. We had a high stake in the news. Already several
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boys near and dear to us were fighting in those far-off
islands. Sandy, the grand lad who now gave us happiness through his presence
at our cabin, would have to help win that war if it went on. We could feel
the strain the world lived under, and we wanted news as soon as news was
available.
The best we could do was arrange for
someone, a close friend who lived a few miles away, to come and tell us.
He was one of tremendous vocal power. His great. “War whoop" had echoed
on our shores before. On a still day or night it could be heard for
several miles. When the news came, if it were favorable, he was to come
down the lakes in his own canoe, "yelling his head off" If it were unfavorable,
he was to come in silence, and we would gather in a circle and steel ourselves
for more of the unwonted struggle of war.
It was one of those afternoons that
get caught on a hook and seem never to move an inch. The sun had passed
the zenith and we hoped it would move faster on the downhill side, but
it did not. One o'clock, two o'clock, three o'clock--each hour came and
settled down as if it meant to stay forever. Sandy worked at further repairs
on Buddie. Giny baked a layer cake to celebrate in case the news was good,
to console us if it were not. I milled about in my papers and made some
futile attempts at writing. But our attention was focused down the lakes,
in the direction from which news would come.
Some way or other the day reached
six P.M. At the pace it had traveled it was a wonder it ever got
there. The
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sun was near the horizon, and for a while looked as if
it didn't intend to go any farther. Still there was no news. Could our
friend have forgotten the arrangements? Not likely--he is not the kind
to forget. The news had not been announced yet, or he would be coming.
We ate dinner, a delicious one, but our appreciation was lacking.
As dusk settled softly on the forest,
we walked down to our campfire site and started a little blaze. We could
hear distant sounds better here than in the cabin. We listened so intently
the very silence seemed to roar. Our judgment of sounds was distorted.
"There! There he comes now," exclaimed
Giny as she detected a voice far off in the night. We listened anxiously.
It came again and was the call of the barred owl. We laughed a little,
joked a little, but there was no need to conceal the tension we were under.
Sandy was the least affected. He hid
his hopes behind a conviction that the war could not end this way. But
his conversation was spotted with remarks about friends who were in that
theater of operations, and gratitude for their safety if the fighting stopped.
So many creatures called that night,
it seemed they were deliberately taunting us. Two porcupines indulged argument,
and their voices dominated the silence for a few moments. A heron was feeding
back in a dark bay, and occasionally gave its harsh cry. Coyotes staged
a convention back in the forest, all talking at once. A raccoon trilled,
and a woodchuck whistled.
Then in a moment when our attention
had wavered
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came the sound for which we were listening. Far, far down
the lakes we heard a strong and distant "Wahoo." We were on our feet instantly.
"No doubt about that voice!" said
Giny excitedly. "He's coming, and he's coming ayelling!"
Sandy and I combined our efforts and
sent a powerful shout out into the darkness. "Wahoo," came the answer,
now a little closer. The word is not in the dictionary, and it never will
be, but that night it had greater meaning to us than the most chosen language.
It meant defeat of aggression and surrender of aggressors. It meant the
saving of thousands and thousands of our boys. It meant the return to normalcy
in living, the chance to think, work and plan in line with natural human
ideals. It meant the lifting of the burden of worry from the minds of those
who wait for the return of loved ones.
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Our messenger came on and landed, his
voice tired but his ardor undimmed. It was as our signal indicated. Japan
had surrendered! We threw our arms around each other and danced for joy.
"Let's have something to eat and lots
of it!" I exclaimed. "I paid no attention to my dinner, now I'm hungry.”
"Food! Let there be food!” agreed
our messenger.
“We want chow! We want chow!” Sandy
had begun a chant in which we all joined.
Giny was not to be carried away on
this enthusiasm. The moment had too deep a significance to her.
"All right," she said, "you shall
have your food. But there is something more important. We have some gratitude
to express. Will you join me?”
We did join her. Out in the starlight,
with our campfire sending shadows dancing up the trunks of trees, and all
nature bowing head with us we said in unison:
Our Father which art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread;
And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from
evil;
For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory,
forever.
Amen.
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XIX
A DREAM COMES TRUE
I AM often led to speculate on the evidence of divine
design there is even in the small events of our lives. My convictions in
the matter are stronger than my ability to express them. There are, of
course, false desires in which “Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask
amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." But when we keep our hearts
clean, living to the best of our ability the way we know beyond cavil to
be right, there is a certain element of prophecy in our desires, from the
least to the greatest of them. In the unfolding of spiritual character,
which is the great goal of all life's experiences, destiny often makes
use of things which human judgment may deem relatively unimportant.
The yearning we had to go in search
of our little Sanctuary Lake was of this nature. The desire wouldn't be
kept down. We had pushed it aside, presumably dismissing it because of
wartime conditions, gas rations, and the fact that our old canoe looked
unfit for the trip. But the idea simply would not take no for an
answer and kept teasing at us like a pampered child.
For the first several days after peace
news, we were occupied in an effort to comprehend what it meant. The change
was almost as startling and sudden as if guns had
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been shooting right there at the Sanctuary, and now had
ceased. Little did we realize how this war had woven itself into our lives,
influencing everything we did, thought and said. The change to peaceful
ways of living felt strange and highly challenging.
"Guess I'll be selling shoestrings
sooner than I thought I would," said Sandy with a laugh, but one could
feel that it wasn't all happiness back in his thought. A little of the
old self-doubt and feeling of being a misfit was in evidence.
Few will ever forget the way events
stampeded forth those momentous hours, each stepping on the heels of the
one preceding it. Troop movements were altered, some halted. Demobilization
plans were announced, and immediately begun. War contracts were canceled
at a bewildering rate.
Most startling to civilian habits
came the announcement that gas rationing was ended. It was hard to understand
the new liberty. We sat at luncheon one noon talking over the situation,
and I held in my hand a sheet of gas coupons. "How values change!" I was
remarking. "A week ago these things were more valuable to me than gold
notes. Now they aren't even good wastepaper!"
"They might serve a purpose at that,
if you save them." Sandy was thinking of civilian life. "Some day a year
from now when you think you have problems, take a look at them and they
will remind you of times that were worse."
Giny had the clearer, more unselfish
view, as Giny al-
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ways does. "It is so good that people can go places now,"
she was saying. "Everyone is tired and needing the refreshment of nature.
There can be trips into the country again, fishing trips, camping trips.
. . .”
She got no farther. Sandy jumped to
his feet, highly excited. "Did you hear what she said?" he demanded of
me. "She said people could go places; she said camping trips!
How about it?"
"How about what?" I asked, as if I
didn't know.
"Why, going in search of Sanctuary
Lake! We have the gas now. We have the time. We have the ambition. What
are we waiting for?" Sandy was gesticulating like a political orator.
"But what about Buddie? I doubt if
the old canoe can stand the trip," I argued against my own inclinations.
"I fixed the brace," said Sandy, and
he knew he was winning. “We'll take lots of patching material along and
make the trip on glue and varnish if we have to. It will just add pep to
the adventure."
"But our tires," Giny said weakly.
“Could we trust them?"
"They aren't really so bad." I came
to the defense now. “We can carry patches for them too!”
"But the animals," persisted Giny.
"They would leave the island if we did not help them out with food."
"I can get someone to come and feed
them," I continued.
We stood looking at each other in
a state of suspended animation for a moment unable to realize our freedom.
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We could go! The trip would have a little risk
to it, a little extra challenge--but we could go. I looked at Giny
and nodded a little "Yes." She looked at Sandy, and did the same. Sandy
nodded at me. In a moment our heads were bobbing up and down like those
agreeable Santa Claus toys that adorn Christmas counters.
"How soon?" asked Sandy.
"Tomorrow morning at dawn!" said I.
"Oh, we can't!" said Giny.
"But we can!" I insisted.
“Wa-ho-o-o-o!” yelled Sandy. "Lets
go! We leave for Sanctuary Lake at dawn. Get the lead out of your shoes!
Let's get going!"
And we "got going!" Have you ever
chopped into a half-decayed log, penetrated unwittingly into a nest of
ants and noted the explosion of energy and activity that results? Every
insect races about to go somewhere and do something in the quickest way
possible. The result is the wildest confusion. That was the way things
went at the Sanctuary. I don't know just how it could be done, but Sandy
said each of us started in three directions at once. Our soldier was assigned
to a final checkup on the canoe, paddles, yoke, and the assembling of the
all-important repair kit. Giny took from old letter files lists of the
supplies we had taken on previous trips into the canoe country. It was
well that we had such a list, for in the excitement we would have forgotten
many important items. But here was a record of how much of each item we
would need, so much per day per person.
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My task in this melee of preparation
was a pleasant one. I must get out the equipment--tents, packsacks, sleeping
bags, ax, fishing tackle, cooking and eating utensils. There were two tents:
one seven by nine foot made of oiled silk for Giny and me, and the other
a one-man size for Sandy, looking like a large canvas envelope. The Squoip
learned to love his little cloth cabin and affectionately called it his
"portable tunnel."
A true camper is sentimental about
his equipment. Articles that have known service in forest adventure take
on a value that cannot be explained in usual commercial ratings. I lifted
my old Duluth packsack, tested the strength of its buckles and straps.
No lady of fashion ever felt more adoration for a priceless fur coat than
did I for that stained, weathered, wrinkled old canvas sack. Across my
mind flashed memory of the far-off places we had been together. There was
my short-handled ax, in it some nicks from the rocks in the granite hills
of the canoe country. Next I picked up our black, misshapen frying pan,
with the folding handle. That precious old skillet! It had been in our
service longer than even Buddie the canoe. I fondled it, thinking of the
toothsome miracles it had produced of flapjacks, fried fish, and bacon
in hidden, silent campsites of the far north. Even now, it was destined
to produce more!
Within an hour the island had taken
on the look of a rummage sale. There were little stacks of equipment everywhere.
Sleeping bags were opened and spread in the sunshine for airing. Clothing
for the trip was hung
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out on lines. Cameras, binoculars, compasses, maps, etc.,
made separate little piles, the sum total of which was confusing to say
the least. Music was in the air. Giny sang as she worked at what seemed
to be an impossible task. Sandy whistled constantly while he groomed the
canoe, paddles and yoke. The canoe song, with its stirring swing, was the
favorite. Alternately I joined one or the other--whomever I happened to
be nearest.
Then came a damper on our enthusiasm.
It was a little damper, but it toned us down nevertheless.
"Peanut-th!" came a faint voice in
the distance, escaping our attention for a while because of our activity.
"Peanut-th--Th-tubby, Noothanth, I got peanut-th!"
Sandy brought Hi-Bub over to the topsy-turvy
island. The boy looked at the preparations with unconcealed dismay.
"We are going to Canada, Hi-Bub,"
I said in answer to the question written in his attitude. "We are leaving
at dawn for a canoe trip."
"A canoe trip?" he repeated, his lips
hardly moving.
"Yes, a canoe trip, We will be gone
about a month. Won't that be fun?"
Bub didn't answer at first. He just
stood staring at us, a question in his eyes.
"I never wuth on a canoe trip," he
said soberly in the same tones used when he announced he had never been
in a tent--and for the same promotional purpose.
“You will be--someday, Hi-Bub," I
added with an
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attempt at light-heartedness, "when you grow a little
stronger, and those shoulders are a little broader. We'll take you up there."
"I'm thorta thtrong now," persisted
Hi-Bub, but his hope was not high and his lip trembled. I knew not what
to say, and a difficult silence resulted. Sandy came up to us, took in
the situation but didn't know what to say either. We hadn't realized that
our joy was somewhat at the expense of our lisping young friend. His visits
to the island had become his life and his world. Now his happiness was
falling in ashes about him. No use to minimize the hurt. To his little
heart this was about the worst thing that could happen right then.
"But, Hi-Bub," I was saying, feeling
that my words were futile, "we can't take you. We are going way back in
the wilderness, farther than the jungle. We have to carry loads that you
can't lift. Why, the canoe might even tip over.
"I can thwim," whispered Hi-Bub, his
voice almost gone.
"Yes, I know, but your mother and
daddy wouldn't let you go. You will grow up fast now, and it won't be long
before we can take you."
"Sure!" said Sandy in his best he-man,
hero-soldier voice. "Sure, Hi-Bub will be all right!"
The sergeant knelt down beside the
boy. "You aren't going to cry. You are going to be a man!"
Hi-Bub didn't want to be a man that
minute. He wanted to be a nine-year-old boy. He broke away from Sandy's
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arms and avoided mine. For a moment he looked around pathetically.
He was so alone in the world. His lips quivered and a big tear coursed
down his cheek. Then he discovered Giny, who was just coming out of the
cabin to see what was going on. With a little gasp he ran and threw himself
in her arms, and gave way to tears without reserve. This again is the right
of childhood, to wash away its pains in its own tears in the understanding
embrace of motherhood. Sandy and I looked at the two before us, feeling
ourselves to be helpless, awkward brutes. This called for greater skill
than any we possessed. The way Giny held our young pal, smootbed back his
hair, and whispered just the right words in his car was the sacred talent
which no man can imitate.
For a moment we exchanged whispers.
Could we take the little fellow? Surely his happy face and boyish enthusiasm
would add much to any camp. There would not be room in one canoe, but we
could rent another. However, the idea was unwise. This was not an adventure
suited to his years. His parents would know that, and whatever we decided,
their wisdom would never permit him to go. So we dismissed the thought.
Besides, Giny had found something that was really halting the flow of tears.
"Do you know what we want you to do?"
she asked, in a manner that foretold a very important announcement.
Hi-Bub didn't.
"We want you to come here and feed
the squirrels, the woodchucks, and little Racket. Your daddy could bring
you down fishing once in a while, and you could feed our
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pets. They are going to be lonesome and hungry. Would
you do that?"
So an agreement was reached that Hi-Bub
was to be custodian of the Sanctuary during our absence. The idea dried
up tears, but it didn't entirely lift the gloom of his disappointment.
He still watched our packing with longing in his big wide eyes, and once
in a while I heard a little sniff as some stubborn tear refused to be kept
back.
We showed Hi-Bub where we kept reserve
food for the animals. There was a good supply of those invaluable fox biscuits,
a concentrated product containing about everything needed in the diet of
our creatures. There were peanuts galore, so all he had to do was land
on the island and put out prescribed quantities of these supplies. It would
be fun, at that, when this first hurt was healed by time, to feel the importance
of being responsible for these animals.
Hi-Bub was taken home in a final ride
in Buddie. Sandy and I escorted him, and Giny bade him goodby as we left.
He was silent during the journey. At his pier we talked with his parents
and they approved of the arrangements we had made. His daddy would bring
him back every day or so.
Then we said good-by and began paddling
away. Sandy and I wished we might be nine for just a few moments. The tug
at our heart strings was strong, and we wished we didn't have to be men
and hold back tears. We could have taken some mothering ourselves right
then. Hi-Bub wasn't just an impetuous youngster teasing to do some-
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thing he had no right to do. He loved the forest, and
his little heart honestly yearned for adventure. We looked back and waved
as he stood watching after us. We called to him, but there was no answer.
His voice was gone again. When we were almost out of sight we saw his daddy
pick him up and carry him toward their cabin. I fear there was another
tear session for a mother to heal.
“I hadn't realized how that tiny fellow
had got under my skin," said Sandy breaking the silence in which we had
been paddling. "I almost wish we were not going."
But childhood has another quality
which we really should never surrender. It clings to no yesterdays. This
is additional evidence why we must be as little children before we can
enter the kingdom of heaven. It was enough for Hi-Bub that he had known
a day of heaviness. It could not mar the joy of the many interesting tomorrows
which were coming. He arose to the occasion. The island animals never had
such thorough attention before. Every need was met, with something extra
thrown in. His work was the most important thing at his home. Daddy co-operated,
and insisted that he had as good a time doing it as did Hi-Bub--but I suspect
that he was often inconvenienced. Anyway, Hi-Bub grew his smile again,
and his laugh that begins with a whe-e-e-e and ends with a hick
was heard almost daily on our island.
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THRESHOLD OF THE WILDERNESS
GINY, Sandy and I stood looking out over the island-dotted
vastness of Basswood Lake. Behind us lay a long trail which we had covered
at good speed. With Buddie strapped on a canoe carrier atop our car, we
had driven from our home over miles of pine-fringed roads to Ely, Minnesota.
From there we had gone on a few miles farther to the little border town
of Winton, populated mostly by Finnish lumberjacks. This was the end of
the road in a northerly direction. Beyond was the land designed for canoe
travel. A few hours were spent about the two towns while we gathered in
the last of our supplies, and talked with Indians, guides and old-timers,
seeking any information that might lead us toward the wilderness lake of
which we dreamed. There were some suggestions, but nothing definite. However,
on both the Canadian and American sides of the border there were areas
suggested in which little lakes could be found which were seldom if ever
visited by travelers.
Bearing the good wishes, whispered
hints and instructions of those who knew us and came to see us off, we
left Winton by launch, towing Buddie behind. This was the way to put the
close-in distance back of us most rapidly. We noted Buddie's actions as
it trailed along back of that
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launch, riding the wake. It actually looked joyful, even
frivolous, as it skimmed over the waves. The boatman remarked how splendidly
our little craft behaved. "It's built right," he commented, and we smiled
with pride at the praise of our canoe.
At the end of Falls Lake we were motored
over a five-mile portage and deposited, luggage, canoe and all on the spacious
shores of Basswood. Here another launch was to have taken us the length
of the great lake to give us a start into the wilderness. But this launch
was patiently awaiting a vital part which had been sent to the factory
for repair. Hence, it was here that our paddling was to begin.
I am not sure who was most affected
by the imposing grandeur of Basswood Lake--Giny, Sandy or I.
"Oh, boy! There it is!" said Sandy,
stretching his arms high as if waving a greeting to this wilderness he
knew and loved so well. "Good old Basswood! It hasn't lost an island. And
I know them all!" No, Basswood hadn't lost an island. All six hundred of
them were out in those clear, cold waters, and doubtless Sandy did know
them all.
"Oh, lovely!" Giny whispered. Our
honeymoon had been spent in that country, endearing it to both of us.
There was a background to my enthusiasm
in which neither of the other two shared, however. In my childhood, when
my nature adventures were limited to an Illinois farm and camping on slow
flowing Midwest rivers, this region had gripped my imagination. Rainy Lake,
Basswood Lake, Lac La Croix and that great area beyond
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the border called Hunter's Island--what food for childish
fancy! This was the land of the voyageurs, the intrepid canoemen who had
sung, paddled, portaged and battled their way back into this wilderness,
carrying on the fur trade long before our nation had earned its stars and
stripes. Before my tongue could pronounce voyageur, I had prevailed
upon my mother to repeat it often for me, for the very sound of the word
embodied the carefree, tearless, stalwart character of those men. In fancy
I went in their birchbark bateaux. I heard their shouts and their shots.
I listened to their songs, set to the rhythm of their strong paddling.
I dreamed myself into their rough camps, listened to their coarse, unrestrained
laughter, looked upon their fights. I saw bands of Indians--Sioux, Ojibwa,
Cree--come to trade, offering skins in
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exchange for trinkets. To my childish thought theirs was
the ideal world in which all was unending romance--a word defined by a
voyageur as being "beauty mixed with danger."
A dozen times I had stood at this
very point, heading into that wilderness. It was as fresh and thrilling
to me now as if this were the first. My voyageurs had sailed among those
very islands. Their great canoes, sometimes as much as forty feet in length,
had dashed along, each propelled by a dozen skilled paddlers, among the
islands upon which we now gazed. On those islands were little bronze posts
which at the same time marked the ancient route of the canoe men and set
forth the border of the United States and Canada.
"It isn't so much what you see, as
what you know is there," Sandy began saying, breaking into my thoughts.
"You can't see any more of the wilderness here than we could back at the
Sanctuary. But you know that beyond those distant shores are no roads,
no towns, no cabins. That makes what you see look even lovelier."
He was right, but I didn't understand
how he could talk at a time like that. I just wanted to stand and look
and think. There is a feeling comes upon such an occasion which has been
described as "having butterflies in your tummy." I knew there were no moths
fluttering about in my innards, but it certainly felt like it--and they
could have been about the size of crows from the sensation.
Our mood was broken into when an old
Indian guide came walking down the trail. We recognized him as
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"Indian Joe," well known to travelers of the canoe country.
His stride was slow and measured, the pace of woods dwellers; his eyes
squinted with the habit of looking long distances, and his bronze face
was wrinkled by years. He paused to inspect our stack of luggage. The canoe,
which was still overturned on the shore, drew his approval, and he ran
his hand over the hull, touching and testing spots where repairs had been
made.
"Good!" he said.
I nodded but did not answer. Woodsmen
shy at overanxious conversation. Press them, and they close up like the
proverbial clam. They must enter talk at the pace and time of their own
choosing. I waited, pretending not to be greatly concerned about our visitor,
though I wanted to pry into his thoughts and experiences.
The old Indian looked at our packsacks
again. He shook his head critically. I knew what was coming. In canoe travel,
each one has his own notions about necessities. One will prefer to go extremely
light. Another strives for comforts, even luxuries, and takes along loads
of supplies. Often the latter works himself almost to exhaustion carrying
the things that he thinks make for comfort. Guides of the region like to
tell tales of "tenderfeet" who try to carry along mattresses, crates of
eggs, bushels of oranges, and of the classic instance of the party that
brought along piano rollers to roll their loaded canoe over portages! My
preferences put me somewhere in the middle. I do not travel as light as
some, but certainly not as heavy as others. However, I take much more than
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would be in the plans of this Indian who stood before
us.
"How long you stay?" he asked.
"'Bout a month," I said, trying to
be casual.
"Humph--thought you never come back!"
He broke into a narrow smile, designed to indicate humor in his remark.
Then his face sobered again.
I said something about taking pictures
and needing lots of equipment, but my explanation made no impression upon
him. Taking too much equipment is more than just a personal choice in the
view of such a man. It violates some sacred frontier laws. No one has any
right to be comfortable in canoe travel, or to eat more than barest necessity.
There is little room for fussy tastes, none for luxury.
"What this?" Indian Joe asked, delivering
a kick that was entirely too strong to a certain case on the ground.
"That is a guitar," I said, feeling
terribly guilty about something or other. Perhaps I should have added,
“Now, my friend, I am going to carry this. You will never have to lift
it once. It is all my job, my muscles, my business. I know that is too
much duffel, but it only concerns me. Now please let it and me alone.”
I couldn't! There is no such thing as your own business in that country.
Wilderness travel was this man's life. He knew how it should be done. Maybe
he wouldn't turn me over to international courts for violation, but he
could make me feel my utter degradation at what I had done.
"You play?" he asked, looking at me
from under knit eyebrows.
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"Yes."
His expression never changed and he
delivered a milder kick to the instrument in question. How could I tell
him that no campfire is complete without guitar music? How could I tell
him that we didn't travel just to go to some spot in the fastest time,
that we looked upon the whole adventure as the object of going. It was
as important to have guitar music as food, though surely he wouldn't even
have listened to that thought.
I wondered what my punishment would
be. It was not long in coming. Slowly the Indian began telling a story,
in short staccato sentences. Giny and Sandy drew close to listen. His son,
it seems, had gone out on a month's trip over a trap line in the dead of
the previous winter. He had frozen his feet, after having gone through
the ice in a shallow stream. And the reason he had frozen his feet--this
was the point that was to impress us--was that he did not have an extra
pair of socks along. "An' I tole him it serve him right!" said the old
Indian, with paternal authority. "I tole him when he go out for month in
winter he otta take extra pair of socks!"
The old Indian walked away, leaving
us to ponder the story and apply its moral to the pile of luggage which,
under the circumstances, looked mountainous.
Butterflies were fluttering more furiously
within us when we began to pack the canoe. We had spread our too abundant
luggage about, the tents at one place, the cameras at another, the packsacks
at another. It is necessary to do
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a carefully planned job at first, until things finally
settle into their places.
"Let's not forget anything on this
trip," I cautioned, afraid of my own butterflies. "We're sort of excited,
you know. We'll need everything we have, whether that Indian thinks so
or not. Suppose Giny check on the camera equipment each place, Sandy be
responsible for the packsacks and sleeping bags. I'll look after the tents
and small articles. At every portage, each one will check up on his own
articles."
Fine idea, they agreed. "I'm watching
this pack day and night!" said Sandy, indicating the heaviest of the outfit.
We shared his concern about that one. In it was a twelve-pound slab of
hickory-smoked bacon! Bacon was very scarce in those days, but a camping
trip without it was inconceivable. This we had obtained from a farmer who
smokes his own meats. Sandy stooped over to smell the smoke scent which
made its way even through wrappings and packsack. "oh, boy!" he said with
an out-of-this-world expression. "That is sweeter perfume than roses, lilies
and arbutus combined! It would take the Russian Army to get that away from
me!" A few days later came an event that caused us to recall that remark.
We were under way now. Much of the
day was already gone, and we wanted to reach a certain island in the eastern
end of Basswood as a campsite that night. Sandy pulled bow paddle, I was
at the stern. I had to caution him about his paddle. He pulled on it so
hard I could see it bend. Then Giny and I saw him do something that made
us both
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laugh. We were far out in the lake now, where the water
was deep and clean. After a stroke, Sandy raised the blade of his paddle
over his head. As the water ran down, he put the edge of the blade in his
mouth, and drank several swallows. It was his old stunt of drinking on
the lakes, and it warmed our hearts to see it. Sandy was in his wilderness
again, and getting more at home every moment.
Our pace quickened. We were still
far from our home of the night. A stop must be made at a Canadian Ranger
station to obtain the necessary permit for travel. In the southwest a cloud
was rising in a threatening manner. Lightening was playing about
its caverns and its loose fringes indicated it was riding on a strong wind.
It promised the kind of weather one does not wish to face in a canoe.
I always liked to watch Sandy when
there was a real canoeing test at hand. He loved a challenge.
His smile broadened and his eyes danced. He buried his paddle to the end
of the blade, his body entering into each stroke, his long arms working
tirelessly, while we could feel the canoe lurch forward before his strength.
We reached our island camp in plenty
of time--at least, we thought we did. Sandy and I both remembered every
detail about the campsite, an old log which was used as a bench, a rock
that served as a table, a level spot for the tents. The first drops of
rain were falling as we landed. We were doing all right, but we had to
act quickly. The first thing we had to do was put up the tents
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so we could get our equipment out of the weather
"Bring up the tents, while I cut some
poles," I called
to Sandy. Giny covered the camera equipment with our
raincoats.
"You must have taken them," called
Sandy, as he looked among our baggage.
"Taken what?"
"The tents."
"No, I haven't seen them."
"Neither have I," said Giny.
Then came one of those awful realizations
that leave one in a state of absolute helplessness.
"We forgot the tents!" I said. "They
are back on that far shore."
"What do you mean, we forgot
them!" exclaimed Sandy, holding his head in horror. "That was your department,
you forgot them."
He was right. It was my fault, and
mine only. "But it makes no difference where the responsibility rests,"
I argued. "I may have forgotten them, but we are all going to get wet.
Come on, Sandy, you know the old canoe stunt."
He and Giny told me plenty about my
carelessness, but they did it on the run. Rain was really coming down.
We lifted good old Buddie over to a level spot. Once more the canoe was
to serve us. It had that way of fitting into almost any circumstance. We
turned it over and placed the most valuable parts of our equipment under
the ends. Packsacks were waterproof anyway, so we made sure they
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were closed tightly and then left them out. The storm
broke with unexpected fury. In a few moments whitecaps were racing through
the lake. Rain came down in torrents. Giny, Sandy and I crawled under the
canoe. We stayed fairly dry, despite the great downpour. Occasionally a
little stream of water would flow under the canoe, causing us some discomfort,
but in general we were protected. The rain fairly roared on the hull. I
was glad, for it made conversation impossible. I knew the ribbing I would
take from both Giny and Sandy for my forgetfulness.
That kind of a storm seldom lasts long.
This one blew itself out quickly, and as the sun went down there was a
great calm over the region. We began cooking dinner and making plans. It
was of no use to attempt a trip back for the tents that night. We could
sleep in the sleeping bags, and tomorrow make the round trip. It would
delay us one full day, but that made no difference now; we were in our
canoe country.
Evening carne, and with it a campfire.
Mosquitoes made themselves felt to some extent, but they are relatively
scarce in August, so we ignored them. The much criticized guitar was brought
into play and we worked through our repertoire of campfire songs. Our Sanctuary
Lake song was repeated several times. There was life to its words now.
In the midst of it Sandy's sharp eyes caught sight of something out on
the dark waters. "It's a canoe," he said. "Coming this way, too."
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The craft was moving along
rapidly under expert handling. It came directly to the shore near the campfire,
and we recognized one of the two men in it as being our old Indian. The
other was his son, we learned--the one who went camping for a month in
the winter without a change of socks!
"You take what you no need!" said
the old Indian. "You no take what you do need. Why you leave him?"
He held up our two tents for us. He
brushed aside our gush of gratitude with some more criticism of our equipment,
and then said, "You play?"
We continued our campfire music, the
two visitors sitting in silence and so stoically that it was impossible
to tell whether they liked what they heard or not. Then we talked with
them about the country, the pictures we were making and the little lake
we hoped to find. I asked Indian Joe if he knew of such a wild spot.
"No!" That was all he said. He stared
into the fire in silence for some time, and then arose to go. Our offer
of pay for his thoughtfulness and trouble in bringing the tents was accepted
with a grunt. As he was about to leave he walked over to the guitar, now
returned to its case. I feared another kick was coming, but he reached
down with his hand and patted it the way he had Buddie and said, "Good!"
When they were drawing away from the
island into the night, he had to take one last shot at me. "In all my life,"
he said with meaning, "you first man I see who go camp and forget tent!"
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XXI
CHALLENGE IN THE WILDERNESS
In SPITE of Indian Joe's thoughtful efforts in bringing
our tents to us that first night, we did not use them. The night was bristling
with wonders from which we did not want to be shut off, not even by the
thickness of a canvas. The air had been washed clean by the storm. Stars
sparkled dazzlingly. Along the serrated treetops of the distant shore,
the brilliant star Capella crept, flashing alternately its red, green and
blue-white as if semaphoring a message of hope and happiness.
Sometimes we forget in our habits
of living that insulation works both ways. The fine structure of homes
that keeps out weather and temperature, keeps us in as well. Seldom can
we think beyond our walls. The seething, natural world of winds and wild
ways is pictured as a kind of enemy against which we must fortify ourselves.
The thicker the walls the greater our protection--but the deeper our confinement.
One is nearer to nature in a house than in a great hotel. The separation
is thinner still in a tent, where only a layer of cloth lies between us
and the universe. Thought can filter through the warp and woof of the canvas
and mingle with trees and stars. Sounds can come in. We get within speaking
distance of nature in a tent. However the feeling that we are "a
part
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of all our eyes behold" really comes when all invented
dwellings are thrust aside, and we sleep under the star-studded canopy
of heaven. The greatest comfort mingled with the greatest volume of natural
beauty, to my thought, is a night in a sleeping bag in the wilderness area
of the north. Of course, it must be the right kind of night. I am not so
hardy that weather and mosquitoes make no difference. Either one can drive
me into a tent. But when it is cool, or even cold, and the insect pests
are at a minimum, I love to spread my sleeping bag near the fading embers
of a campfire, watch the night halfway through and dream it the rest of
the way.
Our first night, spent on that little
island in Basswood Lake, was the right kind for tentless sleeping. Sandy,
so happy that he was silly, took his sleeping bag to the top of a little
hill--said he wanted to play with the stars. Several times we went through
the Squoip routine, much to Giny's discomfort. I asked Sandy if
he would be able to sleep in the spot he had chosen. His bed was spread
on a rock, and there were humps and bumps beneath him that suggested anything
but comfort.
"After the places I have slept, this
is like an innerspring mattress," said the soldier. "Besides, I want something
to keep me awake for awhile. I want to be sure I am not dreaming."
Giny and I spread our sleeping bags
near the fire. We thought we would stay awake, too, listening to the wilderness
night and watching the parade in the heavens. But solitude has an anesthesia
all its own. Then, too, star dust
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gets in your eyes. I thought I was watching every act
of this great nocturnal drama; something happened just as I saw the last
flame flicker out in our campfire, and the next thing I saw was the blush
of dawn in the cast.
There are two firsts that are deeply
important on a canoe trip--the first dawn, and the first long portage!
The dawn was glorious. Already color
was mounting in the sky as I slipped out of my sleeping bag and dressed.
It was cold, but my northwoods clothing was adequate. I walked down to
the water's edge. Buddie, the canoe, lay near the shore. It creaked a little
as I touched it affectionately. "Buddie, old boy, we're here!" I whispered.
"We are in our canoe country again!" The old craft was in its element.
It seemed as native to these surroundings as the island and the trees.
Here was the old feeling, the companionship, the mutual trust and dependability
that make the relationship of a canoeist to his canoe a special kind of
friendship. I knew not what problems were before us, but I felt that old
canoe, even with its scars of service, was equal to it. And there it lay
on the shore, like a bit of visible poetry, adding beauty to the dawn,
and giving assurance to the day.
"Beautiful, isn't it?" came a whisper
behind me. There stood Sandy, beaming like a full moon.
"When did you get up?" I asked.
"Been up. Been all over the island.
I am commencing to believe it--we're up here!" And Sandy looked at the
growing dawn as if he would like to eat it up.
Sandy suggested a little canoe trip
around the island,
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but I bade him go alone for there was something else I
wanted to do. I worked my way through shore-line brush, seeking something
memory spoke of faintly. It was down near the eastern tip of the island,
as I recalled, when years before I had landed on this spot for a short
stay. Dawn was brightening somewhat now, and I could see my way. I came
to a spot that looked much like what my memory pictured. There was a long
flat rock reading down to the water. A tall white pine that looked familiar
stood at one side. I walked a bit beyond the tree, quite confident now.
I stumbled upon the object I was seeking even before I saw it in the dim
light. There was the bronze peg, cemented in the rock, set square
with the world, marker of the international boundary. Through the center
of this peg ran the line which at the same time separated and yet held
together Canada and the United States, a border three thousand miles in
length which needed no fortress. I looked toward the east and could see
where Basswood Lake narrows down to a simple channel. The boundary line
would run through the center of those waters. A short distance beyond that
which my eyes could cover would be Prairie Portage. I stood squarely astride
the old route of the voyageurs, then. Prairie Portage was known to them
as White Wood Portage, Basswood Lake as White Wood Lake, the name commonly
in use then for the Basswood tree. Prairie Portage had been an early camping
ground. Doubtless overflows of those travelers had used the very island
we were on. For there were many coming and going through
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these waters in those early days. In the early 1800's
there were more people entering that region than now.
It did not take much imagination to
visualize canoe fleets of voyageurs coming out of the misty dawn. The silence
aided the suggestion, and voices of the woods completed the illusion. Just
beyond sight could be those carefree, happy, courageous men, a peculiar
breed, a nation in themselves. There were debonair Frenchmen, intrepid
Englishmen, coonskin-capped frontiersmen, Spaniards, Scandinavians, half-breeds,
Indians--all voyageurs infected with the very spirit of the wilderness.
These men loved the dawn. Like the
character in Jack London's book, they detested "burning daylight." Dawn
was the time to travel, before the winds blew strong and made travel difficult
and dangerous. Their campfires were lighted and their camps struck while
darkness still gripped the wilderness. They were notoriously happy. Their
strength was prodigious. How they gloried in the way they could make a
canoe lunge forward and in the great loads they could carry over portages.
They were a singing nation. In every gathering someone could be found to
play the violin. Songs were sung for the sake of singing. Their carefree
hearts must be heard. No doubt the shores of the island on which I now
stood, looking and listening into the solitude of dawn, had echoed with
their voices. What a sight it would have been to look upon a fleet of their
frail birchbark crafts starting out at a time like this, darting through
the morning mists, the hardy men stroking to a fast rhythm, laughing, singing,
shouting. Had we been
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there to listen we might have recognized the commanding
voice of Alexander Henry the Elder, who had barely escaped the massacre
at Fort Mackinac in 1763. These very shores had heard the call of Alexander
Mackenzie, Pierre Gaultier, and David Thompson, whose strength, honor,
fairness in trading, and Christian character were proverbial in those early
days.
It is one of the virtues of dawn that
it furnishes such an ideal environment for dreams. Beyond the mists, anything
might be true. As the color mounted into the sky and grosbeaks, white-throated
sparrows and robins broke into song. I felt the world about me bulging
with romance. I could feel the very presence of those characters who had
gripped my imagination so firmly since childhood. If I had been let alone
I might have solidified some of my dreams. In fact, it seemed as if I had
accomplished this. Out of the mists came a real, live, solid canoe, gliding
silently along the shore!
For a moment I stared at it in wonderment
It looked like a birch canoe. The lone occupant was tall, strongly built--like
a voyageur--and his skill with the paddle was obvious. Had I dreamed a
little too hard, and carried myself into a state where my fancies came
true? But a voice, coming from the canoe, burst this bubble irreparably.
"Say, I have eaten all the poetry
I can digest for now. How about a little plain old bacon?"
A plague on you, Sandy! Who wants
to exchange dreams for reality? Why couldn't you have been one of
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my voyageurs, and gone sailing by from one dream horizon
to another?
But Sandy was insistent "Come on there,
fellow, I mean it. I want chow!"
He wasn't alone. Back in the distance
I could hear Giny's voice talking along the same line. So I chased my voyageurs
away to the eighteenth century and went about the business of building
fires, brewing coffee, flipping flapjacks, and broiling bacon. I discovered
a little food didn't go bad with me either.
After dawn, Basswood Lake was not a
very good place to dream. The evidence of modern trends was too prominent.
Launches were passing our island as we packed up. Outboard motorboats plied
back and forth with crews of fishermen.
Perhaps I am a crank on the subject,
but the sound of motors spoils woods atmosphere for me, though I know they
are here to stay and that any objection to them is futile. One of the precious
qualities we hoped for at Sanctuary Lake would be no motors. While a motor
growls, it is useless for a bird to sing, a squirrel to chatter, a coyote
to cry, for no one can hear them anyway.
As Sandy and Giny share my sentiments
in this matter, we made haste to break camp and move deeper into the woods.
Beyond the first long portage we would be reasonably free from these
annoyances.
We made a short portage that landed
us in beautiful Sunday Lake. We paddled to Whispering Rapids, where
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a little voicy stream carries the waters of Sunday in
small quantities into Burke Lake. Here we had camped several times in years
past. The fireplace we once had built of rough stones was there, so was
the old log on which we sat before campfires, and the crude little kitchen
table where once upon a time I had spilled a can of syrup into a packsack!
Next we reached the long portage.
From the far eastern end of Sunday Lake it threads a serpentine course
for a mile through highlands and lowlands, over rocks and across swamps,
until at last it comes out on Meadow Lake. This trail is a test of any
man's endurance, as well as of his enthusiasm for canoe travel. The wilderness
seems to have placed it there to turn back the half-hearted. Many there
are who enter this country with enthusiasm and progress in great joy until
they face this portage. Under sweat and strain of this long carry they
feel a sudden yearning for the land of taxicabs, elevators, thick mattresses
and luxurious chairs. But if one is so constituted that he can endure and
really like the aching shoulders this trail produces; if he can walk over
slippery logs and stones, taking the occasional fall which comes his way
without losing his disposition; if he can love calling forth the last bit
of his strength to climb the final hill, and laugh at the rivers of perspiration
that flow down his face and his back; if he can work harder at having a
good time than he ever would at making a living, and stand as Sandy did
at the far end of the trail, forgetting that the canoe was still on his
shoulders, captivated by the beauty of Meadow
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Lake--then he is a voyageur and the wilderness takes him
into its family!
Giny and I marveled at Sandy. He was
aglow with joyous energy when he faced the Sunday-Meadow portage. He knew
every foot of it. His eyes flashed as we landed and made our equipment
ready for carrying. We must make two complete trips across the trail in
order to transport our baggage, a fact that had been seen as disgraceful
by old Indian Joe. Sandy seized upon the largest packsack and the canoe.
When I objected he was a bit offended. "I've been promising myself this
pleasure ever since I left Italy," he declared. "Don't stop me now."
Nothing could stop him. He
shouldered his load and started out as lightly as if he were carrying a
May basket. Down the trail he went, still with breath enough to be
singing, "Up along the north horizon, where Aurora's spirits play, there's
a lake that rests in solitude, and the wildwood chants its lay." We did
not catch up with him until we reached Meadow Lake. There he stood, his
selected burdens still on his shoulders, while he looked at the wild shores
of the little wilderness lake before him.
"Sandy!" I said, using some of my
little bit of remaining breath for laughter. "Why don't you put those things
down?"
"Oh, I forgot," said Sandy, unburdening
himself.
He suggested that we strike camp right
there. He said he remembered something about Meadow Lake. Sandy’s memory
proved to be good. While we made our tents ready he put out in the canoe,
his fly rod in hand. In fifteen
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minutes he was back with a nice string of smallmouthed
bass sufficient for our dinner!
It was a campfire rich in significance
that night. We were really in wilderness now. From here on we could actually
search for Sanctuary Lake. We stretched our linen map on the ground and
looked at it in the light of

flickering flames. Sandy was talking. “We'll climb the
hills along the shores of Agnes Lake," he said. "You can see miles from
there. Maybe we can spot something. Once I got lost in that east arm of
Agnes, in those ponds beyond Lake Fouquier. Went up an old dry stream
bed and came to a long narrow lake. It looked grand. Wonder if I can find
it again."
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Our circle grew quiet after a while.
We sat looking into the fire for many minutes, each entertaining his own
thoughts. Presently it was time for talk again. There is a rhythm to such
things. We remarked how fine it was that we tolerated one another's silence.
"If you two approve, I suggest that
we tell what we were thinking during that period," I said.
Giny had been thinking of Hi-Bub,
wishing that he might be here. She had been reviewing his interest in nature
and realizing what it meant in his future happiness. Then she had thought
of some of the youngsters we had seen in our travels, little fellows who
know nothing but city dirt, city hardness and frustration. She was wishing
that more of them could dip into this world of the wilderness.
My thoughts had been prying into the
origin of sounds that came floating on the stilt night air. Some heavy
creature swam the narrow width of Meadow Lake, several hundred yards beyond
us. Back of us I could hear the rhythmic chewing of a porcupine. There
was a cricket calling. In the air about us was the hum of gnats, hanging
in clouds a few feet from the ground, a sight that is often thought to
be mosquitoes until one learns better. There was the inevitable call of
a loon. Surely no wilderness lake would be complete without one.
"And what were you thinking Sandy,
you Squoip?" I said to the soldier.
"I was just thanking God that shell
didn't get me at Salerno, so I could see this again.
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XXII
BEAUTY AND A BEAST
THE next day we moved across a short portage into Agnes
Lake. Every modern voyageur probably has a lake he terms "the most beautiful
of them all." Lake Agnes certainly bids for that title. It is a long, narrow,
deep and clear lake. The shores are mountainous in character. At one place
we ran the nose of our canoe against a wall that rose two hundred feet
sheer from the water's edge, yet thirty feet from this wall the water was
one hundred fifty feet deep. Lake Agnes is not as remote and wild as some
of the regional lakes, nor is it on the main route used by the early voyageurs,
though it is certain that those inquisitive and adventure-minded men often
looked on its lovely shores. Today many canoe parties pass through its
rugged grandeur.
Our camp was pitched near the foot
of tumbling, singing Louisa Falls. Here the waters of Lake Louisa, the
clearest that I know, plunge joyously a hundred feet into the waiting arms
of Agnes Lake. The falls make several leaps to complete their journey.
On one terrace about halfway down there is a pool and the water coming
from above is broken up into moderate spray. This for years has been our
shower bath when we have camped near at hand.
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We climbed the high rock hills that
fringe these shores, and even climbed trees that crest them. With binoculars
we searched the rolling, tree-covered country that reached endlessly toward
all points of the compass. The forest was studded with jewels of lakes,
some of which we could recognize, some we could not. West of us we could
see the Silence Lake route, beloved by wilderness travelers. To the east
the Fouquier Lake route, leading through beautiful Glacier Lake, past Little
Falls, Koko Falls, Canyon Falls, Kennebas Falls and into Lake Rhanipi.
Aside from these known waters, we
found little ponds that were without names and that showed only slightly
even on aerial maps. To these we made our way, often with considerable
difficulty. Few people know how luxurious a cleared trail is until they
try to go through the woods without one. To strike right through tangled
brush and swamps, over steep, defiant rock ridges, and through blackberry
thickets, trying the while to follow a certain compass direction, will
raise your respect for the pioneers who first penetrated our wilderness.
Sandy found his dry stream bed leading
to the little, narrow lake. It was an adventure to go to it. The footing
was difficult as the rocks in the old stream bed were covered with slippery
moss. The ancient banks were a jungle of swamp vegetation. We made our
way through, a distance of a mile or more, and stood at last on the little
lake that had looked like a river on the aerial map. It was beautiful to
see. The timber along the shores was mixed, the water clear and deep, and
an old campsite was located
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a short distance from where we emerged. Likely this had
once been the home of an early trapper. As we gazed over the land, wondering
if this could be the little secluded spot we were seeking, a black bear
on the far shore discovered us and raced away frantically climbing the
rocky hillside.
Exploration led us to reject the place
as Sanctuary Lake, however. There was no evidence of moose, and little
about the place to attract them. No lilies were growing in the edge of
the lake, no reeds, and there was no swampland. We named this "Not Quite
Lake"--not quite what we wanted--and returned to our Agnes Lake camp to
plan further exploration.
Another little pond that we found
after quite a struggle through the forest appealed to us greatly. It was
clear and deep at one end, but had a swampy area at the other, and here
we found a great variety of tracks in shore-line mud. There were deer,
moose, wolf and lynx tracks, and some that we thought might be panther.
There was fine timber on the shores, a place where a good campsite might
be made, and no evidence of anyone having been there before us. One thing
was lacking. Beavers were nowhere to be found. The proper food was not
there. We must have beavers at our Sanctuary Lake, so reluctantly
we turned our backs on this place. It entered our memories as "Almost Lake."
We always returned to our camp near
the falls, tired from these probing expeditions. It was the kind of tiredness
that is wholesome and a comfort in itself. We were
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led to adopt the habits of many of nature's creatures:
going to bed and getting up with the sun. Those sleeping bags looked so
inviting to us by the close of day that we watched the skies anxiously,
waiting for the first stars to appear after sunset as a signal that we
could retire.
It was this watching of the skies
that brought a kind of calamity on us one evening. We had returned from
a strenuous trip. The day was about gone, and we cooked the sort of dinner
we could make the fastest. It was bacon and pancakes, the latter
having in them a few blueberries that we had gathered. I wish I could get
anything to taste as good to me in a city as that simple meal did in the
woods! We ate and ate, without counting calories or taking too careful
note of manners.
Then our attention was drawn to the
western sky, where nature was staging an extravaganza to close the day.
Islands of cumulus clouds paused as the evening calm settled on the world.
The sun toyed with them. It sent brilliant shafts of light through little
openings. It painted the mountainous vapors in scarlet. From northern to
southern extremes of the sky the lavish display spread. Voices of the forest
exclaimed about the stirring beauty. A flock of crows flew over cawing
their loudest. An ovenbird back of us called sharply for "Teacher, teacher,
teacher, teacher!" A robin was nearly breaking his little throat with his
effort to express himself. The lake mirrored back the loveliness of the
heavens. The color grew until the whole world took part in the display.
Shore-line trees and hillsides flushed with red. Then it all faded out
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rapidly, leaving the wilderness hushed and meditative
over the grandeur it had experienced.
However, there was someone
in our camp who was paying little attention to the sunset. We could let
ourselves be charmed by its beauties if we wanted to--this was all to his
advantage. He moved about seeking something that was far more wonderful
to his way of thinking. The pungent odor of a slab of bacon had reached
his nostrils, and what could be more heavenly to the practical mind of
a bear? We had known the old scamp was around. Bears were plentiful all
through that region, and it was not surprising that we had one watching
our camp, snatching little food scraps we had placed back in the woods.
There was nothing to fear in the presence
of the old fellow. He didn't want to hurt anyone. But packsacks are contraband
in his estimation, and he does not count it thievery to take anything he
can get. Hence, we had been careful to keep an eye on our supplies, particularly
to take them into our tent every night.
Under spell of that grand sunset,
we had been careless for a moment. The precious slab of bacon, now about
one-fourth gone, lay on a rock where we had been carving it What a perfect
opportunity! The old black rascal must have snickered to himself at the
situation. The very least he could hope for generally was that he must
rip a packsack to pieces in order to get this delectable food. But here
it was laid out for him, and no one to guard it I imagine it was so easy
it made him suspicious. Perhaps he looked and sniffed around to make sure
there was no
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trap. Everything was all right, so he calmly picked up
the entire slab, still some nine pounds in weight, and walked away, leaving
no payment, thanks, tip or anything.
Right at this moment Sandy turned
from his sunset gazing, and looked back at the camp, fifty yards from where
we stood.
"Eeyow!" He gave a yell that startled
us out of our shoes. "Eeyow! There goes our bacon! Come back here you black
so-and-so, or I'll wring your neck."
The black so-and-so didn't come back
and his neck wasn't harmed either. He merely raised his nose in the air,
waved the bacon proudly and started on the gallop up a hillside. It was
a wild scene. Sandy and I took out after
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old bruin—hopelessly we knew from the start. We shouted
and yelled, threw rocks into the brush to frighten him, while Giny laughed
until she could hardly stand up. Sandy grabbed the skillet, and as he ran
beat on it with a small stick, but the bear ambled on. We could see him
at the top of a little ridge now our precious bacon still in his mouth.
Sandy tried pleading. "Listen, funny
face, that's our best food. Come back. You can have our sugar. You can
have my tent. I'll give you my medal. You can have our shoes. But please
don't take our bacon!"
"A-woosh!” went the bear, and he kicked
gravel and stones down toward us as he disappeared higher into the hills.
Even the FBI and the Air Corps couldn't get that bacon back, and we knew
it.
"Come on," said the philosophical
Sandy, walking over to the rock where the bacon used to be. "Let's get
the last smell from this rock--'cause that's all we're going to get till
we go back home!"
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XXIII
WAVES AND WOES
BUDDIE was standing the strain so wonderfully we had ceased
to think of its frailties. The brace Sandy had put in was holding perfectly.
One little patch opened up slightly, but some glue fixed that. We handled
the old craft with the respect and consideration to which all canoes are
entitled, but which some fail to receive. Once we passed a party who had
either little experience in this kind of travel, or little sense of responsibility.
They crossed a portage at the same time we did. We saw them drag their
canoe upon shore before unloading it, grinding its hull over sand and stones.
One of the party stepped In it while lifting out the duffel, and we could
hear it literally groan under his weight. When they were ready to embark
again, they loaded the canoe fully while it still rested on shore, and
then dragged it into the water !
I thought Sandy was going to faint
at this display of "barbarity." He bit his lip and withheld comment until
the travelers were out of sight, and then he held his head in agony. "It’s
cruel to use a canoe like that!" he moaned. "It's indecent, it’s sacrilegious,
it's illegal, it's unconstitutional!" Beyond that, it was dangerous. The
party had a strong, canvas canoe; with such treatment they might soon be
without one. And my idea of the most embarrass-
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ing situation in the world is to be in that country without
such a craft. You just couldn't go anywhere, and would have trouble staying
where you were. An old guide once said of the canoe, "You handle him like
glass." It was good instruction.
The real test of Buddie came unexpectedly
one day. We had broken our camp on Agnes Lake, portaged the steep trail
beside Louisa Falls, and set our route through the crystal waters of Lake
Louisa. It is a big lake, and there was a strong headwind that day. We
looked the situation over and decided it was all right to go ahead. The
wind was a steady one, not the gusty sort that springs surprises on canoes.
It was producing long, even-rolling swells that were challenging, thrilling,
but not threatening.
We headed right through the middle
of this beautiful lake, keeping our bow into the endless legions of waves.
The waters were an unbelievable blue, deeper than the sky they reflected.
Occasional little wool clouds drifted by, being carried by the winds. Buddie
met the waves in sporting manner, climbing over one watery ridge after
another. Sandy and I had to paddle with short quick strokes, with never
a moment’s rest. Our momentum must be maintained. Buddie's bow must stay
into that wind and into the waves. If we turned into the trough, the chances
of shipping water in our heavily loaded craft were only too good, and swamping
was possible.
The wind increased when we had paddled
half the length of the lake. We were stroking harder and watching
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to adjust in a split second any deviation from our course.
The situation was really not dangerous, yet it was severe, and a test both
of Buddie's stability and our paddling. A large island was directly in
our path. We applied extra pressure on our paddles to reach it, thinking
to have a few minutes rest in its lee side. Instead, we found ourselves
in an unexpectedly difficult problem. The now high waves were divided by
the island, and meeting again on the side which we were approaching. The
result was a choppy sea which was just about all we cared to endure. Waves
came at us from three directions. It was impossible to head into them.
"Wahoo!" shouted Sandy, as a wave
broke over the bow and filled his lap with water. "We're in for it. Dig
In your paddle there, pal, we have to go places--but quick!"
"Wahoo!" I yelled, catching Sandy's
spirit. "We must be men now if we are going to make shore."
It was a grind. We paddled with all
our strength and every bit of skill that years of this sort of experience
could produce. At first we seemed actually to lose headway. The prancing
sharp-pointed waves tossed us around as if we were driftwood.
I really wondered if we were going
to make it. Water was in the canoe, lots of it, and Giny was sitting in
it. "Keep calm, dear," I was saying with what breath I could spare "Remember
the packsacks will float, so will the canoe."
Giny flashed a smile back over her
shoulder. "There is
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never anything to fear except fear," she said calmly.
"And we have too much faith to be afraid of that"
Sandy and I seemed to have more strength
when she said this, and the waves looked smaller. Sandy gave no thought
to the threat of the situation, however. He was watching Buddie perform,
with unrestrained admiration. "Look at that old canoe!" he shouted. "Look
at him take those waves. Not another canoe in the world would ride them
that way. Look at him respond to the paddles. He's a thoroughbred, I tell
you. Yea, Buddie! Yea, Buddie!"
We both took up the call of "Yea,
Buddie." It set up a rhythm for our paddling. The grand old canoe was behaving
magnificently. There was never a wave too quick for it. It dipped water
now and then, but was always on top, as irrepressible as a cork. We shouted
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with delight as the old craft slapped one wave after another
with utter defiance.
We were close in now. The waves were
higher and more savage. A new problem was included. Barely under the surface
were huge rocks, typical of that granite country. To be picked up by a
wave and slapped down on one of these things was not to be desired. Once
I thought it had happened. A powerful side wave had veered us from our
course. Sandy, with his outstanding skill and now at his best, reached
far ahead of the bow, and brought us around, co-operating splendidly with
my counterstroke in the back. Then we heard the sickening sound of a boulder
grinding on the underside of Buddie. For a moment we tipped menacingly.
Somewhat aided by another wave we slid off the hidden hazard. There was
a severe scratching, a lurch as we straightened away, and we drifted free.
We paddled on, wondering how deep
was the scar. Shortly after this we sailed into the calm water, and ran
our bow into a short sand beach, the only spot on the entire island where
we could have landed. The strain over now, we sat resting, regaining our
breath. Then we went ashore, spread our equipment in the sunshine to dry,
and with some foreboding turned our canoe upside down to inspect the damage
done. It was not as bad as we had feared. There was a deep scratch the
length of the hull, but nothing that would weaken the craft. A little more
glue and a little more varnish, and Buddie would be as good as ever.
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"Oh, boy, what a canoe!" Sandy was
saying, throwing his arms around Buddie's bow. "Where would you find another
to ride waves like that? You brought us through Buddie, and I love every
sliver in you."
Which may sound a little silly, but
you just have to appreciate a canoe like that.
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XXIV
BUSY BEAVERS OF MAYBE LAKE
WITH the passing of a few days we had struck the voyageur's
stride. Our shoulders were hardened to the feel of portage loads, and our
arms equal to paddling without rest. The amount of our exploration and
travel each day was limited only by the weather and the hours of daylight.
Our campfires had lighted the shores of Khanipi, MacKenzie, Pickerel and
Sturgeon Lakes. They flickered on the winding route of the Maligne River.
Our songs echoed on little unnamed streams and lakes that our constant
searching revealed.
Adventure with native animals was
frequent and always thrilling. Animal lore does not grow old. It gains
in interest and appeal as our understanding grows.
We saw deer repeatedly, standing in
shallows, wading in streams, looking out at us with unveiled curiosity,
or racing back through the forest, white tails waving. Never did it become
commonplace. The delight Giny and I felt was doubled in watching Sandy.
"Oh, boy, did you see that fellow!" he would exclaim, knowing full well
we had been watching the buck to which he referred. "Talk about grace--he
had more than his share."
On a point of land we saw what might
be styled "the cutest" sight in nature. There were a doe and twin fawns.
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The two little fellows were having quite a play for themselves.
They raced back and forth, hopped over logs in sort of show-off fashion,
heads aloof and tails too. At times it looked as if they were playing stump
the leader. One would run over a path chosen for its obstacles with bushes,
logs, and fallen tree tops in the way. In easy grace

the young creature would clear these barriers in leaps
that had much genuine joy mixed in them. The second one would follow the
route, proving its ability at this forest game. We could hear Sandy chuckling
softly as we drifted along, unnoticed spectators of their play.
Presently the mother doe discovered
us. She bounded away a few steps, then halted and looked back at her busy
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youngsters. They were too preoccupied to notice her. She
snorted at them, and at us. Still they paid no heed. She stamped her feet.
They merely played the harder, now rearing up and pawing at each other
in mock battle. She snorted excitedly, for our canoe was drifting in rather
close to shore. The fawns stopped short and stood like statues. Suddenly
they spied us, then not over fifty feet away. The look of innocent surprise
that came over their faces almost forced us into hysterics. Sandy insisted
their mouths fell open. Certainly their eyes could not have become wider
unless taken out of the sockets. They decided to run, but didn't know just
where to go--so they ran flat into each other. The mother was perplexed.
She snorted again and stamped her feet with growing emphasis. The little
spotted creatures finally untangled themselves and bounded to their waiting
and worried parent. As they went running by, the exasperated old doe reached
out with her front foot and planted a one-blow spanking on the rump of
her nearest offspring.
Sandy could hardly contain himself.
He laughed until the canoe shook, though maybe, as Giny suggested, Buddie
was doing a little laughing himself. "Boy, oh boy, wasn't that cute?" exclaimed
Sandy, using a word you would hardly expect of an embattled veteran. "That
was worth every portage we've made. Did you ever see a neater spanking
dealt out in your life? Bet he'll learn to obey orders now--maybe!"
In one narrow river, its course half
filled with basket grass and lilypads, we noticed a bear cub, about six
months
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old, just entering the edge of the water. Apparently he
thought he was the only living thing in that whole region. He paused and
drank a little in the shallows, so sure of his safety he did not even look
around.
“He's thirsty," whispered Sandy. "Bet
he's been eating our bacon his daddy brought to him."
However, we were many miles from the
campsite where our bacon had been stolen. Young bruin waded deeper into
the water and still unmindful of us began to swim. Of course, we had ceased
paddling and Buddie was drifting splendidly in that characteristic silent
way. On came the bear toward the middle of the stream while we sailed along
with the current. We could hear him giving little snorts to clear his nostrils
of water. Still he showed no caution. Whose wilderness was this, anyway?
Is not his kind, the black bear, king of the woods? Who would dare threaten
him, and bring forth the ire of his all-powerful clan?
The whole maneuver was timed perfectly.
Destiny was written on one little watery spot of that river. There we met:
the venturesome and reckless baby bear and Buddie with its cargo. The nose
of the little creature had almost touched the canoe, when lo! he discovered
us. I can remember when I found a bee in my breeches; I can remember finding
a porcupine in my bed; I remember Giny finding a mouse in her slippers--but
I never saw more excitement in any living thing than when baby bruin awakened
to the presence of that canoe! The astonishment of the twin
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fawns was mild in comparison. The little black fellow
beat the water about him into a lather. He tried to go every direction
except down. With the wildest flurry of paws, he succeeded in whirling
about and starting back to the shore from which he had come. He left a
wake behind him like that from a launch. Lilypads were cast to the four
winds. All the while he was giving out little squeals like those of a young
pig, to which animal he is related. Out through the woods he went, leaving
a trail of squeaks behind him, no doubt seeking a big, powerful mother
who was capable of giving the required comfort and protection. We journeyed
on, but not until we had recovered from our laughter sufficiently to use
a paddle.
One precious adventure was mine alone,
the gift of a little lake we found far back in a range of tree-covered
hills. The lake itself was entrancing. It was so nearly what we were seeking
that even when we left we were undecided, and thought we might return there.
Hence we named it "Maybe Lake."
Giny and Sandy had climbed a little
hill to get a view about the country, while I circled the lake shore. The
shore was the only disappointing thing about the lake. It was muddy all
around. This was due to beaver dams at the outlet. The whole region bore
record of these animals. Fresh cuttings were everywhere. Logs newly peeled
of bark were floating in the water. Shore trees and brush were flooded.
There was indication of moose, deer, bear,
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and other creatures in runways that I found. But this
was a beaver paradise, unquestionably.
At one point I heard a sound that
made me proceed with caution. It was the gnawing of a beaver. Apparently
these animals were so undisturbed that they worked in broad daylight, something
they would not do when people invaded their realm.
Presently I discovered the worker.
It was a good-sized one, weighing perhaps sixty pounds. I watched it from
back of a towering red pine for several minutes. The beaver is a wary creature.
While this one chewed at a fallen tree, laboriously cutting up the log
into lengths suitable for handling, it kept on the alert. Presently it
detected me, perhaps by sight, or maybe some forest breeze carried my scent
to the animal. Into the water it went, and immediately began warning the
world that danger was near by slapping the water in resounding smacks with
its tail.
I laughed a little at the commotion,
but immediately I was silenced by another sound. Up on the high land away
from the lake and directly above me there was something stirring about
in the leaves. I watched closely. Soon appeared four young beavers, lusty
kittens, still new at the forest game. I walked right out in front of them;
They paused about ten feet away, puzzled but apparently not frightened.
Down in the lake the old creature, which I now realized was the mother,
splashed about more frantically than even She was right in the edge of
the water looking anxiously toward the little ones. I walked up to
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the young animals and they made but slight effort to avoid
me. One I was able to pick up, and holding him in such a way that he didn't
"unbark" me the way he would a tree, I looked him over. He seemed quite
contented and made no effort to free himself. He was a beauty, chubby and
healthy. His soft brown fur was a joy to see and to touch.
The mother was not so complacent as
her kittens. Her actions quickly drew my admiration and my sympathy. She
floundered about in the water, trying to divert my attention. She pretended
she had been hurt, and floated helplessly on her back. She came out on
shore and dragged herself along trying to convince me that she could not
escape if I wanted to trade the one I held for her. When I did not respond,
she became more bold and insistent. She inched her way over the ground
toward me, crawling after the manner sometimes employed by a dog who is
desperately soliciting forgiveness from his master. I was so struck with
her devotion and courage I could hardly let the drama continue. But I held
to my hostage, knowing that though it might mean temporary discomfort for
her, no harm was really coming to her youngster. The other three had now
entered the water. Finally this devoted self-sacrificing mother came within
three feet of me, and there prostrated herself on the ground--a willing
sacrifice for the liberty of her young! I could stand it no longer. I placed
the tiny fellow on the ground, and the two of them scampered to the safety
of deep waters.
This experience was told and retold
during the rest of
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the day. It was the subject of campfire conversation that
night. In fact, it was almost a deciding factor in convincing us that we
had found our wilderness paradise. But there were some things just a little
short of our hopes, so we journeyed on promising that we would return--maybe!
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XXV
THE GUITAR MAKES A CONQUEST
THE busy days trooped by all too fast. Our strenuous program
of travel was interrupted occasionally by bad weather, but there was not
as much time used this way as we had anticipated. Anyway, a rainy day now
and then is a great convenience, yes, even a blessing. Sometimes you get
tired in this world and do not know what is the matter with you. You become
disinterested in what is happening, grouchy, irritable, and all that is
really the matter is that you are tired.
The story is told of some travelers
in the South American jungles, who were moving along at a forced pace.
The native guides and packers were driven to the utmost. One day the explorer,
a white man of international fame, came from his tent ready to renew the
hurried journey. But in place of the usual industry, his packers sat on
their haunches not making a move to get ready. All the threatening and
pleading he could employ did not stir them. Their explanation was that
they were going to wait for their souls to catch up with them. They had
the hurried sense that was creating confusion in their minds. The peace
of well-timed action was gone. They were not going farther until that feeling
of peace came again. Furthermore, their leader knew that they were right!
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Our rainy days kept us from a similar
error. The several we spent in our tent with the rain crooning a monotone
melody on the thin canvas were a special kind of joy. There were problems
about our cooking, of course, but problems are purposeful because they
offer the opportunity for triumph.
Always there was reading to do. Into
our overstuffed packsacks I had forced several small volumes especially
chosen, another bit of luggage that would have drawn criticism from Indian
Joe had he known it. But like our guitar, these were more than worth the
extra lifting. Our minds were ready to receive great thoughts in such surroundings.
One's wealth in this world is measured by his thinking.
It seemed to Giny and me that we would
rather have toted a hundred books across those portages than to have missed
one particular experience with Sandy. The rain was beating furiously against
the tent, and it had been the day of our longest confinement. The forest
was soaking wet, like a fresh-dipped sponge. Buddie lay overturned across
two logs, as much water washing over its hull as if it were sailing in
the lake. We reclined against our bedding rolls, passing the wet hours
reading, talking and occasionally singing a few songs. Sandy had Emerson's
Essays, a book that I insist will accompany me no matter where I
go. Giny was reading the Bible, while I had another volume rich
in revelation.
"May I interrupt?" asked Sandy.
We put down our books and listened.
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"Boy, this hits me right between the
eyes," said the soldier "Ralph Waldo was certainly hep. Listen to this:
'There is a time in every man's education when he arrives
at the conviction that envy is ignorance--'" the soldier was pointing to
the lines as he read--" 'that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself
for better, or for worse, as his portion. . . .' Boy! That's good stuff!"
Sandy was all stirred and animated by the words he was reading.
"'That though the wide universe is
full of good,'" I went on, quoting from memory words I have known since
boyhood, "'One kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his
toil bestowed upon that plot of ground which is given him to till.'"
"You know that by heart?" said Sandy.
"Indeed I do--by heart!" I emphasized
the last word. "I wish everyone in the world would take that right into
his heart."
"And here!" Sandy went on enthusiastically--I
wonder if he wrote this just for me. . . 'The power which is in him is
new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor
does he know until he has tried.' Doesn't that sort of tell you to mind
your own business?"
"Yes, it does," I laughed. "And it
tells you that your own business is worth minding. It is your business
and belongs to no one else. Minding it is a duty, a privilege and the only
way you will find happiness or satisfying success."
Sandy became silent, thinking. The
rain increased in volume, huge drops making a tom-tom of the tent. Our
soldier rolled over into a new position and prepared to search
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more deeply into the volume that had stimulated him so
much.
"Then," he said, half to himself,
"a fellow doesn't need to feel ashamed if he's different so long as he
is himself--
and minds his own business!"
"Certainly not," said I, joining in
a conversation I wasn't sure was meant for me. "He need only be different
in the finest, most honest way he can."
"Remember those words from 'America
the Beautiful'?" asked Giny--and she quoted, "Till all success be nobleness
and every gain divine." Then she continued, "Whatever work a person does
in life, his success really is rated by the character he has developed."
Sandy's eyes narrowed with thought.
Then with a comprehending smile and a meaningful wink, he plunged into
his book again.
Fair days multiplied our adventures
rapidly. We worked the length of Lake Kahshahpiwi, over the exasperating
portage to Yum Yum Lake, and peered into the country thereabout. We searched
the region of Sarah Lake, and found it thickly populated with moose. For
a brief instant we saw a lynx early one morning on the shore of Basswood
River. He was at the edge of the water, possibly fishing for his breakfast.
He discovered us almost at the exact instant we saw him, and vanished with
the marvelous quickness of his kind.
On mighty Lac La Croix, whose bays
are spread out like a giant cross, we floated for a while before the mysterious
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Picure Rock. There were animal forms, tracks, and Indian
symbols drawn high on the face of a cliff by bronze-skinned artists centuries
ago. On wandering Crooked Lake we looked upon another art gallery of ancient
origin. Here on rugged walls of granite some unknown genius of the tribes
who peopled this area had drawn in vermilion figures of many animals of
the region. High above these drawings was a great vegetation-filled crack
in the cliff, which was often referred to by the voyageurs. In their day,
many arrows were seen sticking in this crack. The origin of these arrows
is not certain. One story tells that they were left after a battle between
the Sioux, plains Indians who occasionally invaded this region, and the
Chippewa or woods Indians who lived there. Another account says that this
was once a test of marksmanship, and that young men of the Chippewa were
required to prove their
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skill with the bow and arrow in this manner. Now only
the yawning crack remains, glorified by the tradition.
Our adventure chest was being tilled
to the brim with golden nuggets of experience. Yet, we had not found our
Sanctuary Lake. There were a number of near misses. But each one fell short
of the high and exacting ideal we had formed. We commenced to think that
we were expecting too much. We wondered if the seeking of our little lake
was not all there was to it, for certainly it had been grand just to go
prying so energetically into this region.
Our time was running out. There was
still vast territory to the north, east and west of us, into which we had
not entered. Indeed it would take a lifetime to investigate every nook
and corner of this great region. Now our campfire conversations had begun
to refer to going home, an idea we did not wholly like, and yet there was
an appeal to it. On two occasions we met parties headed out of the canoe
country. Through their courtesy we sent letters to be mailed, one in each
case addressed to Hi-Bub. His parents told us later he almost lived on
those letters, reading them and having them read over and over again.
One marvelous evening we camped at
one end of a long portage. The moon had been growing in size until now
like a great mellow arc light it flooded the forest land. Islands visible
from our campsite seemed to move about as if the moonlight had severed
their anchorage. Our campfire looked tiny and insignificant, like the flicker
of a birthday candle in this vastness. This was an evening
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for music. We played and sang for a long time. Sandy had
a new verse for our canoe song, and we all learned it:
We have followed trails and portages
Of the Chippewa and Sioux,
We have ridden foaming rapids
And faced strong head winds, too.
Still we seek that little wildwood lake
To whose shores our hearts have gone.
It is somewhere east of sunset
And it's somewhere west of dawn.
This superb wilderness night called for
periods of silence, too. There were moments when singing was silenced,
and we three sat listening to the rhythmic throb of the forest. The portage
on which we were camped had its romantic background. Companies of voyageurs
had made their way through here to and from the far west, laboring, sweating,
singing under their heavy cargoes. The ancient trail led back from our
campfire, disappearing in a veil of mist as trails do in moonlight. Such
moments seem timeless, and I felt as if an Indian might appear out of those
soft, filmy shades. I glanced up to the trail--and there stood an Indian--not
in feathers and primitive regalia, to be sure, but an Indian just the same.
"Joe!" I said, startling everyone
with my voice. "Don't do that to us. That's quite a shock!"
Indian Joe grunted some kind of a
hello, and came on toward the fire, followed by two very pleasant men who
were laughing and apologizing for their intrusion. We invited them to join
us about the fire. The three, we
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learned, were camped at the far end of the portage. Joe
was guide for the party. His keen ears had caught the strains of the guitar
and so he had led them over the forest trail to hear the music. They had
been standing in the shadows for some time listening before I chanced to
notice them.
"You play more?" asked Joe, pointing
to the guitar which lay in my lap.
"Sure I will," I said, delighted that
our critic was finding the instrument was not excess baggage after all.
In a few minutes our visitors were
joining in our songs, and an atmosphere of friendly good will reigned that
was as grand as the moonlit night itself.
When singing had subsided, Giny and
I engaged Joe's two companions in conversation. They were interesting,
knew people we knew and had been many places we had been. But I had difficulty
in keeping my attention on our conversation. There was something going
on between Sandy and Joe at the far side of the fire. My ears reached frantically
in that direction but they heard only enough to stir curiosity up to the
bursting point. I heard Joe say something about "lake," and then our own
conversation filled my ears. I saw Sandy excitedly fire questions at Joe,
and the Indian reply with more sign language than words.
Now Joe began drawing a map in the
sand! "Yes," Sandy said enthusiastically in a moment when our talk had
died down, "I remember that. Why didn't I think of it before?"
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Our talk went on, and theirs did too.
Sandy went to the tent and got a map. He and Joe tapped it with pointing
fingers as they talked on. I nearly popped.
Our visitors took their leave early.
The next day would be a busy day for us all. As they were leaving, Joe
stooped down and patted the guitar. "Good!" he said, with more enthusiasm
than I had ever seen him show before. "I like him! You always bring him,
huh?"
"Certainly, Joe," I said. "Whenever
you find me in the canoe country, the guitar will be there too."
"Good!" said Joe, and then he added
in a way that let me understand what he had done was out of appreciation
of that guitar. "I tell boy sumpin'."
Yes, he had told Sandy "sumpin',"--and
I couldn't get it out of the Squoip! I begged and coaxed and threatened,
but Sandy wouldn't talk. "Don't you trust me?" he asked repeatedly as if
offended.
"Yes, I trust you, Sandy, but can't
you tell me why you went and got that map, and what you two were talking
about?"
"Never mind. If you trust me, be ready
at dawn. We have places to go and things to do."
We were ready at dawn. Sandy knew
something but, darn his hide, he wouldn't tell a thing!
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XXVI
THE SECRET OF INDIAN JOE
WE TRAVELED hard all one day from the portage where we
had met Indian Joe and his party. We traveled just as hard for part of
the next day, and then came to a small bay along the shore of a very large
lake. There appeared to be very little to mark the place, but Sandy was
satisfied. He insisted we camp there for the night. We would need a full
day for what was before us, he said, and it would be unwise to start with
just an afternoon at our disposal. We teased him constantly to tell us
what we were doing, but he didn't weaken. All we could get out of him were
those same words, now repeated with exaggerated emphasis and weird gestures,
"Don't you trust me?"
"Yes, Sandy, you low-down Squoip,
we trust you," I said helplessly. "What else can we do? If we drowned you,
as we want to, your secret would be forever lost. "Lead on, Squoip, but
remember, someday when this is all over, we'll sit down to dinner and not
tell you it's ready!"
Next morning we were packed up and
set to go by the time the sun peeked over the horizon. Sandy found a faintly
marked trail leading back from the shore, a discovery which caused him
to show much joy.
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"But, Sandy, that is an animal runway,"
I said, protesting against unnecessary labor. "That doesn't lead anywhere
that we want to go."
"Don't you trust me?" asked Sandy,
sinking to his knees before me.
"Oh, phooey," I said, shouldering
my packsack and starting down the trail.
The animal runway wound through the
forest for over a half-mile. It followed a ridge, and then cut down through
an alder thicket into a valley. Here we found a little pond, with rather
muddy margins. Apparently it was part of an old stream that one time had
been connected with the large lake we had left behind. Likely the waters
were now finding their way toward the sea by a subterranean route. The
stream reached on back into the hills, too, for we could see an ancient
channel now choked with grasses, lilypads and reeds.
"Sandy," I said, showing the strain
I was under, "this is nothing but a mud puddle! We can't waste our time
here. Be reasonable---"
"Don't you trust--?" he started to
say, but I let out a yell of agony.
"OK, I trust you!" I said, resignedly.
"Go on, lead us into quick sand. Take us back where even a mosquito can't
go. We have nothing to do except make mud pies. Go on, we trust you!"
We loaded the canoe, and with some
difficulty put off from shore. The banks were extremely soft, and we had
to bring forth a log from which we could embark. We
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had not gone far when we reached the grass-filled channel.
There were several inches of water present, but the vegetation was so heavy
we could make no progress with our paddling alone.
Of necessity, we originated a system
of locomotion that took us along at a rate of about fifty feet every five
minutes. We would dig our paddles into the muddy bottom, and calling in
unison, "Umph!" literally jerk the canoe along by lurching forward with
our weight. "Umph!" "Umph!" "Umph!" ran the concerted command--as poor
old Buddie was forced through the reeds, as abused as any canoe that ever
floated. Since then this little stretch of clogged stream has been called
"The River of Ten Thousand Umphs!" And I think the number is not an exaggeration.
Presently the going was a bit improved.
We came to a beaver dam, much to Sandy's delight. Apparently he had been
looking for just this. We lifted our equipment over the dam, paddled a
little distance
up the pond, and came to another dam. There was another,
and another, until we had crossed seven of these dams, each in fine repair,
giving evidence of a large, active beaver population. The ponds were muddy,
of course, and the forest flooded by them. But beyond the last one, we
came to a clear, flowing stream. Around several bends of this little river
we paddled, now terribly excited. Then we came to still water! We rested
on our paddles, simply entranced at what we saw! A marvelous little lake
lay before us, walled in by high granite cliffs. The water was clear, cold
and obviously very deep. In area the lake would be smaller
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than the one on which we lived in Wisconsin. But it had
that wilderness charm that made us fall in love with it at first sight.
At the far end there was a deer drinking, and we looked upon the graceful
creature as a messenger sent to greet us. The shore was low at this point,
and there were lilypads aplenty. "Grand for moose," I remarked,

and Giny added, "There is one now!" We were passing a
narrow point, and in the bay that unfolded to view stood a magnificent
bull, his antlers probably five and a half feet from tip to tip. We chuckled
with delight as the old forest monarch fled along the shore, weaving his
great head between trees and through brush.
There was one saddening note working
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our happiness, however. Giny had noticed some water on
the bottom of the canoe. At first we thought it the draining of paddles,
but we saw the volume was too great for that. Investigation proved it was
a bad leak. The River of Ten Thousand Umphs had been too much for Buddie.
Both bow and stern seams had opened a little. The wood itself was decayed,
and repairs would be difficult. Like our packsacks, our spirits were considerably
dampened at the discovery. We were drifting rather far on the worry side,
when a cry of delight came from Sandy, making us forget temporarily this
new problem.
"There!" He was looking up toward
a tall cliff. "That is what I have been watching for. Look up on those
rocks."
We looked in the direction he was
pointing. There was a low cliff of granite, the face of which was covered
with dark lichens. In this had been scratched in poor script the letters
"J 0 E."
"This is it!" shouted Sandy, now releasing
his enthusiasm. "The old campsite must be just around that point."
The old campsite was, and we landed
there. It was on a nice flat area, bedded deeply with a deposit of pine
needles, the gift through the years of the great red and white pines that
grace the shore.
Then we got the story. Joe had come
here years ago and established a sort of private fishing ground of his
own. The lake was filled with bass, a fact which we proved by dinnertime
that night. He had never guided parties to this place. This was his own.
He wanted the animals undisturbed, wanted them so he could talk with
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them and live with them. Joe no longer wanted to kill
his brothers of the forest. His love for them was too deep for that. He
regarded them as his companions in wilderness life. To this little lake
he had come when he wanted to be alone. "To talk with God," he had said
to Sandy. It was his Sanctuary Lake. But now his years were many. He might
not come there again. He wanted us to know where it was, for he told Sandy,
"People who sing, play and not kill--they good!" Sandy remembered seeing
the animal runway on that lakeshore years ago. Once he had followed it
to the pond, but he went no farther. Hence he knew what Joe was talking
about that night before the campfire. He promised we would never disturb
or destroy anything in Joe's Sanctuary.
Now we made camp, our hearts singing.
Even though we had not investigated the lake, we felt that it was the one
of our dreams. A bit of exploring added to this feeling. There were moose,
deer and beavers--we had already learned that. Unmistakable signs of bear
were soon found, and there was an animal runway near the lowland that seemed
to contain every kind of track possible in that country.
Across from our campsite, there was
a great tall dead tree in the top of which was an osprey's nest As we approached
it, two large adult birds took to wing, circling above us and screaming
wildly. We soon discovered the cause of their excitement. A sizable youngster
climbed up on the side of the nest and looked down at us. His appearance
was the signal for his parents to scream louder
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than ever. They dipped low over our heads, seeking to
divert our attention from the young one. They flew at him and actually
beat him with their wings to make him get down. But not that young fellow.
He had never seen such funny-looking animals before as those who walked
around on the ground gazing up at him, and he meant to watch them. Finally
one of the parent birds came flying along carrying a good-sized fish in
its talons. The older creature flew directly over the nest, dipped low,
and dropped the fish inside. It was bribery, but it worked. The youngster
got down off his perch on the side of the nest, and probably indulged in
a feast.
Evening came, and with it conviction
that this was the Sanctuary Lake we sought. Dinner, consisting of freshly
caught bass, was out of the way and for a while we sat before the campfire.
There would be little sleeping done that night, we knew. Excitement ran
too high. Together we composed the last verse of our canoe song:
Now our campfire glows upon the shore
Of our Sanctuary Lake.
If you seek our forest paradise,
Here's the only trail to take:
Pack along the north horizon
In the home of goose and swan,
It is somewhere east of sunset
And it's somewhere west of dawn.
Then we went canoeing! Giny paddled bow
that night and Sandy stern, for regardless of canoe leaks, I must sit in
the center, guitar in hand. The great cliff where
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Joe's name was carved echoed back our strumming and songs.
We kept no account of hours. The moon
climbed to the zenith, flooding the wilderness with its cool light. Stars
pecked timidly down, but the moonglow was so great only Capella and Vega
could show to advantage.
Now came an adventure so rich in poetic
beauty we could scarcely believe it real. It was as though the wilderness
had been saving this experience to crown our trip. Some way we had qualified
for the best. Perhaps it was because we had not let ourselves become discouraged.
We had played the game of wilderness travel fairly. We had guarded our
campfires, we had kept the places clean where we dwelt, we had taken from
the waters only what we needed, we had destroyed nothing, wasted nothing.
Whatever earned us the reward which
was now before us, we were grateful. We had reached the extreme end of
the lake for the first time. It was in the small hours of the morning and
the moon was at its best. Here we found a slender falls leaping a few feet
into Sanctuary Lake, its water looking like molten silver in the moonlight.
This seemed enough of a miracle in itself. We had hoped our lake might
have a waterfall, but we would have been satisfied with less. Yet there
it was, seeming to flow out of the night itself, chanting an old, old story
as it entered the lovely take. We drifted silently, watching this epic
of beauty.
There was an animal moving the brush.
"A deer!" whispered Giny.
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Yes, it was a deer; but it was one
in a hundred thousand. At first, had we believed in such things, we would
have mistaken it for a ghost. It was conspicuous even in the shadows, and
when it walked fully into the moonlight we realized that we were seeing
a pure albino! It looked as if it were the very moonlight incarnate. The
lovely creature moved toward the dainty waterfall. It was the poetic thing
for him to do, and he seemed to know it. He bent his beautiful head to
drink, while the silvery stream flashed and flowed in the moonlight
Nothing could be added to make the
picture lovelier. We shall never forget a single detail of that exquisite
scene. The feeling of wilderness, the serene waters on which we floated,
the graceful canoe, the moonlight that flooded the nocturnal landscape
and the fairylike creature before us completed a divine display that sank
deeply into our hearts.
Brevity is part of such supreme beauty.
The great white buck broke the spell when he tossed his antlers high and
then made his way into the brush, drawing the shades of night behind him.
"Let's go back to camp," said Giny,
the first one who found voice. "I couldn't stand it to see another miracle
tonight. This is it, all right. Only Sanctuary Lake could present
a scene like that!"
Yes, this was it. This was the lake
of our seeking, that had begun as a dream, lived as a promise and now was
a reality of experience.
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"How about a little gab fest, Sam?"
asked Sandy as we strolled down to the lake shore in front of our tents,
just before retiring.
"Nothing I would rather do, Sandy."
"Are you glad you trusted me?"
"Yes, you Squoip. But it seems to
me that we would have come here just the same even if you had shared the
secret."
Sandy wasn't listening, though. He
was looking up at the heavens. More stars were breaking through the moonlight,
as that queen of the night skies crept toward the western horizon.
"There is order--divine order--in
all this, isn't there?"
"Yes, Sandy."
"Everything is in its right place,
isn't it? Everything fits--is that true?"
"Yes, that is--"
"Then everything is created to be
right where it is, made for that purpose. Nothing can get out of place,
can it? And everything has to do the thing it was meant to do, doesn't
it?"
"Yes, Sandy." I loved the trend of
his comments, and quoted briefly from a beloved hymn, "'In beauty, grandeur,
order, His handiwork is seen!'"
"That's the idea," exclaimed Sandy,
enthusiastically. "This natural universe is like a jigsaw puzzle, it all
fits together even though all the pieces are different. Now, why isn't
that true of men, too?"
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I nodded my approval.
"What I mean is, everyone fits where
he does his best. Take Indian Joe--he does a fine service to people. He's
giving those men something that will help them always. And look what he
gave us? But he's just himself, doing what he can do the best he can, minding
his own business."
I waited for Sandy's next statements.
The boy was thinking clearly.
"Well, I'm not afraid of civilian
life any more," he said firmly. "The power that keeps those stars in place
has a place for me, too. If Joe can serve, so humbly and yet so well, I
can too. And I can do it in my own way."
We stood in silence again for a minute.
"Do you feel more sure of what that way is, Sandy?" I asked.
"Yes, I do. Don't you suppose there
are a lot of other people in this world who want to find their own little
Sanctuary Lakes? Oh, I don't mean exactly the way we have done, but they
need to get into solitude and find themselves. There must be a right place
for them to do it. Wouldn't I be serving to help guide them back in here,
kind of pointing out the way to enjoy nature, and maybe sharing some of
the ideas you and I have talked over? Wouldn't that be a service?"
"It sure would, Sandy."
"Then if that is natural to me, isn't
it being as great as a salesman, or an engineer, a businessman or a lawyer?"
"Most certainly it is."
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"All right, you are talking to Sandy
the Squoip, guide extraordinary in the canoe country. If I can't handle
all the guiding myself, I will hire others to help me. But here I am going
to live and to work. Ralph Waldo says I must take myself for better or
worse, and I'm ready to do it"
We shook hands. Had I no other evidence
than Sandy's clear thinking to prove to me that we had arrived at the lake
of our dreams, this was sufficient. A person must stand on holy ground
to realize, as Sandy did, that in himself are the talents and the opportunities
through which he must work out his salvation. Not in the world, but in
his own character is his work. Success is not measured by comparing himself
with his neighbor, but rather in the degree he cultivates and uses his
natural ability.
"Sandy, my boy," I said as we walked
slowly toward our tents "Maybe some of those you guide will be lads like
yourself, standing between school and the business world, feeling lost
and bewildered. Perhaps you can lead them to stand for a moment in silence,
listening not to human advice, but rather to the wisdom of the ages within
their own thoughts. He who does that learns that he is dear to the heart
of the Creator, that his talents are new to the world and that he has a
high purpose to perform. Wherever this realization came would be a wilderness
sanctuary as prized to the one who experienced it as this lake is to us."
"I have exactly that in mind!" said
Sandy.
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The first gray streaks of dawn were
in the sky before I closed my eyes in sleep. I wanted to review the miracle
of our experience, fasten its every detail in my thought and make it mine
by prayer of gratitude. For nothing is fully possessed until gratitude
is expressed.
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XXVII
MEMORIES AND MANNA
SEPTEMBER was in its prime when Giny and I were once more
living at our island home in Wisconsin. The place seemed dearer to us than
ever before. The now distant Sanctuary Lake had taken nothing from this
precious cabin. Each was an original love in itself.
We were in the midst of the autumn
carnival. Oaks, aspens, elms, sumacs, birches stood in indescribable array.
Hillsides flamed with color, as though the rainbow had showered them with
its priceless hues. Shore lines fairly sang with brilliance, and in quiet
hours the lakes multiplied the startling scenes in reflections.
The long evenings were ideal for memories,
and we devoted them to this purpose. We had so many wonderful things to
recall. What a vast vault memory must be to take in such a volume of experiences
and still offer room for as much more.
For two days we had stayed at our
newly found wilderness retreat. Every foot of the shore line was explored,
and we pried into the country back of it. In every way it surpassed our
expectations, as reality always does.
Sandy had devoted his time mostly
to repairing the canoe. This work was no longer a mere enthusiasm, it was
profoundly necessary. That canoe was the frail con-
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necting link between ourselves and the outside world.
We had to go home in Buddie, or it was possible we wouldn't go home at
all. The leaks were truly serious. Until now it had been rather easy to
put on a patch, or fill a hole with glue, or varnish over scratches. But
with the seams opening at bow and stern, the problem was much more severe.
The wood itself would not hold. Sandy was resourceful and skillful with
the repairs, but the job when finished did not give us absolute assurance.
Buddie was literally laced together with rawhide bootlaces, aided by glue
and varnish, supplemented by balsam sap. The result kept us pleading with
the old canoe, "Just last until we get out of here, Buddie old boy, don't
let us down."
Buddie made good. The old canoe was
faithful to the end. We reached Winton, the little town where our car had
been left, still afloat but that was all. The rawhide was pulling out,
the glue and balsam sap inadequate. Giny was sitting in water and our luggage
floating as we finished the journey. Buddie seemed to give a groan of relief
as we lifted him out of the water and placed him on the top of our car.
Certainly, the three of us sighed our gratitude.
We bade Sandy good-by as we left him
at his home. From reports it seemed certain that he was near the end of
his military career. He smiled now, as he spoke of the coming civilian
life. No longer did it frighten him. The faith and understanding that had
dawned on him at Sanctuary Lake prevailed. Once I asked him how he felt
about it all. He replied, "I know that if God can govern
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the universe, He won't have any trouble steering me around
so long as I am willing to be steered."
At the island there were many interesting
things awaiting us. Hi-Bub had done a wonderful job, bless his heart. He
nearly exploded when he saw us. There was so much to tell he was trying
to relate three stories at once. His family had taken a house in town and
Hi-Bub was knee-deep in school. Saturdays and Sundays he could make trips
out to the island, so that made the rest of the week endurable. He was
worried about the woodchucks, though. He hadn't seen them since September
10. Then he saw only one, and that for just a moment. It was Patty Sausage
that he saw, he believed. Patty and all of them got so fat they could roll
faster than they could run. On this day Patty was peeking out of a hole
in the ground. It was quite cold, and a strong north wind was blowing.
Patty seemed not to like it. He didn't respond to the coaxing of Hi-Bub
or his daddy, but just stared around. Not even a carrot would tempt him
to come out. Finally he disappeared slowly into the ground.
“No doubt he went to sleep, Hi-Bub,"
I said, for the woodchuck is our longest hibernator, and it is not uncommon
for him to enter his deep sleep before the middle of September.
It took quite a little explaining
to make our boy feel comfortable about the woodchucks. He was all for shouting
into their holes until they came out and got something to eat. I told him
that the layers of fat he had noticed on
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the little creatures would nourish them through the winter,
but he wasn't exactly convinced. He couldn't think of that as being a very
good way to absorb food. To chew and taste things was a better idea. However,
by the time he had shouted himself hoarse trying to get the "Thauthage"
family to come out, he concluded that maybe he had better let nature take
its course.
Hi-Bub drank in every word about the
finding of Sanctuary Lake. His imagination ran rampant. He had it pictured
with waters of gold, with animals sitting around in droves. I fear his
schooling suffered through it. From what was told me I gathered that no
matter what class was in order--spelling, arithmetic, reading or what--he
talked about Sanctuary Lake. And some of the stories made mighty good listening
if you had a sense of humor, his teacher said.
Gradually we checked up on the Sanctuary
animals. Ratzy-Watzy had vanished. Likely the constant tormenting by the
squirrels was more than he could stand. We were glad he left of his own
choice. Another development pleased us too. Racket, the little raccoon
that had first appeared in such unhappy condition one day in early summer,
was quite normal now. His coat was thick and dark. Furthermore, he had
been taken into a family, either his own or one that adopted him. A fine-looking
large female raccoon came to our feeding station nightly guarding and guiding
four lusty-looking youngsters, one of which was Racket. We rather favor
the idea that this was his original family. Raccoon mothers are not so
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ready to adopt orphans, according to our observations.
Of course, this leaves a lot of explaining to do. We asked ourselves questions
we could not answer. Had his mother directed him to our island originally,
with the idea that it was the safest place for him in his condition? Or
had he made his way alone, and finally by accident was reunited with her?
Much mystery must remain about this experience, but this is true: the little
fellow came to the best place in all that country in which he could recuperate.
My inclination, after years of observation, is never to charge anything
to chance in nature. It is all cause and effect. Intelligence, often of
a higher order than what we call reasoning, guides the people of the forest.
As a rule, I believe the best thing happens that could happen under each
circumstance.
We returned in time to see an amusing
climax in the conflict between No-Mo and the island squirrels. He had not
abandoned his plan to return to that original home. No doubt there had
been continuous arguing going on. Hi-Bub said that whenever he came he
found squirrels chasing each other. No-Mo won a complete victory. He not
only earned the right to return to the island, he caused More-Mo some way
or other to share the attic with him. We realized that this had happened
when we found the two squirrels actually playing together. More-Mo had
accepted the companionship of the other. And really there was nothing else
he could do! No-Mo would not be denied.
More-Mo held something in reserve.
His trust was not
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absolute. No-Mo could share the living quarters if he
insisted, but not that great store of food that More-Mo had assembled with
such labor. One morning we heard a persistent pattering of feet overhead.
Upon investigation we found out what was going on. More-Mo was carrying
every nut, seed, mushroom, pine cone, and piece of dry bread he had stored
aloft, out into the forest, hiding them in various places. No-Mo looked
on unconcerned. Apparently this was all in the agreement. Where No-Mo's
store of food was I did not know, but obviously More-Mo was not going to
divide his. He did share it in spite of himself, however. The blue jays
had a field day. That business of carrying food into an attic had been
too much for their thieving habits. There was nothing they could do about
it. Now the conditions were more to their liking. More-Mo buried some peanuts
under leaves and in shallow pits. Some he placed on rafters under the shed1
some in chosen spots in trees. Each place selected was easy for the sharp-eyed
blue jays. I don't know what percentage of the treasure they pilfered,
but it was plenty. More-Mo innocently worked on, probably thinking himself
a very wealthy squirrel, though now his possessions were not as great as
he supposed.
One other adventure with these squirrels
is well worth relating. We noted that the crop of pine cones was far below
normal. Likewise the other seeds of the forest were less than usual--the
acorns, hickory nuts, hazel nuts, etc. Hence, the food of such creatures
as squirrels and chipmunks was greatly reduced. It was a serious problem.
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The little fellows sat around apparently not knowing just
what to do. At this season they should have been busy storing things constantly,
but there was nothing to work
on. On the mainland the problem was not so severe as
those animals could roam farther in search of food. But we felt responsible
for the creatures who dwelt on the island. There were too many of them
for such a small area anyway, and no doubt we had induced them to stay
by aiding them with their provisions. We must make good on our obligation
to them. The peanuts we had contributed had been limited in quantity, as
we did not want the animals to depend wholly upon this imported food; Hence
only enough had been given out to keep them looking to us for part of their
supplies.
Now with winter coming, something
should be done for them. Accordingly, Hi-Bub and I went searching for squirrel
food. It was discouraging, but we finally assembled half a bushel of acorns.
To this we added a similar amount of peanuts. Then one morning we decided
to scatter this about, and let the squirrels work at storing it.
The chickarees had formed the habit
of running up to the cabin whenever the door slammed. Usually all four
of them would sit there a few feet apart, scolding each other, and begging
us. One peanut would be tossed to each, and away the creatures would go.
On this particular morning came the
deluge. The squirrels came running up as Hi-Bub and I emerged with our
bushel basket of mixed nuts. The four creatures sat begging and scolding
as usual. Instead of one peanut
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each being tossed out, it began raining nuts. Hi-Bub and
I took handful after handful and tossed them high in the air. The squirrels
stopped scolding. They looked at each other in blank amazement. Peanuts
felt beside them; they couldn't pick up one. Acorns fell under their noses;
they were unable to take a single bite. Whoever heard of such

a thing? The sky was opening up and flooding the earth
with food. It was simply incomprehensible. One peanut each they could understand,
but not hundreds of them! What were they to do?
Hi-Bub had the time of his life. He
loved to feed animals anyway, and this chance of smothering them in food
was perfect. He laughed and giggled while he tossed
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handful after handful into the air, making a little jump
each time he threw. Still the squirrels just sat and watched. Then they
started making the silliest little chirps, which were probably the red
squirrel for "Wow!"
It was many minutes before they were
able to stir themselves. Then they ran from one nut to another digging
little holes hurriedly and burying each one right where they found it.
I expect in the entire history of their kind there have never been four
other chickarees so utterly dumfounded as were these the day manna fell
from heaven in quantities beyond calculation.
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XXVIII
A CANOE IN THE SKIES
THE first snowstorms were visiting the north country,
even though the echo of summer had hardly died away. Winter was practicing,
and the result was beauty extraordinary. Before the trees had lost their
color, fluffy white flakes settled upon them. Leaves of orange, crimson
and maroon held little handfuls of cottonlike snow as though startled and
proud at the beautiful effect. It did not last long, for the sun was still
strong, but while it was there the scene was exquisite.
Between autumn and winter is a period
of sharp contrasts. For several days the temperature held at fifteen above
zero. All growing things became thoroughly chilled. Then there was a sudden
change. A southern wind, warm and moist, blew into the region. When it
touched the cold twigs, plants and trees, it left a generous deposit of
frost on each one. The result to the countryside was dazzling Every little
twig, every pine needle, every blade of grass was white and glistening.
It looked as if the northland had been silver-plated. Even delicate little
spider webs were frost covered, looking like silver threads. Giny and I
ran out of adjectives. When beauty reaches such heights there isn't really
anything to say--you just have to look and love.
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Our mail had been bringing us happy
bits of news. Sandy was in military camp again, but it was certain that
his discharge was not far away. Word came that Bobby, the boy mentioned
in earlier writings, was safe and well when fighting had ceased. So was
the fine boy I had introduced in a previous book as Duke, and his companion
Lieutenant Still-Mo.
The day was nearing when we would
leave the Sanctuary for our winter's work. One pressing problem had not
been solved as yet. In fact, I was avoiding it as long as possible. It
had to be faced, and I realized the time had come one day when Giny said
in serious voice, "Sam!”
"Yes?" I knew what was coming.
"What are you going to do with Buddie?
You know something has to be done. If you just leave it here, your sentiment
will get the better of your judgment and you will start using it again.
It simply isn't safe, and you know you should dispose of it"
Yes, I knew that. There was no doubt
that something final should be done with the old canoe. It was through,
beyond recall. It had served its purpose in our lives, even to the finding
of Sanctuary Lake, but there was no way to repair it further.
I had cast about for ideas as to what
I should do with it. I just couldn't chop into it with an ax and make kindling
wood of it. That was not fitting fate for such a grand old craft. I didn't
like the idea of casting it to one side and letting it slowly decay either.
The disposal of the old canoe became
quite a neighbor-
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hood problem. One man suggested I make a flower bed out
of it, and I had a hard time even to be courteous to him. Make a flower
bed of my canoe? Put a lot of dirt and gravel into that craft that had
sailed wilderness waters through the years? Impossible! That would be all
right for a rowboat, but not for that canoe!
Another suggestion from a well-intentioned
friend was that I fill it with rocks and sink it to the bottom of the lake.
This put a strain on our friendship. Buddie, that had been the master of
waters, now to be conquered by them, and slowly go to pieces among clams
and weeds? Inconceivable! There must be a way more fitting than that.
Then came Hi-Bub to the rescue. He
was having his first training in the local pack of Cub Scouts. He loved
old Buddie, and he had an idea that appealed.
"Tham, you know how you do with an
old American flag?" he asked. His lisping was disappearing, and though
I know this was desired, I disliked to see it go.
I told him my education in such matters
had been neglected--I didn't know just what to do with an old American
flag! Would I put it in the rag bag? he asked, tempting me. No, I knew
better than that. Would I throw it out on a trash pile? No, I wouldn't
do that either. Both
methods were decidedly disrespectful. Then he told me
what he had learned. When the flag is faded and torn and no longer fit
for display, he said, it should be folded very carefully, and then with
much respect, placed into a fire and the flames be allowed to consume it.
"I understand what you mean, Bub,"
I said. "You think
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if that is good enough for the flag of our country, it
is
good enough for Buddie, too. I like it! Buddie is not
going to be pushed aside and allowed to decay like ordinary wood. He is
going up in smoke in a special ceremonial fire!"
The event was planned for a certain
Sunday near the end of our northwoods sojourn. Hi-Bub and his parents

came out to the island as did other neighbors. Sandy had
been notified, and he sent this comment to be read at the ceremonies: "I
only hope I can be as good a man as old Buddie has been a canoe."
We built a roaring campfire in a clear
space where no trees could be harmed by the flames. We placed an old packsack
and an old paddle in Buddie. We pointed the
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bow toward the north, then two of us picked up the old
craft and laid it in the fire. The seasoned wood caught quickly. In a moment
it was a mass of flames. Smoke arose to the treetops and circled on toward
the stars. We stood and sang our canoe song. Giny surprised us with a new
verse which she had composed for the occasion.
Paddle on, old Buddie, paddle on
To a new lake in the stars,
Where there are no rocks to scratch your sides
And no logs nor hidden bars.
We'll look up to you each night and day
When the rainbow spans the skies,
For we know that hull of yours is made
Of the stuff that never dies.
So the old craft passed on into memories.
The campfire slowly flickered out. When our guests rose to go home there
was only a bed of fine ashes. Hi-Bub gave the comment that was needed.
He looked at the ashes on the ground meditatively for a moment and then
said, "Boy, oh, Boy! Didn't Buddie burn up thwell?"
Yes, Buddie had burned up swell.
Even the last act of the old craft was commendable.
There will be other canoes in our
experience. After all, it is not so much a canoe that we love as
the canoe. We will find one that is attuned to solitude, that has
the spirit of the wilderness. We will give it a name and one day take it
over secret paths to Sanctuary Lake.
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But there will never be a craft draw
more of our love or deserve it more than good old Buddie!
"I'll thay tho!" said Hi-Bub.
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SANCTUARY LAKE SONG
(To The Marines' Hymn)
Up along the north horizon,
Where Aurora’s searchlights play,
There's a lake that rests in solitude
And the wildwood chants its lay.
In the land of bears and beavers,
In the haunt of doe and fawn,
It is somewhere east of sunset
And it's somewhere west of dawn.
So come, you merry voyageurs,
With your paddles and bateaux,
To the land of sky-blue waters
Where the north-bound rivers flow.
We will search the wide-flung wilderness
For the lake where peace lives on.
It is somewhere east of sunset
And it's somewhere west of dawn.
We have followed trails and portages
Of the Chippewa and Sioux,
We have ridden foaming rapids
And faced strong head winds, too.
Still we seek that little wildwood lake
To whose shores our hearts have gone.
It is somewhere east of sunset
And it's somewhere west of dawn.
Now our campfire glows upon the shore
Of our Sanctuary Lake.
If you seek our forest paradise,
Here's the only route to take:
Pack along the north horizon
In the home of goose and swan.
It is somewhere east of sunset
And it's somewhere west of dawn.
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